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happykat posted on Sep 26, 2006 | views: 14321 | Tags: anonymity, freedom, confession, experiment, secret, whatever, oy, ladygamer, fetus, anon
That's right. I'm starting an entry about nothing.

I want to have a conversation wherein the posters only post anonymously. Call it an experiment, if you will.

There's something about anonymity that allows us to be as real as we want or as fake as we want. I want to test the waters and see if this has any appeal (because while you're real life may be somewhat of a secret, there are those that "know" you on-line).

So....How about them Chiefs?

EDIT: I don't get email notifications of any replies to my posts. I have tried in the past to have that fixed so I could converse in a more timely manner, but, for whatever reason, that feature is not working for me. FYI

DOUBLE EDIT: ........CLICK THE ANONYMOUS BUTTON FIRST....BEFORE YOU TYPE A RESPONSE.......THANK YOU!

BTW, the Chiefs suck ass.


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  • anonymous said on Sep 26, 2006....
    When you receive notifications from SoulCast that someone has replied, does it tell you the user name of the person who comments anonymously?
  • anonymous said on Sep 26, 2006....
    I don't have any secrets, well, at least none that anyone knows about.
  • anonymous said on Sep 26, 2006....
    Funny...I don't get the notifications even though I'm signed up for it....so, no.
  • Alyss said on Sep 26, 2006....
    Them Chiefs had a bye. Hope they do better for it next Sunday.

    Oh & I'm not set for email notifications so wouldn't have a clue who'd posted.
  • happykat said on Sep 26, 2006....
    Alyss, you're messing up my experiment. But since you're a good gal, I won't hold it against you.

    :}
  • anonymous said on Sep 26, 2006....
    Dern! I guess I should have done that last one as anonymous, too.

    *bangs head on table*

    *thump*
    *thump*
    *thump*
  • anonymous said on Sep 26, 2006....
    I'm not sure if this is confession time or what, but I often think of running away from my life and surfing into the sea of beautiful brown eyes.
  • anonymous said on Sep 26, 2006....
    I have a very powerful sexual attraction to someone I only know online. As I am married, this is probably not a good thing.
  • anonymous said on Sep 26, 2006....
    how many of us could have written that last line?
  • anonymous said on Sep 26, 2006....
    No one knows I blog.
  • anonymous said on Sep 26, 2006....
    is having sexual attractions for others a bad thing?
    what you do about it or how you show it may be...I think.
    yes when you receive notice that someone has replied it says the name...but so far no one anonymous has replied...and how come I get the notifications about another post instead of mine?
  • anonymous said on Sep 26, 2006....
    It's a bad thing if it's a powerful one that intrudes while you're doing completely unrelated things during the course of the day.
  • anonymous said on Sep 26, 2006....
    Distance is the only thing good for a powerful sexual attraction that would be detrimentale to account upon.
  • anonymous said on Sep 26, 2006....
    divert that energy towards the one you love and love the one you're with....
    it may sound like the old song but what goes around comes around sooner or later...always better to have love going around!
  • anonymous said on Sep 26, 2006....
    Distance isn't a problem. That's a very good thing. I honestly don't think I could trust myself to be alone with this person.

    Diverting energy is easier said than done. A lot easier done when it's welcome.
  • anonymous said on Sep 26, 2006....
    There is a grocery store sacker that I avoid because he is cross-eyed and slow and he always smooshes the bread. I think he's mentally retarded, but I don't feel the slightest bit bad about it.
  • hunter_boyce_chandler said on Sep 26, 2006....
    I dont like this anonymous thingy, It's like taking a shower with a raincoat on....

    Oh...thats something else
  • anonymous said on Sep 26, 2006....
    boy I screwed that one up
  • anonymous said on Sep 26, 2006....
    Desire is hard to re-direct.

    Several options:

    • tell the object of your desire how you feel and get it on in cyber-love fashion (or meet in secret somewhere).
    • tell the object of your desire how you feel and have a big laugh at the sexual manifestation of your friendship and closeness.
    • lessen the contact you have with the person and see if the feeling fades.
    • tell your wife, have mad passionate sex with your wife pretending to be the other person, and get it out of your system.
    • tell your wife, invite the other person over for a long week-end, have group sex, and get it out of your system.
    • Shut up. Tell no one. Live a life in sexual torment then hope it fades as time goes by.

  • anonymous said on Sep 26, 2006....
    Why are you assuming that the commenter is a man? That said, those options are easily reversed. Also, option 2 assumes a certain awareness or type of relationship which may not be present.
  • anonymous said on Sep 26, 2006....
    I think that list was done tongue-in-cheek; except for that semi-serious option.
  • anonymous said on Sep 26, 2006....
    to the person who thinks about running away from life:

    me too, but I want to go live on a beach, braid hair and weave baskets for a living!
  • anonymous said on Sep 26, 2006....
    If you only knew the things I want to do to you; my touch, my kiss, the way I'd like to lick you. If you only knew....
  • anonymous said on Sep 26, 2006....
    BOY THATS REALLY CREEPING ME OUT
  • anonymous said on Sep 26, 2006....
    My one and only secret i haven't revealed online already.....

    I still eat my boogers.
  • anonymous said on Sep 26, 2006....
    a few knew that i'm currently having an online affair... and the extent of the conversation that we've had online... whew! my friends and my family would never believe that's me. well, that is if they knew... the power of anonymity on the net.
  • anonymous said on Sep 26, 2006....
    i assumed the comment was made by a woman....
  • anonymous said on Sep 26, 2006....
    J'ai douze pouces!

    It's a good thing I'm posting anonymously, 'cause I can't back that one up.
  • anonymous said on Sep 26, 2006....
    Twelve inches!!!?

    Fuck......do you want a new best friend?
  • anonymous said on Sep 26, 2006....
    How about new nemesis ?? Care to have one??
    MWAHahahahaha
  • anonymous said on Sep 26, 2006....
    This is ALIENating me. I feel like I am in a closet with a
    bunch of people and ... oh, whose ass is that? Sweet.
    Oh, sorry guy. Hey stop breathing on my back. No, that
    is my spine. I am not part dinosaur. That is how we are
    built where I come from. Stop it. Leave that alone.
    Twelve inches? Yeah, if I fold it in two.
    OK, this is somewhat fun.
  • RollingC said on Sep 27, 2006....
    Darn it wrong door, sorry, didn't know this was the closet...
    *messed that up *
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    Specter
    I dream of the lost moon
    The lost child of the god glinting
    In the lost time
    The specter comes

    Not From the scorched of my memory
    That is my broken and shattered mind.
    Woe be to me that I looked for, and found truth

    It comes from the nothingness of Amoria that humans, for there hope, can not comprehend
    As its stands before me followed by its army of the truly dead, the specter recites:
    We are the lost, the forgotten, the forsaken.
    In rolling plains my dreams run, the specter dose not weep
    The god did not care, so the specter and the innumerable ranks that follow no longer feel
    Forgotten simply,
    They were never cleansed by water or oil from the cup that was said to runith over

    But by the gods the specter understands the truth
    From no ware
    Not from the billowing clouds of violet emptiness with no end or beginning
    Not from the forgotten field that lays fallow and only bloom disillusionment
    The specter is just there
    And we stand not together
    But facing, we can not come closer
    The specter is still followed by the ranks of lost children
    The lost ones with no breath, and eyes that see no colours but just truth
    But who are we to call that unblemished god to reckon?

    The difference in only a few drops of water on the forehead, but are we fit to judge?

    It is said: “on the day of reckoning the infant girl will be risen from the grave and asked for what crime she was slain.” the god would bring men to answer for such atrocities,
    But if you had seen the land of thirst would you truly understand the justices of this god.
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    Damn HK; it seems it's harder to post anonymously than I thought!!! Sorry I ooopsied.
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    So if I could say anything without any possible come back...

    < This space intentionally left blank >

    I still can't say it even then. =(
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    This is weird. It's like having a party with the lights out. Corn chips anyone? Don't spill! Who's that grabbing my leg? What the...? Hey, who's dog is this? Down boy! Did anyone bring any drinks? Hell, next time let's do this as a toga party. I want a flashlight now to make spooky faces. I am the ghost of SoulCast blogs past. Booooooo!
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    I hear a sound next to me. Is someone eating boogers?
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    I am so done.

    I need everything to go away.
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    What to post, what to post?...

    < this space left intentionally blank >

    There. That should about do it.
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    you know it's bad when you can't even think of a confession you haven't already made! Maybe no news is good news?
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    Hello....can I join the party?? I've got 2 bottles of vodka here... Who wants some???
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    Why do I allow myself to tease and be teased?

    Oh yeah, because it's fun.
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    If I could, I most certainly would.

    Dare I do what I want? Or do what is best for others?

    Dare I hurt someone I love to love someone I continue to hurt?

    Dare we take the chance, the risks?

