Every boy I've ever fallen in 'love' (or at least deep like)  with has been... less than attractive. Now I'm not saying that they... overtly ugly, no of course not. But each of them has prompted this near-visceral reaction from other girls, "Ew, but he's not even hot."

   I've come to absolutely DESPISE this sentence and for the few seconds after I hear this, I have an overwhelming urge to toss the shallow bitch across the room... but of course, being a civilised human being... I don't. Doesn't take away the urge though.

           So-called 'hot' boys, in high school at least, tend to be arrogant jerks with cigarette smoke on the brain and not much else. Now I'm not saying every attractive person in the world (including teenagers in this) is like this. But.... that's been my experience, unfortunately. And it isn't like I plan to fall for these guys. I just do.

       Perhaps it's  a fetish. Maybe I am the world's first and only fugophile. Oy vey.