I've been doing my business through the internet, and if you know my real name you can do a google search and it will lead u right to me. I didn't have any problem about that, I don't have anything to hide, and what's there are just basic facts about me, nothing about my personal contact numbers or address. not until today.

I have a profile at myspace, friendster, facebook, and there's a couple more out there. I never even bother to check on those sites, the only one i'm active at is Facebook.

I have not updated anything at friendster or myspace.  And I should have. My boyfriend have read my profile at myspace and asked me what I mean by: " Love kids, but not for me" He said he thought i want kids of my own too.

I had a hard time making him beleive that it was something I have written a long time ago, don't have the same plans as now. Well, I had a recorded log in there a month ago, and It was just because i wanted to read some messages..crap.

I felt bad he thought I was just making him beleive that I'm ready to have a family with him, but not really. We've talked about it before, we want to have 2 kids when we got married.

It was just some stupid profile, I never really took those things seriously... I hated having to defend myself over that.. even if i thought of it before, It's in the past.

What matters is now.