    If I could, I most certainly would...
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    oh dear...i'm too tired to say anything
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    I have a small fear I'm going to comment but forget to check the anonymous box. I've almost done that twice.
  • RollingC said on Sep 27, 2006....
    oops
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    i'm secretly afraid to admit how miserable i really am in my marriage and job.
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    it's not easy to find the anonymous box anonymously when you're not used to it
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    well you wont be the only one to go through a marriage and job crisis. Here...take some vodka...go ahead and finish it...there's more in the closet over there.
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    there's a closet over there? can't see a bloody thing!
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    you know, that's a heck of a poetic and meaningful question that you sometimes come across in life.
    " Dare I hurt someone I love to love someone I continue to hurt "
    But the redundancy...oh the redundancy...!
    Don't we all sometimes (or more often) hurt the one we love?
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    you have to feeeel your way over there to the closet...
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    oh my. that is definitely not a doorknob!
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    i was hoping my attraction to someone would lessen
  • Zayda said on Sep 27, 2006....
    you know this would make a heck of a good spot for rants. i had several rants brewing yesterday but i seem to have lost the energy for them. i may come back to those rants though.
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    I wish I could take the risk without fear of the consequences.
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    damnit
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    I wish I weren't so afraid of taking a certain risk.
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    if only you knew how much i think about you
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    don't you wish you knew who posted what?
  • Alyss said on Sep 27, 2006....
    no because i have a fairly good idea of some of them as i can recognise the writing style
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    some of us do know.
  • Alyss said on Sep 27, 2006....
    And now I'm going to swear vociferously as I didn't check the *&%$!! box and was too distracted to notice. Ah well so much for being anonymous! < laughs at self >
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    heh....Alyss..it's okay.

    oh and writing styles can be changed; you know?
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    okay, now that is interesting.

    [raises an eyebrow]
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    i'm such a dork
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    LMFAO!
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    anonymity is overrated.
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    What? Writing styles can be changed?! Uh-oh.
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    indeed they can which was what i was planning on taking advantage of in my 'failed' anonymous post < g >
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    I think it would be funny if silver posted in all caps.
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    I find it highly frustrating that we can edit if we comment anonymously and we can't if we post as ourselves--well some of us. Oh...and I finally saw that online now thingie someone mentioned awhile back, but I only see it if I comment anonymously.

    SC seems to have broken something.
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    BUT you wouldn't necessarily know it was Silver, if he posted in all caps
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    There have been times when I have thought about ending it all.
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    life is frustratingly complicated some days
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    This is like a party with no lights; hey you know what’s fun to do at a party with no lights?

    (Insert favorite make out game here)
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    Some days I find myself wondering what would happen if things were different.
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    Oddly enough, I wonder that very thing myself.
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    Some days I wish I could turn back the clock and start over.
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    my life isn't where i thought it would be 10 years ago, and i am disappointed with where it is.
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    Boo!
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    EEK!
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    All caps! It's silver!
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    I am bereft without you.
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    i am secretly addicted to "Phil of the Future"
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    I want her so badly I can taste it.
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    God she irritates the fuck out of me with that "if you've done it, i've done it bigger and better attitude."
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    I seriously, seriously think that I might be losing my mind.
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    I think I need to go away for awhile.
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    ut oh someone's having a bad day
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    everyone's entitled to a bad day now and then.
  • raft said on Sep 27, 2006....
    I am anonymous. I am invisible, yet I am heard.
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    my nose hurts...darn it.
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    this is strangely addicting
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    Helllooooo...I'm am Bloody Marryy
  • anonymous said on Sep 27, 2006....
    I should just stop thinking.
  • anonymous said on Sep 28, 2006....
    I have never wanted anyone as badly as I do you.
  • anonymous said on Sep 28, 2006....
    Why in the fuck am I always awake before my fucking alarm nowadays?!
  • anonymous said on Sep 28, 2006....
    i have never wanted anything more in my life...
  • anonymous said on Sep 28, 2006....
    don't you wish you knew what this poor soul wants so badly?
  • anonymous said on Sep 28, 2006....
    a run south of the border? a Taco Bell dream?
    isn't that what everyone wants?
    aside from a few exotic side dishes of course!
  • anonymous said on Sep 28, 2006....
    For most people, it's difficult being my friend because I won't let them get close enough to be more than an acquaintance.
  • anonymous said on Sep 28, 2006....
    Yes. Last night I decided: yes.
  • anonymous said on Sep 28, 2006....
    Can I just quit life?
  • anonymous said on Sep 28, 2006....
    no quitting allowed!
  • anonymous said on Sep 28, 2006....
    I think I'm addicted to commenting on this. And yeah, no quitting for you. If things are that bad, take up smoking.
  • anonymous said on Sep 28, 2006....
    why would anyone take up such a nasty habit that could potentially kill them?
  • anonymous said on Sep 28, 2006....
    I need to quit my job
  • anonymous said on Sep 28, 2006....
    I think I am addicted to him.
  • anonymous said on Sep 28, 2006....
    i just want to get a job in america. is that possible? god knows.
  • anonymous said on Sep 28, 2006....
    smoking or not, cancer's going to get us either way
  • anonymous said on Sep 28, 2006....
    It is I. Your subconscious talking. Hush, listen. There is a quiet voice in you that is guiding you.
    Follow me for I will lead you to a new experience.
    Follow me and I will show you emotions you never thought possible in a world filled with distractions.
    Hush, listen......
  • anonymous said on Sep 28, 2006....
    I'm listening
  • anonymous said on Sep 28, 2006....
    I'll confess that a week ago I had a dream that I was with CreativeWoman in the bathroom of my childhood home. I don't know how she looks so in my dream the face was never clear. I had just noticed her rough blowjob post the night before but didn't read more than the description. I thought that she should have someone make her fantasies come true and so my dream came that night and so did she many times. I remember reaching around from behind her and caressing her breasts and then sitting her up on the counter, spreading her legs and doing her to wild delight with my tongue. It's amazing how even in your dream you can taste things! I remember wanting to make her go completely limp after the rushes of ecstacy were over.

    CreativeWoman, consider yourself dream-licked to seventh heaven.

    Must remember to hit anonymous button...
  • anonymous said on Sep 28, 2006....
    I see trees of green........ red roses too
    I see em bloom..... for me and for you
    And I think to myself.... what a wonderful world.
  • anonymous said on Sep 28, 2006....
    In the true spirit of anonymous love and peace....something nice has just happened here.
  • anonymous said on Sep 28, 2006....
    ...anonymously of course....
  • anonymous said on Sep 28, 2006....
    I need a better job. Now.
  • anonymous said on Sep 28, 2006....
    my soul aches for the one I love...
  • anonymous said on Sep 28, 2006....
    Mine thirsts for more harmony and sharing with the ones I love.
  • anonymous said on Sep 28, 2006....
    I want to be a better friend without crossing that line. I wish I knew how to do that.
  • anonymous said on Sep 28, 2006....
    Now, he's invading my dreams.
  • anonymous said on Sep 28, 2006....
    If people didn't need me, I would disappear. Vanish.

    No ripples.

    But they do. So I don't. For as long as I can. I hope it's enough.

    I'm breaking.

    Not shattering. Not crumbling.

    Breaking. Inside and out.

    I need... I don't know what, but I need it really, really bad.

    Really bad.

    And soon.
  • anonymous said on Sep 28, 2006....
    I'm in a funny little bind. How do you say good-bye?
  • anonymous said on Sep 28, 2006....
    Why do I want him?
  • anonymous said on Sep 28, 2006....
    Yes. Last night he decided yes.
    I'll take good care of him.
    I know I'm just a borrower.
  • anonymous said on Sep 28, 2006....
    I want to hold him close and soothe away the worry.
  • anonymous said on Sep 28, 2006....
    I want to hold
    I want to be held
    I want to caress
    I want to be caressed
    I want to be loved,
    and most of all,
    I want to love,
    for love conquers all.
  • anonymous said on Sep 28, 2006....
    Why? Just why?
  • anonymous said on Sep 28, 2006....
    If you tear, I will mend you
    If you break, I will glue you back together
    If you cry, I will dry your tears
    If you're nose runs, I will wipe it, but I won't eat your buggers.
  • anonymous said on Sep 28, 2006....
    somebody want to open the closet? I think there's still some vodka in there....
  • anonymous said on Sep 28, 2006....
    you know...this is somewhat therapeutic....
    I'm liking it.
  • anonymous said on Sep 28, 2006....
    Why do I feel so guilty?
  • anonymous said on Sep 28, 2006....
    about what?
  • anonymous said on Sep 28, 2006....
    smiling
  • anonymous said on Sep 28, 2006....
    I see skies of blue..... clouds of white
    Bright blessed days....dark sacred nights
    And I think to myself .....what a wonderful world.
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    mind if i sing with you?

    scootch over please?

    The colors of a rainbow.....so pretty ..in the sky
    Are there on the faces.....of people ..going by
    I see friends shaking hands.....sayin'.. how do you do
    They're really sayin'......I love you.
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    I couldn't live
    with never knowing
    what it felt like
    to be held
    and caressed
    by you.

    I couldn't survive
    with never knowing
    what it felt like
    to kiss
    and be kissed
    by you.

    I couldn't go on
    if I never knew
    what it felt like
    to make love
    with you.

