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I keep falling for him, everyday as I get to know him. And though I know he loves me I can't help but to be scared of not being the person that he needs, What if he wakes up one day and realize that ..
And if it comes to that, I don't want to be the one to hinder him. I want him to be happy always, if I can't provide that, ,even if it will break my heart and I probably won't recover from it, I'd still let him go..
I shouldn't have let myself love this much. I have no defenses left. I always of think of him first. There's nothing I want more than to spend my days with him. I always pray that I may be worthy of him and that God help me be the person that he needs.
I'm soo in love, what can I do?


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  • gingersoul said on Oct 18, 2009....
    Only one thing, girl....enjoy it!...;-)
  • ellamae14 said on Oct 18, 2009....
    yes ging, enjoying and loving every minute of it. :)
  • scipio said on Oct 19, 2009....
    Hope for the best - prepare for the worst..
  • ellamae14 said on Oct 20, 2009....
    hi scipio, I am all for the best and daily exerting my efforts to be the best person I can ever be. that's what it does to me. :)

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