its been so many days that we are not talking.
probably the longest. yup.
i miss him.
i hope this is not the end.
so many things remind me of him - friends, familiar songs, something on the tv, other couples, fav food, my phone etc.
i can only hope he realizes and is willing to change.
i cant wait forever, but i dont wanna leave just as yet.
at the same time i will not call.
nothing is in my hands anymore.
i just cant be taken for granted or treated like a doormat.
i will not be taken advantage of.
if justice exists, i will fight for it.
if it doesnt i will create it , for myself.
i will always always always fight for my rights.
yet at the end of the day i love him.
cant deny and dont want to.
but i wont be this naive lovesick school girl, nope.
so yeah whatever it takes i am not giving up, nor giving in.
but hey it takes a lot. hell lot.
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moonriver said on Oct 14, 2009....
i know the exact feeling, friend.it takes a hell lot, yeah.tell you what... here's some yummydosa and chutney :-) -
gingersoul said on Oct 14, 2009....
Hey..... Moon.....what are dosa? -
uniquely-ironic said on Oct 14, 2009....
hang in there. You deserve to be treated with love and respect. -
submissiverose said on Oct 14, 2009....
wish i was as strong as you!you're so brave. you deserve the best and i'm so glad you know it.wishing you all the best.-rose.xXx -
Hegemone said on Oct 14, 2009....
Strong woman you are, keep at it. You deserve to be happy, respected and loved all at the same time, not to have to pick and choose which you'd rather have. ((((((HUGS)))))) -
moonriver said on Oct 14, 2009....
hey ginger!
dosa and chutney...
omg, how i miss this dish.
here, raindove, have a bite.
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UnicornForm said on Oct 14, 2009....
perfect way to look at it rain, your words are a bummer but clleansing like the rain. -
raindove said on Oct 16, 2009....
moon - oh wow, you have heard of dosa..i'm surprised. totally. lol thank you, thank you so much still grinning..
ginger - dosa is a popular south indian dish and chutney means pickle. i see moon has already posted a link.
unique - i'm also unique right so yeah i will not be treated with anything but respect, hell yeah. at times i need a hand and i'm glad you all are here.
rose - you know i love it when i'm seen as brave , i like it a lot more than if say someone calls me beautiful or cute. just hope i truly have it in me, what i believe i do, just never wanna give up. rose i really wish it works out for you too.
hegemone - thats the best way to put it, just so accurate, exactly how i feel. you expressed it all for me better than i could. (((((((hugs))))))))))
moon - hey thats sweet of you, who introduced you to dosa may i ask? and you know try north indian food sometime...its more spicy like me :P
come over and i will treat you.
unicorn - hey girlie woohoo bummer yet cleansing like the rain lol...thats quite a perspective :)
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moonriver said on Oct 16, 2009....
hi raindove.i was somewhere in south india last year.fell in love there... with the place, the people, the food...i wrote something about a page torn from my Indian diary.OMG.you mean there's something in this world that's even HOTTER than south indian dishes?something measured in kelvin degrees?apart from its spicy women, i mean... ;-p -
mixednuts said on Oct 16, 2009....
Fight the GOOD FIGHT! You will win in the end!
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