    I couldn't live with never...
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    it's my pleasure to have you join in


    I hear babies cry...... I watch them grow
    Theyll learn much more.....than Ill never know
    And I think to myself .....what a wonderful world
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    Wonderful World was played at my Dad's funeral and I am now in tears...
  • Zayda said on Sep 29, 2006....
    < offers anonymous a kleenex >
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    poooo!
  • Zayda said on Sep 29, 2006....
    < sighs >
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    ah.....I'm sorry to bring you to tears.....it's a song that feeds me inside
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    < sniffles > Thank you Zayda.
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    I have, apparently, not had enough coffee to be posting anonymously.

    dang it.
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    What's the deal with ass pimples? Why is Nature so cruel?
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    I am an island
    hidden among the sea
    sheltering my fragile
    desires and dreams

    the ripples of life
    licking my shores
    slowly eroding the
    pebbles of my hopes

    I'm going to drown.
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    they're put there to remind us nature is a practical joker !
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    anyone can learn to float....it's easy...you don't have to drown
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    dives in and provides a PFD; don't drown, we'd miss you...
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    I had an anonymous dream last night
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    was it mine...or yours?
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    I find it mildy interesting that I cannot fucking stand someone that I only know virtually. God, what an attention mongoring bitch.
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    I wish like hell I knew who that was being said about.
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    I want things that I haven't had in a long, long time.
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    you know? This is a good place to come and talk to yourself !
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    yes, yes it is.
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    Erotic, sensual torture is a dish best served often.
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    It needs only two basic ingredients:
    Desire and Imagination
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    when you hate someone like that, it tells you something about yourself
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    That's obvious to other people but not necessarily to the person feeling the hate.
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    My mailman is very cute
    I'm jealous of his little suit
    He has beautiful blue eyes
    Although, I hope his jeep dies
    Just for one single day I will
    be happy not to receive a bill
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    i never said i was smart
    just observant
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    you know? This could also be a good place to do some soul searching.
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    And being observant is kinda smart, you know?
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    If you only knew how much I enjoy talking with you.
    Well, maybe you you.
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    I need to know that there's someone you can talk to. It doesn't have to be me: just let there be someone.
  • Alyss said on Sep 29, 2006....
    One day I will remember to hit the anonymous button.

    < sigh >
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    I'll be here...I need that too. From me me to you you.
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    Really, I don't think there is anything wrong with disliking someone you have only met online. I mean, personalities, do come across on here.
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    I'll be back....(tonight)
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    The things you make me think...the things you make me want.
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    And you're right....there's nothing wrong with it...but it puts you in contact with...yourself? your emotions?...
    (to be continued)
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    "can't fucking stand" is a very strong emotion to have for someone you've never met

    that's all
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    can my work day please be over sooner than later?!?!?!?
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    I'm enjoying you too.
    Is it really so bad to do that?
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    face it, some people rub other people completely the wrong way even in just an online enviroment. and i bet there are some celebrities that people "can't fucking stand" despite not having met them or even had a textual exchange with those celebrities. so, not being able to fucking stand someone that the poster has only interacting with online seems pretty reasonable to me.
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    Tom Petty gives me the hibbiejibbies.

    ((shudder))
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    I'm feeling depressed and I despise it.
    I'm feeling small and it makes me sick.
    I'm feeling rejected and it disgusts me.
    I'm feeling broken and I want to shatter.
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    Where is my love?
    Where is my courage?
    Where is my yearning?
    Where is my beauty?
    Where is my rainbow?
    Where is my secret?
    Where is my rapture?
    Where is my passion?

    Why not me?
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    it gets harder and harder to say goodbye. i don't want to have to say goodbye anymore...
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    me either.
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    Some days I really wish I was a completely amoral bastard.
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    Some days I wish I could just forget all my principles.
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    As do I; as do I.
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    I thought it took courage to forgive and forget
    now I know it's determination that keeps me on
    the straight and narrow, forgive and forget
    are just helping hands.
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    Heh heh heh...

    Someone out there hates me...

    :)
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    someone out there probably hates all of us. we can't please everyone.
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    hatred is a misplaced way of saying I love you
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    somebody
    (*) (*)
    (--^--)
    loves me
  • hotaka said on Sep 29, 2006....
    All the above comments are mine except the ones with names. I can't leave myself alone. I can't keep my thoughts from invading my brain. I can't keep my dreams from trickling down my fingers and causing them to flick across the keys. I can't make it stop. Make it Stop! I can't. Oh, the horror of it all! Sometimes I feel like screaming...

    I can't believe how many comments this posting has received.
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    Did I just forget to hit the anonymous button?

    Gulp! How embarrassing (*L*)
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    The mind is like an onion....
    each layer is a different personality....
    and we are all here....
    as one....
    different manifestations of you....
    and we all shed a tear...
    for you...
    as the peeling continues...
    *sniff* *sniff*
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    i promise to respect the space you have granted me
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    There's little more rewarding than being understood by someone you trust.
  • anonymous said on Sep 29, 2006....
    [smiles goofily]
  • anonymous said on Sep 30, 2006....
    love is
    (*) (*)
    (--^--)
    trusting
  • anonymous said on Sep 30, 2006....
    why does that piece little piece of "art" look like distorted boobies?
  • anonymous said on Sep 30, 2006....
    good night john boy
  • anonymous said on Sep 30, 2006....
    good night mary ellen
  • anonymous said on Sep 30, 2006....
    Sometimes, being careful is a real pain.
  • anonymous said on Sep 30, 2006....
    When I am careful, I tend to self-edit about 50 million times.
  • anonymous said on Sep 30, 2006....
    there are the times when i just want to say the hell with being careful
  • anonymous said on Sep 30, 2006....
    god, how can she be that oblivous and stupid?
  • anonymous said on Sep 30, 2006....
    Oh, Mr. Grant...!
  • anonymous said on Sep 30, 2006....
    Exploring the inner self can be more intriguing and confusing, but at the same time more rewarding, more fulfilling, than all the books in the world.
    Each man is an Island someone said once but in reality each man is a world, a universe, upon itself.
  • anonymous said on Sep 30, 2006....
    How is it possible someone that sexy doesn't realize it?
  • anonymous said on Sep 30, 2006....
    perhaps because they see themselves as so much more?
  • anonymous said on Sep 30, 2006....
    or maybe so much less? or maybe the quest for inner self is not sex-driven?
  • anonymous said on Sep 30, 2006....
    oh and by the way...I think the "art" looks more like "Kermit" the frog.....
  • anonymous said on Sep 30, 2006....
    Today I nearly told him to 'just leave' if he's so fucking miserable. I seem to be doing everything without him anyway.
  • anonymous said on Sep 30, 2006....
    god, she annoys me
  • anonymous said on Sep 30, 2006....
    stupid bitch
  • anonymous said on Sep 30, 2006....
    someone
    (*) (*)
    (--()--)
    said frog?
  • anonymous said on Sep 30, 2006....
    it still looks like distorted boobs
  • anonymous said on Sep 30, 2006....
    and yet, another layer is peeled
    getting closer to the center
    that has no center
    just another beginning
    of yet another peeling
    that is never ending

    and such is life
  • anonymous said on Sep 30, 2006....
    I am so beautiful when he sees me. I wonder what his name is.
  • anonymous said on Sep 30, 2006....
    I miss him.
  • anonymous said on Sep 30, 2006....
    they say absence makes the heart grow fonder,
    they're wrong,
    longing makes the heart grow fonder.
  • anonymous said on Sep 30, 2006....
    to know what you want is a blessing,
    even if it is out of reach,
    for not knowing what you want,
    what you truly desire,
    curses you to a life of seeking,
    searching endlessly,
    with only hope keeping you alive,
    waiting for that moment of bliss,
    when you find what you are looking for,
    what you desire,
    at the end of the rainbow,
    waiting for you.
  • anonymous said on Sep 30, 2006....
    Well, at least he thinks I'm funny.
  • anonymous said on Sep 30, 2006....
    well that's a start...
  • anonymous said on Sep 30, 2006....
    a beginning that can lead to...
  • anonymous said on Sep 30, 2006....
    friendship?
  • anonymous said on Oct 01, 2006....
    ever seen those highway signs that are spread out, sentence by sentence along a stretch of road?

    doesn't this post remind you of that?

    if we put this post like that on the road...do you think we can get to Mississippi?
  • anonymous said on Oct 01, 2006....
    There are some interesting dilemmas being faced by a number of people.
  • anonymous said on Oct 01, 2006....
    every dilemma has a solution.
  • anonymous said on Oct 01, 2006....
    He's begun to distance himself; I can feel it a bit more every day.
  • anonymous said on Oct 01, 2006....
    Why do I feel lost?
  • anonymous said on Oct 01, 2006....
    Maybe the distance is necessary...for a time.
  • anonymous said on Oct 01, 2006....
    If the distance is necessary, don't you think she deserves an explaination of why?
  • anonymous said on Oct 01, 2006....
    Well the Jets - Colts game has certainly been interesting.
  • secretlife said on Oct 01, 2006....
    That last play was amazing
  • anonymous said on Oct 01, 2006....
    I just confused the fuck out of someone and don't know how to make it right.
  • anonymous said on Oct 01, 2006....
    I need to say goodbye because I can't keep doing this; it hurts too much.
  • anonymous said on Oct 01, 2006....
    Damn it.
  • anonymous said on Oct 01, 2006....
    I don't have the energy to go on.
  • anonymous said on Oct 01, 2006....
    Want to call.

    Shouldn't call.

    Want to call.

    Shouldn't call.

    Want to call.

    Shouldn't call.

    Back and forth it goes.
  • anonymous said on Oct 01, 2006....
    He cheated on me.
  • anonymous said on Oct 01, 2006....
    I want you to be here, to hold me, to let me cry until there are no more tears to cry.
  • anonymous said on Oct 01, 2006....
    Enough of this self-induced heart ache!

