I often fantasize about how things would be if I had a female body. About how I would feel about myself, and how other girls would look at me, because in the end I would want to share my body with another female. Now this is what I say now, in a mans body. If I actually were in a womans body I imagine my feelings would be the exact opposite (wanting to be male, sharing my body with another male).

At times I desire beeing a woman, I feel a strange urge in my body, extremely horny, but instead of "releaving" myself I just hang on to my pillow and blanket real tight. What happens is that I don't want to be male, I wish I didn't have the genetalia I have, they are in the way, they don't feel right. Am I screwed or what?

If I were female I would have a slightly smaller body then what I have now, I can feel it. When I feel all "femaly" I feel smaller, I feel shorter and narrower, I feel my long beautiful hair down my back. I am pretty, I am hot, I am a girl. But only on the inside, and not even there. I am a tomboy.

I get mad because I can't play with myself the way I want to. I feel wrong, but I am not.

Do anyone else feel like they sometimes aren't who they are, or wish they were something else, sexually?

- Teylan