i've been at least slightly kink-minded for as long as i can remember.
My friends have grown to accept it as being a part of who i am, and while i've never made it clear the nature of my fulltime relationship, i wouldn't be surprised if more than a few of them thought 'something' was going on.
However, when it comes to openly and obviously submitting, these are things that are reserved for my Master, as far as i'm concerned. So many of my friends would just think i'm a bit of a freak (ha ha!), but wouldn't have much of a clue about the submission. They just know i care too much about looking after people, and don't tend to complain about that.
Throughout my years of being into BDSM or kink related things, i've been responsible for 'converting' or convincing normal people that they're actually more kinky than what they thought. i never force anybody to do anything with me or try to pick them up- it just comes up in conversation and they say 'ooh, maybe that does sound fun'. It always seems to go from there, when i'm not even aware that i'm having an influence on somebody. Maybe it started when i convinced my first boy friend that he actually wanted to pull my pigtails, to see what it felt like..
You're thinking-- 'come on, rose! what trouble have you got into now??'
The answer??
i have a friend of mine now begging to call me Mistress.
i have a friend of mine now begging to call me Mistress.
It started off as just being silly- the group was talking about spanking during sex and i agreed to liking it. For the sake of this post conversation my friend's name is Tony.
Tony: 'So, do you like spanking the guy, too?'
rose: (trying not to giggle and joking around) 'Why, you want to be my bitch?'
rose: (trying not to giggle and joking around) 'Why, you want to be my bitch?'
He paused. The rest of the group was talking about something else by then and had ignored the interesting look on his face.
'Well.. sure Mistress rose!'
i laughed and told him to kneel at my feet. To my amazement he did. He was licking my foot and asking if he was a good boy or a bad one.
Over the next half hour or so he followed me around on his hands and knees, barked like a puppy, told everybody and anybody walking through the door what a naughty slut he was, licked anatomical drawings of human reproductive systems, and blushed bright red at the filthy things i was hissing in his ear.
He then was bent over the couch and spanked (through jeans and more for show than anything) by myself and several other people.
At no stage did he say stop or hint that he didn't like the things that were happening. After we stopped he sat on the ground next to my feet for me to put them on him.
and as i was going to bed he whispered that he'd never been this hard in his whole life.
so i wake up to a text message requesting a repeat performance from Tony this morning.
i know that nothing would ever come of this- i'm completely devoted to my Master and even if i wasn't, Domme isn't something that fits me. i'll try it on (if it pleases the other person) but generally that side of myself can stay unattended to and locked up and i couldn't care less.
How do i say that i'm the one being flogged, the one kneeling at Master's feet, and that's where i'd like to stay, without saying so much?
How can i stop converting innocent people?! Haha.
Any subbies done a stint behind the flogger? What did you think?