    You know what you should do; what you need to do. Do it and shut the fuck up already.
  • anonymous said on Oct 01, 2006....
    It is I, your subconcious again...hush, be still brave heart...
    don't worry, be happy.... Things will work out.
  • anonymous said on Oct 01, 2006....
    somebody up the line sounds like a yo-yo...
  • anonymous said on Oct 01, 2006....
    Wish there was something that I could do to help.
  • anonymous said on Oct 01, 2006....
    me too
  • anonymous said on Oct 01, 2006....
    You do so much already without even realizing that you do it.
  • anonymous said on Oct 01, 2006....
    Jenna, Silverwhisper, Lionel Jay, Sweetsoul, Hunter Boyce Chandler, MissMimi, and Eilan are some of the greatest people you could ever hope to meet on here.
  • anonymous said on Oct 01, 2006....
    As is Scalywag
  • anonymous said on Oct 01, 2006....
    I totally agree even though I haven't read some of them. I'm impressed at the kindness, the depth of feeling that I've seen in some of the people here...
    Secretlife,Silverwhisper,LionelJay,Hunter,Happykat,Mobil,Scalywag,
    Hotaka,and more.
    We all have problems, ideas, hopes, dreams,imagination and we share them discreetly (ahemm..unanymouly) and turn our imagination loose from the leash of reality.
    That and the laughs I get here...the stories that touch my soul here...is what makes it all worthwhile.
  • anonymous said on Oct 02, 2006....
    I want...

    it to be me waking up beside you
    it to be me holding your hand
    it to be me who makes you laugh
    it to be me you say the words to. Not her.

    I want...

    it to be me touching you
    it to be me trailing my fingers through your hair
    it to be me who shares your day
    it be me you come home to. Not her.

    I want all that and more..
  • anonymous said on Oct 02, 2006....
    I never knew jealousy could hurt so much.
  • anonymous said on Oct 02, 2006....
    It's fucking cold at this hour!
  • anonymous said on Oct 02, 2006....
    I'm discovering something today
    I think it's wonderful
  • anonymous said on Oct 02, 2006....
    I think I'm falling in love
  • letsplay said on Oct 02, 2006....
    First be kind and love yourself unconditionally. Once you love yourself you'll be free to see the goodness in the others around you.
  • anonymous said on Oct 02, 2006....
    I am who I am and what I am.
    It took me a long time to accept and learn that and everyday is a learning experience.
    By loving others around you you can also learn to love yourself.
    By knowing the extent of your loving deeds/kindness you learn your limitations and the means by which to further and extend them.
    By doing good in spite of obstacles either physical or
    emotional you learn to see the goodness everywhere around you.
    By seeing the goodness around you...you learn to have patience with the imperfections that others have and cannot or will not grow out of.
    By seeing all of this around you, you strive to conquer negative emotions that would pull you under in a quicksand trap of negativity.
  • anonymous said on Oct 02, 2006....
    And to do this ... the exploration of the inner self is a non-stop journey that takes up most if not all of a lifetime.
    Life is too short for all the exploration that I would like to do.
    Which explains the saying: Life is what happens while you are busy making other plans.
  • anonymous said on Oct 02, 2006....
    I like to masturbate at the movies
    but he doesn't know
    my hands are still and my clothes are on
    but there I am
    in my head
    fucking away like mad
  • anonymous said on Oct 02, 2006....
    Wishing for something that can be nothing is insanity.
  • anonymous said on Oct 02, 2006....
    Sometimes there's no way to explain and there's no rhyme or reason for the way that I'm feeling...
  • anonymous said on Oct 02, 2006....
    and so today my world, it smiles
    your hand in mine we walk the miles
  • anonymous said on Oct 02, 2006....
    ...I get so emotional, so emotional...
  • anonymous said on Oct 02, 2006....
    ...I get so emotional, so emotional...
  • anonymous said on Oct 02, 2006....
    I need an outlet for my urge to flirt.
  • anonymous said on Oct 02, 2006....
    Wishing for something that is nothing is not insanity.
    It starts as wishful thinking and you never really know where or when it will end.
    That is the dreamer in all of us.
    Turning dreams into reality is hard although you never know when your dreams may come true. It may happen to you. If you are young at heart...it's not just a song, you know?
    I cannot make promises.
    But for now, dreaming all the while, come dream with me.
  • anonymous said on Oct 02, 2006....
    It is I, your subconcious again...
    Be gentle, be kind, hush your fears away. The explorations of your inner self can be as romantic as they can be intriguing and rewarding...
    No harm can come to you if you are true to your heart and show kindness and love to others.
    Give love, and it shall be returned to you.
  • anonymous said on Oct 02, 2006....
    i believe you
  • anonymous said on Oct 02, 2006....
    And I you.
    My world smiles too.
  • anonymous said on Oct 03, 2006....
    I think I've done the right thing. It would be so easy not to though.
  • anonymous said on Oct 03, 2006....
    I hate myself.
  • anonymous said on Oct 03, 2006....
    Don't hate yourself...
    You're better off dreaming the impossible...
    Hatred is an emotion...like love...that can come back to you.
  • anonymous said on Oct 03, 2006....
    Sometimes the impossible is exactly that so dreaming is a waste of time and energy.
  • anonymous said on Oct 03, 2006....
    and sometimes it is possible. dreams and hope are often the things that keep us going...
  • anonymous said on Oct 03, 2006....
    Can we have an anonymous date?
  • anonymous said on Oct 03, 2006....
    But when hopes are repeatedly dashed it's hard to keep believing.
  • anonymous said on Oct 03, 2006....
    There...I've said it...(blushing)
  • anonymous said on Oct 03, 2006....
    Nothing erotic you understand...just to have some deep conversation about our inner selfs...
    wants, beliefs, that kind of thing...
  • anonymous said on Oct 03, 2006....
    maybe we'll discover things...
    hidden deep in our psyche that are trying to get out
  • anonymous said on Oct 03, 2006....
    perseverence is the main ingredient of life...
    so many times we want things our way and so many times it goes another....
  • anonymous said on Oct 03, 2006....
    maybe we would both be surprised...
    perhaps the openness would be a relief...
  • anonymous said on Oct 03, 2006....
    perseverence is the raft that keeps us afloat in a sea of circumstances.
  • anonymous said on Oct 03, 2006....

    Yes the openness would be a relief, I'm already surprised at the depths of this place. Looking forward to further this topic.
    I'm having to get ready to go take care of things.
  • anonymous said on Oct 03, 2006....
    would that there was more time, less distance, and fewer circumstances. would that I could hold you in my arms and not let you go...

    would that we could be together. now and forever...
  • anonymous said on Oct 03, 2006....
    would that we could play checkers and dance the tarantella while computing complex algebraic equations without pen or paper...

    would that we could kiss frogs and become invisible...
  • anonymous said on Oct 03, 2006....
    would that we had all the time we wanted, that distance were no object and that circumstances allowed it.

    would that we could hold each other and not have to let go...

    would that that could be now...
  • anonymous said on Oct 03, 2006....
    dance the tarantella or the macarena?
  • anonymous said on Oct 03, 2006....
    I send you a dream kiss with a love embrace for your dreams
  • anonymous said on Oct 03, 2006....
    until later sweet dreamer
  • anonymous said on Oct 03, 2006....
    Ako ay may isang lobo
    Lumipad sa langit
    Di ko na makita
    Pumutok na pla
  • anonymous said on Oct 03, 2006....

    Close the fucking tag!
  • anonymous said on Oct 03, 2006....
    I feel like such a fucking failure sometimes.
  • anonymous said on Oct 04, 2006....
    One bright day in the middle of the night,
    Two dead boys got up to fight,
    Back to back they faced each other,
    Drew their swords and shot each other,
    A deaf policeman heard the noise,
    He came running and shot the two dead boys,
    And if you don't believe this tale is true,
    Ask the blind man,
    He saw it too.
  • anonymous said on Oct 04, 2006....
    Oh the poetry of it all.
  • anonymous said on Oct 04, 2006....
    When did I become so apathetic?
  • EvilTwin said on Oct 04, 2006....
    Understood...

    < paddles back to the main, moves ahead rapidly to help... >

    Sorry Alyss, love... Looks like we're needed.
  • anonymous said on Oct 04, 2006....
    thinks ET posted in the wrong thread...the river is ------> that way
  • EvilTwin said on Oct 04, 2006....
    Oh bugger. posted to the wrong thread...
  • anonymous said on Oct 04, 2006....
    The mind is like an onion....
    each layer is a different personality....
    and we are all here....
    as one....
    different manifestations of ourselves....
    and we all shed a tear...
    as the peeling continues...
    each layer another level...
    deeper into our psyche...
    new thoughts to be revealed...
    new emotions encountered...
    and the peeling continues...
  • anonymous said on Oct 05, 2006....
    To dream,
    To wish,
    To hope,
    To want,
    To soothe,
    To stroke,
    To caress,
    To Love......
  • anonymous said on Oct 05, 2006....
    This is getting complicated.
  • anonymous said on Oct 05, 2006....
    holy crap but there's a lot of comments to this!
  • anonymous said on Oct 05, 2006....
    yes it is
  • anonymous said on Oct 05, 2006....
    FYI HK--check your junk mail filter--may explain why you don't get notifications
  • anonymous said on Oct 05, 2006....
    hrmmm....




    okay so...i am such a doofus.
  • anonymous said on Oct 05, 2006....
    grrr...i hate when people don't close tags.
  • anonymous said on Oct 05, 2006....
    wanna do a spin off?
    any suggestions?
  • anonymous said on Oct 05, 2006....
    we might need to start a second one of these if this gets too unweildy.
  • anonymous said on Oct 05, 2006....
    well this has certainly taken me by surprise
    a good place to come and hide
    great place to come and talk to yourself
    and then to talk with your own inner-self
    and maybe the inner-self of others
    that might turn out to be your brothers
    but talking in the blind can get confusive
    if others start to be abusive
    geez...I'm a poet and don't know it

    all in all, this turned out to be a great experiment
  • anonymous said on Oct 06, 2006....
    I think so too
  • anonymous said on Oct 06, 2006....
    i swear the inability of people to comprehend what they read freaking astounds me some days.
  • anonymous said on Oct 06, 2006....
    The word "wiggle" will never be the same to me.
  • anonymous said on Oct 06, 2006....
    I would hope that's a good thing.
  • anonymous said on Oct 06, 2006....
    While Paula Dean does annoy me, this recipe for vegetable soup just made me ravenous.
  • anonymous said on Oct 06, 2006....
    someone mention food? *licking chops*
  • anonymous said on Oct 06, 2006....
    I feel horrible about inadvertently causing a friend possible harm.
  • anonymous said on Oct 06, 2006....
    true...same here...just remember that honesty, mixed with love and good intentions (and maybe a little desire) can do more good than harm.
  • anonymous said on Oct 06, 2006....
    i need to know that everything is okay.
  • anonymous said on Oct 06, 2006....
    The knot in the pit of my stomach won't go away.
  • anonymous said on Oct 06, 2006....
    A sweet dream kiss and embrace to you.
    A hearty "hug" to the other you.
    May the explorations of the inner depths
    Bring warmth and brighten the inner light
    That guides us on our way every day...

