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.. Just go away and leave me alone.  You have your stresses, as well as I have mine.  Your tired and cranky, yeah I understand.  Do you forget that I have anti-depressant pills?  Do you think they are magic?  ha ha ha, wow if you think it erases anything ha ha ha.  They help a little but it doesn't make it go away.  I have my moments where I'm depressed.  You know, when you bitch at me for whatever the fuck I did wrong it's not going to help.  Maybe I'd like to mention it to you, but the second you let go on me I close off and I just want you gone.

Fuck off.   If only I could say that to you.  (Dear mixed:  No it's not a ph, it's a FFF.)

Mother, yeah I love you your my mom whatever.  That does not mean I can't despise you when you bitch at everything I do.  That does not mean that I can't get pissed off at you.  That does not mean that it's okay for you to let all of your stresses pour out on me.  It's the same with anybody I love, it's going to push me away.  I may have your blood, but love can shatter.


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  • mixednuts said on Oct 20, 2009....
    PEACE!
  • simplyconfused said on Oct 20, 2009....
    I wish.. =p
  • Hegemone said on Oct 20, 2009....
    Oh poo.  Sorry to hear your mom's at it again with you.  I hate when people seem to selectively decide to acknowledge what they want, so they don't have to be troubled.  It's like your mom wants to believe the pills will make it all 100% better instead of realizing that they only probably take the edge off.  (((((((HUGS))))))
  • simplyconfused said on Oct 21, 2009....
    I don't think she will stop, well for a week she will!  My father comes home today!
    Yes, I hate it to.. I have a shrink appointment on November 30th though =O  Maybe that will help things.  **Huggzzz** =D
  • nammiev said on Oct 24, 2009....
    Me and mum have always argued and never got anything perticualarrly nice to say to each other, So we just do it when we have to, i do things to stay on her 'good' side and that is about it, blood ties don't mean anything.
     
    At the end of the day, you choose the people that you love and that are important, i love my mum and always will but it's like i say to people we just don't 'click' we don't have that thing that makes people connect with one another, it's sad but thats just how it goes sometimes,
    Chin up, if your on anti-d's things can only get better
    xxx
  • simplyconfused said on Oct 24, 2009....
    Nammiev - It's true, I don't believe that me and my mother click very well together.  Eh, it's been almost a year and they don't have THAT much of an effect.  THey just take the edge off really.
  • nammiev said on Oct 24, 2009....
     
    Yeah that is all they are suppose to do, they are suppose to make life cope-able, and for the rational side off your brain to come back in to functioning properly.
     
    I don't want to be on anti-d's for that long i'm sorry to hear that about you
    xxx
  • simplyconfused said on Oct 24, 2009....
    I wish they could totally prevent the spiraling depression I can find myself in, however, that would be to easy wouldn't it?
  • nammiev said on Oct 24, 2009....
    All's that i know for sure is that it is a fight, and a difficult one. Write to me anytime, i may not be able to give you the answer's and i may not be able to make it better, but by sharing my thoughts i may help you with yours xxx
  • simplyconfused said on Oct 25, 2009....
    Thank you. =]

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Yes once again my mother....
As I read this blog, with it being a lot of women on here, some older and some younger, I thought what makes a woman....
If anything, read to get the reveal of my Best Friends name XD...
Never knew I could bitch like that. =p...
Am I being.. erased?...