No, your not my only friend.  No, I'm not dropping you you are pulling yourself away.  Stop being like this all right?  No longer will I give you the pity party that you want.  You know that I didn't want this to happen I explained you how how I feel but it's not me that you give a shit about.  It's your pain, it's how you think HE feels about you.  

What am I in all of this?  I'm nothing.  You don't give a shit about me.  You do by times, and you tell me that you were being sarcastic and mean for me.  No, it's not for me.  Your sour and angry and even though you know it hurt me and after I asked you to stop you continued it.  What the fuck?  That is not helping me.  That is shoving me in the ground and not appreciating me.  I'm sorry that you refuse to listen to me and forget every fucking thing I tell you.

I have had enough.  I don't give a shit if you 'accidentally' read this.  I'm cranky today, and I'm kind of pissed.