    The door is open...all is well...come dream with me.

    until mañana...
  • anonymous said on Oct 06, 2006....
    yes I'm a latin romantic at heart...
  • anonymous said on Oct 07, 2006....
    So if I were the sort of person who disliked listening to Imus in the morning, would I then be a non-imus person?
  • anonymous said on Oct 07, 2006....
    I'm floating around "seventh heaven".
  • anonymous said on Oct 07, 2006....
    I crave sex. I would beg for it. My insecurities about my weight hold me back. I sooooo need a good fucking. I want you to understand that undneath this exterior is a hot woman who is good in bed that will love you forever if you will only love me back.
  • anonymous said on Oct 07, 2006....
    I'm hoping that campfire is right around the corner
  • anonymous said on Oct 07, 2006....
    Fifteen years ago I made a naive mistake. 8 years ago I made a stupid mistake. What kind of mistake awaits me this time?
  • anonymous said on Oct 07, 2006....
    A silly mistake? Oh, no. Those are the daily variety.
  • anonymous said on Oct 07, 2006....
    FORTUNE COOKIE WISDOM:
    " courage is the mastery of fear - not the absence of fear "
  • anonymous said on Oct 07, 2006....
    stop thinking and be true to your heart. Mistakes are part of life and making the best of it is the art of living.
  • anonymous said on Oct 07, 2006....
    if you anticipate making a mistake you're leaving yourself open to one.
  • anonymous said on Oct 08, 2006....
    I wonder if anyone noticed I have been gone or if they will notice when I stay gone.
  • anonymous said on Oct 08, 2006....
    the echos will grow faint
    the voice of silence will speak
    never to be heard
  • anonymous said on Oct 08, 2006....
    if a tree falls in the forest and there's no one around to hear it...does it make a sound? and if no one saw it...did it really fall?
  • anonymous said on Oct 08, 2006....
    anticipating mistakes is building up your anti-mistakes thoughts circulating in your mind like antibodies circulate in your blood.
  • anonymous said on Oct 08, 2006....
    Yes, it really made a sound-
    Yes, it really fell-

    There is actually a reality even if you aren't a part of it
  • anonymous said on Oct 08, 2006....
    True, very true
  • anonymous said on Oct 08, 2006....
    ZZZZzzzzzz ^^
  • anonymous said on Oct 09, 2006....
    It's much too early to be awake.
  • anonymous said on Oct 09, 2006....
    I'm worried about you.
  • anonymous said on Oct 09, 2006....
    I don't know about you, but I'm actually in a great mood! Life is awesome. The sun is bright and the colors are gorgeous!

    :D
  • anonymous said on Oct 09, 2006....
    i'm colourblind.
  • anonymous said on Oct 09, 2006....
    Has anybody seen my Thingamajig ?

    Whatchamaycallit is looking for it !
  • anonymous said on Oct 09, 2006....
    Life is beautiful !
  • anonymous said on Oct 09, 2006....
    Your Thingamajig?

    Are you 12-inch guy? ..and you lost it?
  • anonymous said on Oct 10, 2006....
    why do i persist in letting myself want what can never be?
  • anonymous said on Oct 10, 2006....
    I am such a selfish idiot.
  • anonymous said on Oct 10, 2006....
    i'm wearing the idiot crown pretty well myself lately
  • anonymous said on Oct 10, 2006....
    But I have the sceptre.
  • anonymous said on Oct 10, 2006....
    well, with crown and sceptre, we would make a lovely pair. do fancy-schmancy royal robes come with the crown and sceptre?
  • anonymous said on Oct 10, 2006....
    Ermine-lined, of course.
  • anonymous said on Oct 10, 2006....
    why am i so unworthy of love?
  • anonymous said on Oct 10, 2006....
    I hate Ms. articuno. She just anonymously said that I such a Bummer in writing that I don't have right to blogging...T.T
  • anonymous said on Oct 10, 2006....
    No one is unworthy of love. Ever. There is only finding the worthy holder for your heart. And while that is a hard, hard road, it is one that we must all walk.
  • anonymous said on Oct 10, 2006....
    I'm tired of walking that road. I'm tired of the disappointment that comes with every turn. I'm tired of being unsatisfied, unfulfilled, and empty.
  • anonymous said on Oct 10, 2006....
    Of course you're tired. All of us tire of it. But what choice is there? Just sitting on the curb?
  • anonymous said on Oct 10, 2006....
    i need something so badly that it makes my stomach hurt
  • anonymous said on Oct 10, 2006....
    i'm all out of answers and left only with questions
  • anonymous said on Oct 10, 2006....
    One must not tire of walking the talk. If you continue you will undoubtedly find what you're looking for. The only problem is that sometimes it comes disguised.
    Adapting is important but distinguishing is even more so. For it lets you know what and when to adapt.
    Women are supposed to be better (faster) than men at this but life is always a struggle, even with your (perfect) match.

    Do not despair,
    love is out there,
    somewhere,
    over the rainbow.
  • anonymous said on Oct 10, 2006....
    i want him so badly that it scares me
  • anonymous said on Oct 10, 2006....
    I'll be thinking about you tommorrow.
  • anonymous said on Oct 10, 2006....
    You'll never know how much I want you. Never.
  • anonymous said on Oct 10, 2006....
    oh fuck principles...i'm tired of them.
  • anonymous said on Oct 11, 2006....
    posting while this drunk should be outlawed
  • anonymous said on Oct 11, 2006....
    Will you stop reading my mind and posting what I was going to say?!
  • anonymous said on Oct 11, 2006....
    never is a loooong time...
  • anonymous said on Oct 11, 2006....
    and hey, don't get me started on drinking and posting.
    one should never do that, it's bad on the spppelllingg. :)
  • anonymous said on Oct 11, 2006....
    fuck principles... we should just do what we want.
  • anonymous said on Oct 11, 2006....
    I shall encase myself in principles and be glad of it.
  • anonymous said on Oct 11, 2006....
    Good.
  • anonymous said on Oct 11, 2006....
    oh fuck you..just fuck you.
  • EvilTwin said on Oct 11, 2006....
    the wind whispers your name to me,
    it carries over the distance,
    it stirs feelings within me,
    and i can never forget what i feel for you...

    the morning light brings you to mind,
    your smile, your laugh, your gentle being...
    the nighttime sky brings you to mind,
    in my dreams, we are together...
  • anonymous said on Oct 11, 2006....
    must remember to check the comment anonymous box...
  • anonymous said on Oct 11, 2006....
    that silly comment anonomously box needs to be more attention grabbing
  • anonymous said on Oct 11, 2006....
    yes. yes it does.
  • anonymous said on Oct 11, 2006....
    i feel like such a horrible shrew that i cannot manage to be happy that the person i loved so deeply and his wife are expecting their first child after years and years of trying.
  • anonymous said on Oct 11, 2006....
    I'm going to miss you.
  • anonymous said on Oct 11, 2006....
    I can't go on pretending to be your friend.
  • anonymous said on Oct 11, 2006....
    I'm scared for you.
  • anonymous said on Oct 11, 2006....
    Friendship is a state of mind.

    Only a small step in one direction from that to lover or in the other to stranger.

    Pretending one state when you feel another is disingenuous at best, dishonest at worst.
  • anonymous said on Oct 11, 2006....
    I need you. And that scares me.
  • anonymous said on Oct 11, 2006....
    By giving up hope, you're giving up willpower,
    willpower that you'll need to strive for happiness, success,
    and everything else in life that you need to be happy.
    When you say you will " miss " someone, what exactly is it that you'll miss?
    If you can't go on pretending to be a friend...why were you pretending in the first place ? You have to examine your inner goals...and isn't that why we are all here ?
    Maybe we came for different reasons but why are we coming back?
    Exploring your inner self is like trying to make friends with yourself...with that inner being that spends life invisibly serving you...and others.
    Don't pretend...be yourself...and your inner self will come out.
    If we all find a way to our inner selfs, and communicate with other's inner self, won't we be able to share a consciousness ? and by doing that, further explore the depths of our own being ?
  • anonymous said on Oct 11, 2006....
    I want to know what he tastes like. I can't seem to shake that thought from my head.
  • anonymous said on Oct 11, 2006....
    [ hopes we're talking about different 'he's ]

