ADIEU
I wish I could say what’s on my mind
No one knows what was left behind
It hurts so much for me to know
The only way out was to let you go
What could have been will never be
Loving you my silent misery
Wish upon a star for me
Dreaming of that which could never be
It hurts too much loving you
All that’s left is to say adieu
INTO BLACK
I hear your words within my head
Yet still I feel as if I’m dead
I won’t bring you down into my hell
I’m fading within this corpse’s shell
Light in my eyes no longer burns
There’s nothing left for which I yearn
Bloody and bruised I may fall down
But when I’m done, I’ll no longer frown
I’ll walk away and I won’t turn back
Wait, now I’m fading into black
A coldness creeps upon my skin
Forgive me not for my last sin
Loving you wasn’t enough
Loving me was just too rough
So let me be as I say goodbye
To all the pain and all the lies
Let me breathe out one final gasp
Peace forever is in my grasp
I loved you, did you love me back
It’s too late now, I faded into black
ALREADY DEAD
Look at me
Go deep inside
See what’s behind
My hidden lies
Breathe into my lungs
And fill me with your life
Then burn me down
You called me “wife”
Lifted up
Like a phoenix in the air
I rose from ashes
To go nowhere
Bring me back down
To reality
There’s coldness inside
And misery
I won’t come back
Or feel the pain
I loved and lost
Nothing remains
No tears for me
Not a single one shed
There’s no need to cry
I’m already dead
FREE VERSE1
Hello broken shattered shell/wounded by a lovelorn spell/society’s a hypocrisy/what happened to our destiny/we were meant to be/in unity/eternally/yet regrettably/I must confess/I tried my best/wasn’t good enough/black and blue/my heart bleeds through/now I know what I should have known/by your side/I was all alone/now I dry my tears/upon my sleeve/take a minute to breathe/I must succeed/ dreams manifest/command me not/my fire’s hot/within me burns/a psycho seed/grows like a weed/don’t pray for me/I’m with the stars/shooting straight pass Mars/leaving my scars/used to pretend/you were my friend/too bad this game had to end/don’t cry for me/now that I’m gone/you knew it was coming all along/black and blue and purple too/look close at what I made you do/beat me up and put me down/took my smile and my frown/stole my beauty stole my life/yet persist to call me your wife/green and yellow, tears fall red/I made you do it/I made me dead.
