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You know, it's really awesome how you write an amazing e-mail.  That I'm impressed by, that I appreciate then all of that just get fucked over.  Why did it?  I guess because I got hurt by your sarcastic, bitter, mean attitude.  Don't get me wrong, I understand.  I totally do, but I felt like shit all ready.  Do you really think I would want you to take this out on me?  Okay your not happy about this development with the feelings.  I didn't go looking for it, it just happened.  I didn't want to hurt you, why else would I have stressed about it and thought about it, then when feelings couldn't be forgotten I told you?  

So you think it was the wrong thing to tell you?  You didn't tell me that but I guess that's something that you said.  That's ridiculous.  I guarantee you would of been so pissed off after finding out we didn't tell you.  I tried to do the right thing in a shitty situation.  
After you hear that some things you were saying hurt me, you tell me that I don't understand how you feel?  That I don't understand the pain that your feeling?  Excuse me, but am I not allowed to want you to stop hurting me?  And when I say that I do understand, it means that I do.  

I've noticed though, you seem to.. not listen.  And assume what I'm thinking, you'll tell me how I feel and how I think.  It doesn't matter that what I've said before that contradicts what you have just said.  No, because obviously your right.  Your always right.  So yeah, I guess I'm just his new play toy, that you wanted to become again at some point.  Since your always right I will be sure to not go crying to you when he breaks my heart and hurts me.  Your right, I don't know why I bother thinking for myself and trying to do the right thing.


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  • the-dude said on Oct 22, 2009....
    This was heavy
  • UnicornForm said on Oct 22, 2009....
    time to go toy story : time of revenge, on him.
  • simplyconfused said on Oct 23, 2009....
    the-dude - Yeah, I think I would of spontaneously combusted if I didn't let this one out ha ha.

    Unicorn- ha ha ha =p  That was great. =D
  • Hegemone said on Oct 23, 2009....
    Well it sounds like this took a turn in the direction it didn't need to go in.  Somebody's hurt and lashing out to make sure everybody else gets hurt and that's not cool either.  A little time and space may be what's in order, if for nothing else than to stop making opportunities for them to get at you.  Checking messages soon ...

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Screw your life, it's worth NOTHING and you're taking away precious air I could be breathing and yeah I'm a whole hell of a lot more important than you'll EVER be you piece of crap....