    I want to know too and how he smells and feels...
  • anonymous said on Oct 11, 2006....
    The one who hopes can also dream,
    the one who dreams can also swim and float,
    for dreams are the inner Oceans of our Minds,
    that we must traverse in order to find the promised lands,
    where Destiny and our own Desires await for us,
    patiently, quietly,while we, with our imagination shining,
    lighting the way, approach ever closer.
  • anonymous said on Oct 11, 2006....
    how did i let myself get to this point?
  • anonymous said on Oct 11, 2006....
    anonymously?
  • anonymous said on Oct 11, 2006....
    with disguise?
  • anonymous said on Oct 11, 2006....
    Could you be as honest with yourself as with anonymous?
  • anonymous said on Oct 11, 2006....
    I have to be as honest with myself as with anonymous.
  • anonymous said on Oct 11, 2006....
    Thank you for being there for me today.
    I think sometimes things happen for a reason.
    Even the bad things.
  • anonymous said on Oct 11, 2006....
    everything happens for a reason...just that many times we don't know the reason, the final goal...
    Hugs...
  • anonymous said on Oct 11, 2006....
    and you're welcome...my pleasure to be there for a friend.
    one day...you'll be there for me.
  • anonymous said on Oct 11, 2006....
    oh dear...now that is interesting....
  • anonymous said on Oct 11, 2006....
    a friend is a friend...when you are there for a friend...a friend will be there for you...(karma boomerang theory)...and anybody with a kind heart knows that and will tell you that.
  • anonymous said on Oct 11, 2006....
    ahh my inner friend, how could I forget?
  • anonymous said on Oct 11, 2006....
    friendship is a state of being, not just a state of mind.
  • anonymous said on Oct 11, 2006....
    what else is friendship to you ?
  • anonymous said on Oct 12, 2006....
    If my readership increased by just one particular person I could be happy.
  • anonymous said on Oct 12, 2006....
    wish I could read minds right now.
  • anonymous said on Oct 12, 2006....
    SSMOOOOCH !! and a big HUUUUUG ! from your secret admirer...
  • anonymous said on Oct 12, 2006....
    This blog entry cannot be allowed to go so long without another comment.
  • anonymous said on Oct 12, 2006....
    Secret admirers and it's not even Feb 14th. What is the world coming to?
  • anonymous said on Oct 12, 2006....
    oy vey i need a new job. blech.
  • anonymous said on Oct 12, 2006....
    hehehehehehe
  • anonymous said on Oct 12, 2006....
    he frustrates me to no end
  • anonymous said on Oct 12, 2006....
    was there ever a begining?
  • anonymous said on Oct 12, 2006....
    was there ever a begining
    in a place that's never ending
    where there's no excuse for sending
    time and time again proclaiming
    your emotions entertaining
    new ideas always searching
    for that quiet comprehending
    for that quiet understanding....
  • anonymous said on Oct 12, 2006....
    in the quiet
    i know what can never be
    yet...
    my soul aches for you
  • anonymous said on Oct 13, 2006....
    loving you was the biggest mistake i ever made, yet i continue to be haunted by the life we had together.
  • anonymous said on Oct 13, 2006....
    love is never a mistake
    the only mistake is not to love
  • anonymous said on Oct 13, 2006....
    and yet,
    another layer is revealed,
    in the quiet peeling that's encasing,
    with emotions that are pretending,
    to cover up the true standing,
    of where your heart is hiding.
  • anonymous said on Oct 13, 2006....
    In the quiet dawn
    I lie dazed and confused
    Feelings I had never known
    Denying me sleep
  • anonymous said on Oct 13, 2006....
    Shouldn't have let you torture me so sweetly.
    Now I can't let go of this dream.
  • anonymous said on Oct 13, 2006....
    I can't breathe but I feel...

    Good enough,
    I feel good enough for you.
  • anonymous said on Oct 13, 2006....
    you really hurt my feelings, and i don't know how to tell you that.
  • Alyss said on Oct 13, 2006....
    Having your feelings hurts is really sad but sharing that is a brave thing to do.

    {hugs}
  • anonymous said on Oct 13, 2006....
    [giggles]

    there you go again, Alyss...

    [points to the tiny box at the bottom]

    ahhh..but dear, you are terribly sweet.
  • anonymous said on Oct 13, 2006....
    i suck.
  • anonymous said on Oct 13, 2006....
    that statement can be taken in so many different ways.
  • anonymous said on Oct 13, 2006....
    it isn't one of the good ones.
  • anonymous said on Oct 13, 2006....
    don't put yourself down. there are good things within each of us; our capacity to hope, to dream, to share...

    [hugs] for you, whoever you are. sounds like you need it.
  • anonymous said on Oct 13, 2006....
    am i merely a mirror, showing only what others put there. was it always thus? is it ever to be thus? if shown love do i merely reflect it? if shown gratitude do i have only thanks? if shown anger am i nothing but vengeance? is there nothing but what others see?
  • anonymous said on Oct 13, 2006....
    you will never be just nothing.
  • anonymous said on Oct 13, 2006....
    if i speak only to say what others have said is it still speech or merely a cunningly-trained parrot? if i want only for lacking is it truly desire? should not my speech be my own? should i not want beyond that which is absent?
  • anonymous said on Oct 13, 2006....
    that you question yourself means you are not a reflection. that you enquire for the truth means you are more than just the sum of your parts...
  • anonymous said on Oct 13, 2006....
    i look into my heart and see only two eyes staring back in confusion.
  • anonymous said on Oct 13, 2006....
    < sheepish > Would somebody PLEASE make that frelling comment anonymously box more obvious!!!! < /sheepish >
  • anonymous said on Oct 13, 2006....
    'sokay. it happens...

    [hugs]
  • anonymous said on Oct 13, 2006....
    is lacking a desire or is it a need?
    if it's truly lacking then it's truly a need
  • anonymous said on Oct 13, 2006....
    wanting can be confused as desiring
    and desiring can be confused as wanting
    but the void in your heart
    can tell them apart
    and you'll know wether you need it or not
  • anonymous said on Oct 13, 2006....
    i am ashamed.
  • anonymous said on Oct 13, 2006....
    shame is your conscience's way of pulling you up short. examine it and decide whether it is proportional to what caused it. make amends if you can. then put it behind you and move on.
  • anonymous said on Oct 13, 2006....
    don't be...knowing your true emotions can be confusing at the best of times...I know from experience... :)
  • anonymous said on Oct 13, 2006....
    (-_-) we need to look at ourselves from time to time.
  • anonymous said on Oct 13, 2006....
    sometimes all we need is a friend who will be a friend in the truest sense that they are not afraid to tell us what we already know because we need to hear what we already know from someone else.
  • anonymous said on Oct 13, 2006....
    seconds that comment. part of being a good friend is saying the things that need to be said.
  • anonymous said on Oct 13, 2006....
    my friends fucking kick ass.
  • anonymous said on Oct 13, 2006....
    hearing that makes me smile.

    my friends give so much more than they ever realize they give--especially one of them. and he kicks ass pretty good himself.
  • anonymous said on Oct 13, 2006....
    i haven't been this close to crying in a long, long time.
  • anonymous said on Oct 13, 2006....
    sometimes crying helps let things out. don't be afraid to shed a few tears.
  • anonymous said on Oct 13, 2006....
    wipe those tears away
    turn that frown upside down
    life is to be lived
    and time is all we have
  • anonymous said on Oct 13, 2006....
    they were good tears.
  • anonymous said on Oct 13, 2006....
    i've had enough...
    i taken all i can take...
    yet, it appears, i have to take one more thing...
    fuck.
  • anonymous said on Oct 13, 2006....
    i love my new super girl boyshorts...lol..and matching strechy tank....
  • anonymous said on Oct 13, 2006....
    fuck you...
    fuck you for having an affair...
    fuck you for breaking my heart...
    and fuck you and her for getting pregnant...
    just fuck you...
  • anonymous said on Oct 13, 2006....
    o dear god
  • anonymous said on Oct 13, 2006....
    i can't breathe in this place.
    i can't think in this place.
    i don't want to feel this any more.
  • anonymous said on Oct 14, 2006....
    before you say damnation on this or that,
    you must explore possibilities on your heart,
    could it have been better if...
    then there's always I wonder...
    and let's not forget could've been...
    explore and then ask yourself the questions
    that still linger in your heart...
  • anonymous said on Oct 14, 2006....
    hugs to you....and you also. (ô_ô)
  • anonymous said on Oct 14, 2006....
    This is interesting. when i open this blog on my desktop, i get italics here. when i open it up on my laptop, i don't get italics.

    i really prefer the text without the italics
  • anonymous said on Oct 14, 2006....
    as you expected, i'm worried.
  • anonymous said on Oct 14, 2006....
    And what will the worrying get you?
    Acceptance and alternate choices is what you should be thinking of.
    What was once defeated will be conquered again, such is life.
  • anonymous said on Oct 15, 2006....
    Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck. A million times fuck.

