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Every night before I fall asleep I wish that you won't haunt my dreams.  Each night that wish fails to come true, you torture my all ready broken heart.  Waking up is so painful, realizing it was but a dream.  

I'll continue wishing for you to leave me as I lay so vulnerable and unguarded.  One night my wish will come true.  It will soon arrive where I will no longer cry out in my was once peaceful dreams.

The day my wish comes true... is when I'll realize it is not you.. but me that tortures my scarred and restless soul.

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  • pdestiny said on Oct 12, 2009....
    Simplyconfused,dreams r projection of yr whole day thought process,unknowingly u think of that person so he comes in to yr dreams,try not to think of him u might won't see him again.u need to fight over yr mind & heart.or kp yr anger,ego aside & accept him,maybe he wants u more than u need him.
  • simplyconfused said on Oct 12, 2009....
    pdestiny - It for sure is my subconscious keeping him in my mind.  Were lovers who fell apart, were going to be the best of friends there is to much love for us to completely disappear.  I just need to continue moving forward.  Thank you. ^^
  • Hegemone said on Oct 12, 2009....
    Simply, try this out, as you're falling asleep, think of something, one specific thing if possible, and think of it with as much detail as possible.  Sort of like making your own movie in your mind.  However, do not include whom you're dreaming of.  I mean, it could be as simple as you winning an award or something like that.  Something you enjoy, something that'll make you feel good to think about.  I do that often, and I find that when I do, I tend to have dreams about things related to that as opposed to other things.  Hope you sleep well tonight.
  • simplyconfused said on Oct 12, 2009....
    Hege - I will for sure remember that!  And text it out in a few moments. ^_^
  • pdestiny said on Oct 12, 2009....
    it seems u have already taken yr decision of moving forward,than these things shouldn't trouble you.I have lost my love twice.both the time 'cause of our families, we let go of eachother,kept giving sacrifice,crying quitely,missing eachother.suddenly feeling so empty & lost specialy both the time I had to be blamed to let go for their better future.It hurts a lot.The memory I go through, my 1st love is 23 years old & 2nd one hardly 4 months old!!!!!I feel the same pain!I don't deserve to be loved.I have been going through tremendous depression as decision is all mine, but I love him a lot, maybe very divine or passionate which I never felt for anybody.I think of him & I cry.he will never understand,will hate me forever.I deserve that,anyways dear friend thanks for listenning,I have lost it please if u can save it pls do it.
  • simplyconfused said on Oct 12, 2009....
    pdestiny - I wish I could of saved it.  I did try, however he no longer feels the same about me.  We had broken up, and got back together but he didn't want it anymore.  Both people have to be on the same page.  If it was up to ME well, I would be in his arms right now and we would be telling eachother how much we love one another, and get a nice warm kiss from him that always always sent butterflies in my stomach.  Thinking like that though, will not let me move forward like I'm being forced to.  Sometimes what you want can't work.  I'm sorry about your lost love, and I'm sorry that your family got in the way... I don't know how a family could do that if your happy and in love.  *squishy hugzz*

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