simplyconfused posted on Oct 20, 2009
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| Tags: sigh, mother, ugh, fuck off, love, umm
.. Just go away and leave me alone. You have your stresses, as well as I have mine. Your tired and cranky, yeah I understand. Do you forget that I have anti-depressant pills? Do you think they are magic? ha ha ha, wow if you think it erases anything ha ha ha. They help a little but it doesn't make it go away. I have my moments where I'm depressed. You know, when you bitch at me for whatever the fuck I did wrong it's not going to help. Maybe I'd like to mention it to you, but the second you let go on me I close off and I just want you gone.
Fuck off. If only I could say that to you. (Dear mixed: No it's not a ph, it's a FFF.)
Mother, yeah I love you your my mom whatever. That does not mean I can't despise you when you bitch at everything I do. That does not mean that I can't get pissed off at you. That does not mean that it's okay for you to let all of your stresses pour out on me. It's the same with anybody I love, it's going to push me away. I may have your blood, but love can shatter.