    I want to scream it at the top of my voice as I drown in fear...
  • anonymous said on Oct 15, 2006....
    it is I...your subconscious talking...
    hush...listen...to the stillness of the new dawn arising...
    to the dew on the leaves evaporating under the growing light...
    to the misty fog disappearing before the rays of the sun...
    to the birds chirping in the morning sky...
    do not be afraid...
    we are all here for you...
    we will always be here for you...
    fear is only a misguided thought...
    we are always here for you...
  • anonymous said on Oct 15, 2006....
    i have really missed you today.
  • anonymous said on Oct 15, 2006....
    Did you do what I think you did?
  • anonymous said on Oct 15, 2006....
    The end is a new beginning, right?
  • anonymous said on Oct 16, 2006....
    a golden circle
    bent, yet not broken
    encircles my finger
    solid and heavy
    it's lost some luster
    that center stone
    but
    a gentle cleansing
    sparkling
    the pressure created gem
    refracts light
    shines
    and circles on
  • anonymous said on Oct 16, 2006....
    Mary had a lamb
    His eyes black as coals
    if we play very quiet, my lamb
    Mary never has to know
  • anonymous said on Oct 16, 2006....
    Just when I think the situation couldn't get any worse. Now the shit is really going to hit the fan.
  • anonymous said on Oct 16, 2006....
    As usual I'm confused...
    Mary is not going to be playing...
    And the Lamb is going to, but hasn't yet...
    What kind of game is it...
    And how big is the fan, I wonder?
  • anonymous said on Oct 16, 2006....
    That was incredibly dumb.
  • anonymous said on Oct 16, 2006....
    would a glass of wine help?
  • anonymous said on Oct 16, 2006....
    I'm all alone
    no one is here
    I feel only cold
    And it still the same

    I wish for
    something new
    that make me
    complete and whole

    I pray for
    that someday
    I have that
    soon...
  • silverwhisper said on Oct 18, 2006....
    i've missed this.
  • Zayda said on Oct 18, 2006....
    I've missed it too. But now this thread can no longer be anonymous. 
  • silverwhisper said on Oct 18, 2006....
    </i>
    well...until HK permissions anonymous commenting, anyway.  :>
  • anonymous said on Oct 18, 2006....
    What? no more anonymous? Where did he go?
  • anonymous said on Oct 18, 2006....
    Where did he go I wonder ?
  • anonymous said on Oct 18, 2006....
    Here I is !!
  • anonymous said on Oct 18, 2006....
    Testing, testing!
  • anonymous said on Oct 18, 2006....
    Is this a game you're playing? I don't understand what's going on...
  • anonymous said on Oct 19, 2006....
    YOU don't understand what's going on ? How do you think I feel ?
  • anonymous said on Oct 19, 2006....
    trust is the basis of life
    belief is one of it's foundations
    believing in trust
    and trusting your belief
    is only the bare essentials
  • anonymous said on Oct 20, 2006....
    it is I... your subconcious again.....hush....listen...
    listen to the gale blow...
    listen to the trees bending...the branches whipping...
    listen to the humming wind...
    listen to the churning sea... tossing waves ashore...
    the eye of the storm has just passed...and...then...
    the wind still blows...but with an almost quiet calmness...
    the broken trees have sprouting buds....each filled with new life and promise...
    the branches sway and rustle gently...
    the sea is choppy and almost calm...
    the sun's rays peek through the cloudy sky...
    the birds start chirping with their worbling songs...
    listen....hush... and listen with your heart....
    life is promising....yet again....
    listen...listen with silence...listen with your heart...
    another of life's storms has come...and gone...
    and the future is beckoning...to a new beginning...


  • anonymous said on Oct 21, 2006....
    Timbuktu, tea for two, iniminie myniminie I love you....
  • anonymous said on Oct 21, 2006....
    What the fuck is so facinating about this post?
  • anonymous said on Oct 22, 2006....
    Darkness may hide the trees
    and the flowers from the eyes
    but it cannot hide
    love from the soul.
  • anonymous said on Oct 22, 2006....
    the eyes of the blind
    see the truth in our minds
  • anonymous said on Oct 22, 2006....
    yes, but:
    the eyes of the sane
    see the truth in our brain
  • anonymous said on Oct 22, 2006....
    This place is a good P.O.box for me...
    Yes, and for me also...
  • anonymous said on Oct 25, 2006....
    another dreary, rainy day
    another day of what ifs and what should I dos
    another day...
  • anonymous said on Oct 25, 2006....
    thinking of someone special...
  • silverwhisper said on Oct 25, 2006....
    that's peculiar.
  • anonymous said on Oct 25, 2006....
    Aaaaaargggghhhh!
  • anonymous said on Oct 27, 2006....
    I had no idea. None.

    I hope this thread doesn't break soulcast.
  • anonymous said on Oct 27, 2006....
    i can't see how.
  • anonymous said on Oct 27, 2006....
    holy crap!
  • anonymous said on Oct 27, 2006....

    it's working?!
  • anonymous said on Oct 27, 2006....
    mutter, mutter, mutter
  • anonymous said on Oct 27, 2006....
    frosted glass windows create intriguing possibilities.
  • anonymous said on Oct 27, 2006....
    I missed you today...
  • anonymous said on Oct 27, 2006....
    oh the possibilities!
  • anonymous said on Oct 27, 2006....
    It is I...your subconcious again....listen,
    listen to the sound the quiet makes,
    listen to the sound of the silent growth,
    listen to the clamoring awakening of consciousness,
    listen to the quiet dazzling of awareness,
    listen to the supple streching of rejuvination,
    listen to the silent aches of your wants...of your desires,
    all is as it should be...in the quiet of the dawn...
  • anonymous said on Oct 27, 2006....
    I want you...
  • anonymous said on Oct 27, 2006....
    and I you...
  • anonymous said on Oct 27, 2006....
    Sometimes I think I am a terrible person for wanting something I can never have.
  • anonymous said on Oct 27, 2006....
    Thank you for pulling away at the right time.
  • anonymous said on Oct 27, 2006....
    You're welcome.
  • anonymous said on Oct 27, 2006....
    Silence is the voice of Wisdom
    Being is the art of Living
    Giving is the art of Loving
  • anonymous said on Oct 28, 2006....
    wanting the impossible doesn't make one bad.
  • anonymous said on Oct 28, 2006....
    I woke up thinking about the impossible.
  • anonymous said on Oct 28, 2006....
    Were you dreaming about it?
    Thinking the impossible got many people started in the right direction !
    Doing the impossible got lots of people in trouble and hot water...
    And it got some people into the History books and more...
    You have to play a balancing act and try your best that's all...
  • anonymous said on Oct 28, 2006....
    If silence is Golden....What is Silver ??
  • anonymous said on Oct 28, 2006....
    I need to stop this, somehow.
  • anonymous said on Oct 28, 2006....
    My need for you burns hot.
  • anonymous said on Oct 29, 2006....
    My soul has a longing that I cannot explain....
  • anonymous said on Oct 29, 2006....
    I am willing to risk it all to find out how real it is.
  • anonymous said on Oct 29, 2006....
    Words cannot express how badly I want you, how you affect me and how much I want you to experience that desire in the flesh...
  • anonymous said on Oct 29, 2006....
    then we must meet somehow....at least in e-mail first to learn about each other....
    I have a hunch....you have mail...
  • anonymous said on Oct 29, 2006....
    The risk is too great.
  • anonymous said on Oct 29, 2006....
    not for answering mail it isn't....
    don't worry...I don't bite or kiss and tell....
    and I value friendship more than gold...
  • anonymous said on Oct 29, 2006....
    I often find myself wondering what your laugh would sound like against my ear.
  • anonymous said on Oct 29, 2006....
    or what the pressure of your skin slowly and gently rubbing against mine would feel like...
  • anonymous said on Oct 29, 2006....
    There is something glorious about being able to walk through my house completely naked.
  • anonymous said on Oct 29, 2006....
    I love those big, floppy tits and that incredibly wide, luscious ass. If you were only a woman.
  • anonymous said on Oct 29, 2006....
    I wonder what the thrum of your pulse feels like there in that little spot on the side of your neck.
  • anonymous said on Oct 29, 2006....
    to feel again the naked touch...
    sensations rippling through your skin...
    traveling through your arms and legs...
    tingling the tiny hairs of your back...
    quivering through your muscles...
    building up the anxiety of passion...
    to a rising crescendo of feelings...
    and the explosion of emotions...
  • anonymous said on Oct 29, 2006....
    I wonder how often you think of me...do I cross your mind at the most unusal moments?
  • anonymous said on Oct 29, 2006....
    you make me smile at the silliest things...thank you for being my friend.
  • anonymous said on Oct 29, 2006....
    i wish you could see yourself through my eyes.
  • anonymous said on Oct 29, 2006....
    I want to know what your hand feels like.
  • anonymous said on Oct 29, 2006....
    I will never see myself through your eyes; that's not really possible.
  • anonymous said on Oct 29, 2006....
    more's the pity.
  • anonymous said on Oct 29, 2006....
    Well, they are your eyes, after all.
  • anonymous said on Oct 29, 2006....
    to share the visions of ourselves
    the way you share your emotions with one another
    the same way we share our thoughts
    we share our personalities
    to know the inner self
    is to know the true persona
    the inner beauty of humanity
    the reality of ourselves
    being true to yourself
    is to know the inner you
  • anonymous said on Oct 29, 2006....
    show me if you can
    with words from the heart
    paint a picture most grand
    of what you think of me
  • anonymous said on Oct 29, 2006....
    I want to run my hands along the curve of your back.  To hear your whispered sigh.
  • anonymous said on Oct 29, 2006....
    Curve ? You mean bulge! I'm from Notre Dame and I live in the tower.
  • anonymous said on Oct 29, 2006....
    Do you sing with the gargoyles?
  • anonymous said on Oct 29, 2006....
    I fear I am going to have to let you go though my heart is breaking at the very idea of it...
  • anonymous said on Oct 30, 2006....
    then take the first step...
    have no fear, love is here...
  • anonymous said on Oct 30, 2006....
    if one is true to one's heart, love will always save the day...
  • anonymous said on Oct 30, 2006....
    I don't sing with the gargoyles but I talk to the trees....
  • anonymous said on Oct 30, 2006....
    I knew this would happen.  I knew it would end this way. 
  • RollingC said on Oct 30, 2006....
    what way? there's nothing wrong with having a bit of levity amongst your innermost thoughts. It helps with the problems that life brings. When they arise like sprouting seeds...then it's time to make sprouts salad and everything else in between...your only limit being your imagination.  Besides...there really are no endings in life...just new beginnings.... : )
  • anonymous said on Oct 30, 2006....
    sometimes i think i really could hate you.
  • anonymous said on Oct 30, 2006....
    At last..... My cover is blown.......unmask yourselves....  if you dare.....
  • anonymous said on Oct 30, 2006....
    The fine line between hatred and love must be defined...otherwise one could cross it easily without knowing.

