after last weeks little hic up i have taken on board and learnt not to make silly mistakes.i rec punishment 1 and 2, did Master the weekend and was surprised at how well i took the punishment he gave me, it was not the usual sort of punishment i am used to getting from Him.
any have been home both me and daughter been ill so Master has been very quiet untill today. had my commands from him which i was an all day command and kept me wet and busy ;0 . then after the text He sent saying punishment 3 and 4 will not be as severe as i have pleased him today. left my belly doing back flips and starting to think is this really what i want ????????.am seeing him 2moro dayime and i just have no idea what is in store !!!
Dont worry i will answer my own question YES this is what i want when i am with Master i feel complete the times we are apart i feel and emptiness, we both have a goal of being with eachother 24/7 but circumstances wont permitt Us to yet both live 60 odd miles form one another and both have children....thats another story does any one else have trouble hiding there lifestyles from there kids ? even more so teenagers. i have made new rules at home just to help in keeping it from them. i need my privacy just as much as i need my Master and children .....ok prob got you all really confused now lol im off now thanks for letting me rant on here again lol
take care all have a super week
wilds xxxxx