• Girlygirl said on Oct 11, 2009....

  Rose....I so wish I had the words right now..My heart is aching for you. You are such a strong person and I have come to value you as a true friend...even though we have never truly meet. It hurts me to see you like this...Of course your going to miss it sweetie...But I think you may miss yourself more...and don't count yourself short yet..you may not be able to think about it now, but you may feel those feelings again..maybe not in the same way..but one day...one day you will feel them..My thoughts are with you Rose...

• pusscat said on Oct 11, 2009....

  A reply is your PM box darling.
  
  Missing things is all part of the letting go process.  It is impossible for the human heart and mind not to miss something it held dear and was so used to being there.  When things go they leave a space.  Thing is hun, that space can also be filled with great things :-)  Great things that take our breath away and help us to start living again.  You know how much love I'm sending to you :-*  :-*  :-*
  

• submissiverose said on Oct 11, 2009....

  i keep thinking i've misplaced it, and freaking out thinking that i'm going to be punished for losing it.
   
  then i remember.
   
  everything lately feels so much like a dream that i don't know what's real and what isn't.
   
  *hugs girly and pc*
  -r. xXx

• hairbrushedhubby said on Oct 12, 2009....

  Dear submissiverose,
  What Girleygirl and Pusscat both say are true, and you have to let go completely.
  I know it's hard for you but you have to get on with life and put it behind you, and as long as you have friends on here like gg and puss, you will never be alone, now take a deep breath, step out and say, this is my life and it's time to enjoy it again.
  Go on, do it, and may God be with you.

• raindove said on Oct 12, 2009....

  hey i am so sorry, i hope you take care and cope. letting go is difficult but at times necessary right. may you have the strength.

• mixednuts said on Oct 12, 2009....

  Just look out for an ALT! They are all over this cyber world.

• Mr.Strange said on Oct 12, 2009....

  When we run, we leave ourselves open to pursuit.
  
  and as mixed berries mentioned, now you might get an alt...lol
  
  Facing things tends to place you in a position of control over your own life. Running often puts you in a position of fear. Which do you want?

• Mascon said on Oct 12, 2009....

  Hello Rose,
  
  I have been gone long from SC, and should you remember me I am honored. But I am your pain five months and 14 days from today. I stopped posting here and have only lurked a bit over the last months as it was sometimes too painful to read the posts of people sharing that magic that is gone from my life. I can tell you with the surest of first hand knowledge however, that YOU will emerge again from your ashes. The horrifying blackness that consumes you today will gradually part and though here at 5 months there are no singing birds and sun dappled  rainbows, there is a lightening gray that you can find comfort in. The light comes from a remembrance of the joy of what you shared and an honoring of how that person changed you, made you better, made you the next you that you will share again.
  
  All our experiences change us. Some greater than others, but those that hone us the most are those that are most valued and treasured even when they are the most painful. You will survive, you will heal, though there will be times when it won't seem so, but count only today for its grace and wait for tomorrow, its now a challenge of time for you, an endurance of a different sort, than you have enjoyed, but like many other things you have endured, its passing will make you better.
  
  You are a beautiful soul, protect that part of yourself from all harms and you will relish in sharing it again another day. My wish for you is for time and for strength and for courage and for healing.  Be well.
  
  -Mascon
  

• mixednuts said on Oct 12, 2009....

  Who was bothering you?

• submissiverose said on Oct 12, 2009....

  hubby- you're so right-  they're very intelligent and caring women. thank you so much for your support.
   
  raindove- thank you so much. *hugs*
   
  mixednuts- thankfully, it isn't this site she's on, and the one i have blocked her from monitors IP's to make sure we only have one screen name. thanks for the concern anyway.
   
  Mr. Strange- i've tried to face it before, it's either hurt me too much to do so, or made no difference whatsoever. i've accepted that this is something that will never be resolved, now for myself, i have to get away from it.
   
  Mascon- dear Sir, i remember clearly Your posts, Your intelligence and Your honesty. i'm honoured that You would come out of exile to offer me support, it means a lot. You've told me what i knew all along, but what i couldn't quite find the way to say it. You're extremely right, i need to be able to acknowledge how much i've grown from the experience. i've been able to learn from other past experiences, why not this one? perhaps it's still too fresh.
  thankYou for Your support, and i wish You all the best in the world.

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