We had the first snow last night. I was so surprised, it was predicted but I never thought it would happen, it was such a beautiful day. We were dusted last night and I woke up to a blanket of snow. It makes me sad, when seasons come and go im reminded of time. How fast it goes, how little we have. I feel pangs of guilt thinking of all the times I wished it would go faster. One thing ill forever regret is wishing time would hurry up.
Im at such a beautiful time in my life. A time full of love, learning, laughs, happiness. Sure we have problems. Like being flat broke and unable to make ends meet, living paycheck to paycheck, watching two family businesses sink before my eyes. Im sure that one day ill look back on these times and wish id appreciated them a little more. So im thinking ahead and im appreciating the hell out of now.
Good times and Bad times are still times passing us all by and we will never get them back.
One day we will be old, wrinkled and unable to function, tied to old recliner to weak to do anything but sleep, we must ask our niece to bring us our drink and to help us to the restroom. When those times come I want to make sure that I lived in the moment, goog and bad moments. You and I know that the bad moments are never as bad as we think.
The snow will come and go, soon spring will be here and another Christmas will soon come. Remington will have a birthday, and another and another...Time flies as quickly as a snow flake melts on your finger. Enjoy it.