    Besides....if your actions, words and deeds are done with honesty and good intentions...your conscience will rest easy and good will eventually triumph over evil...and that's not just a Hollywood theme for things have a way of working themselves out for the good.

  • anonymous said on Oct 30, 2006....
    i worry when you're silent.  i always do.
  • anonymous said on Oct 30, 2006....
    I did something really stupid. 
  • anonymous said on Oct 30, 2006....
    how in the fuck is this possible?
  • anonymous said on Oct 30, 2006....
    maybe i'm just lying to myself.  maybe i'm just a big fool. 
  • anonymous said on Oct 30, 2006....
    I should never have let this happen.
  • anonymous said on Oct 30, 2006....
    my god, you are so infuriatingly fucking impossible some days.
  • anonymous said on Oct 30, 2006....
    i'm a shitty friend.
  • anonymous said on Oct 30, 2006....
    Shitty friends don't hold another friends hand when they need it the most the way you do.
  • anonymous said on Oct 31, 2006....
    i'm thinking of entering into a relationship with the father of my children.......and he's with someone else too.

    i'm just messed up enough to want him even if i have to share him.

    either that or i'm just wierd.

    i know i'll be hurting about it sometimes......but i don't know what else to do.
  • anonymous said on Oct 31, 2006....
    I'm frightened of what is to come...

    I'm scared that I will bury myself again under the veneer of doing 'what is expected',
    I'm dreading being persuaded to 'do the right thing',
    I'm afraid that my strength will depart me,
    I'm worried that I will not be strong enough to say 'No' when it is needed
    and anxious that I will say 'Yes' when I oughtn't,
    I'm fearful that I won't be honest with myself, let alone him.

    I'm terrified that I will just give in and accept this lot for what it is. Again.
  • anonymous said on Oct 31, 2006....

    Be strong.  I have faith in you...   

     

    You are not alone.  You are never alone.  Not when I am in your heart, as you are in mine...

     

    <Shares my strength with you, to help you face what you must...>

  • anonymous said on Oct 31, 2006....
    I let myself care to much, and it only got me hurt, yet again.
  • anonymous said on Oct 31, 2006....
    I am sorry you got hurt.  Again.  But is there such a thing as caring too much?...
     
    We care because that is what makes us who we are.  If you did not care, you sould not be yourself.
     
    Be glad that you do care.  If you did not, would you like who you had become?
  • silverwhisper said on Oct 31, 2006....
    what is wrong with me?
  • anonymous said on Oct 31, 2006....
    Care too much? Look deeper...much deeper. The only way to still your fears is to confront them with knowledge. Knowledge will give you determination. And that in turn will give you perserverance, which is what you will need to confront your fears and face your destiny.
    Your future awaits...decisions you make now will affect it and start you on the path of happiness and fulfillment or a mundane cycle of fustrations. 
    No one said it's going to be easy...and you also have others to think about...the example you set for them.
    You got a tough decision to make if you haven't made it yet.
    Do not rush....hush and listen...step back and look....
    The crossroads of life don't always have signs pointing the way....but your instincts...
    Your inner self....can guide you through the maze.
  • anonymous said on Oct 31, 2006....
    why won't these damned closing tags work?!
  • anonymous said on Oct 31, 2006....
    how do i take away the hurt?
  • anonymous said on Oct 31, 2006....
    You talk it through...
  • anonymous said on Oct 31, 2006....
    i sometimes wish i was an amoral bastard.  but only sometimes.
  • anonymous said on Oct 31, 2006....
    it wouldn't hurt if i didn't care so fucking much.
  • anonymous said on Oct 31, 2006....
    you know what, i can't do this any more.  it's stupid and ridiculous.  i'm done.  i'm just done.
  • anonymous said on Nov 01, 2006....
    it's good to know your limitations.
  • anonymous said on Nov 01, 2006....
    sigh
  • anonymous said on Nov 01, 2006....
    The expressed wish to be amoral 'sometimes' suggests that you set yourself extremely high standards of morality generally.

    Everyone experiences temptation sometimes and sometimes the desire to give in to it can be strong. The defining fact is whether or not you actually do give in or not, not that you have felt it.
  • anonymous said on Nov 01, 2006....
    I feel like I don't really exist any more.
  • anonymous said on Nov 01, 2006....
    if someone pulls away enough times, i should take the fucking hint faster.
  • anonymous said on Nov 01, 2006....
    you are such a fucking idiot
  • anonymous said on Nov 01, 2006....
    duh!
  • anonymous said on Nov 01, 2006....
    i knew this would only lead to heartache and i still let it happen.
  • anonymous said on Nov 01, 2006....
    Fortune Cookie Wisdom:
    "don't get addicted to heartaches or history will repeat itself"
  • anonymous said on Nov 01, 2006....
    please let that be the last time opening my yap doesn't make things worse.
  • anonymous said on Nov 01, 2006....
    are you sure you don't want it to be the last time opening your yap makes things worse?!?
  • anonymous said on Nov 01, 2006....
    wanted: proficiency in written english.  good pay if you can hack the hours.
  • anonymous said on Nov 01, 2006....
    [snickers]

    it's a good thing I knew what you really meant.  :P
  • anonymous said on Nov 01, 2006....
    always been a lucky sort.
  • anonymous said on Nov 01, 2006....
    flirtatious: Full of playful allure.

    That's me, right now, but under the right circumstances it could just as easily be:

    passionate: easily aroused to or influenced by sexual desire; ardently sensual.

  • anonymous said on Nov 01, 2006....
    i think we are all passionate on many levels, though.

    passionate:  having, compelled by, or ruled by intense emotion or strong feeling; fervid

    or

    passionate:  expressing, showing, or marked by intense or strong feeling; emotional


  • anonymous said on Nov 01, 2006....
    Anonymous quoth:
     
    That's me, right now, but under the right circumstances it could just as easily be...
     
    And I would do anything and everything I could to help you feel anything and everything you want to...

     
  • anonymous said on Nov 01, 2006....
    "arguing" with you exhausts me and now i want a nap.
  • anonymous said on Nov 01, 2006....
    There will be a day when we won't have to say goodbye.  Even if it's just once.  One day where we can do what we want.
     
    We will have that day.
     
    I promise.
  • anonymous said on Nov 01, 2006....
    a nice hot bubblebath would be heavenly right about now.
  • anonymous said on Nov 01, 2006....
    ooh, bubbles!
  • silverwhisper said on Nov 01, 2006....
    me?!  how could it be me?!
  • anonymous said on Nov 01, 2006....
    Because you keep forgetting to hit the Comment Anonymously box?...
  • anonymous said on Nov 01, 2006....
    Silver--you're such a dork.
  • anonymous said on Nov 01, 2006....
    Ohhhh...and SilverW, your dorkiness is what keeps us coming to your blog.

    But, you apparently need help with the whole checkbox thingie.

    I've faith in you that you will eventually master the dasterdly thing.
  • anonymous said on Nov 01, 2006....
    i'm really, really hungry.
  • anonymous said on Nov 01, 2006....
    what kind of hunger?
  • anonymous said on Nov 01, 2006....
    food....mostly...
  • anonymous said on Nov 01, 2006....
    gah....someone get this halloween candy out of my house!
  • anonymous said on Nov 01, 2006....
    i'm still gonna be afraid from time to time.
  • anonymous said on Nov 01, 2006....
    Then I will hold your hand against the fear and the darkness as you have held mine.
  • anonymous said on Nov 01, 2006....
    that's incredibly humbling.
  • anonymous said on Nov 01, 2006....
    friends do that for one another; they hold back the darkness and the fear with the light of their friendship.
  • anonymous said on Nov 02, 2006....
    I love you.
  • anonymous said on Nov 02, 2006....

    And I love you, dearest...

  • anonymous said on Nov 02, 2006....
    ahhh, love, pure and simple
    gentle and kind
    speaks many languages
    but it's of one mind
    ahhh, love...
  • anonymous said on Nov 02, 2006....
    friendship is an amazing thing.
  • anonymous said on Nov 02, 2006....
    yes it is...
  • anonymous said on Nov 02, 2006....
    the things i want to do right now...
  • anonymous said on Nov 02, 2006....
    I love you because you won't let me hide from myself.
  • anonymous said on Nov 03, 2006....
    the things I want to do with you...
  • anonymous said on Nov 03, 2006....
    mmm...
    and I with you...
  • anonymous said on Nov 03, 2006....
    hmmmm....
    let's do them together...
  • anonymous said on Nov 03, 2006....
    hmmmmmm....
  • anonymous said on Nov 03, 2006....
    find me here
    and speak to me
    I want to feel you
    I need to hear you
  • anonymous said on Nov 03, 2006....
    the things you make me think...the things you make me want...
  • anonymous said on Nov 03, 2006....
    ...are mirrored within me.
  • anonymous said on Nov 03, 2006....
    what is real and just a dream?...
  • anonymous said on Nov 03, 2006....
    you...you...grrrrrrr....
  • anonymous said on Nov 03, 2006....
    you are the light
    that's leading me
    to the place
    where I find peace again...
  • anonymous said on Nov 03, 2006....
    i want you...right now...damn you.
  • anonymous said on Nov 03, 2006....
    :D
  • anonymous said on Nov 03, 2006....
    you are the strength
    that keeps me walking
    you are the hope
    that keeps me trusting
  • anonymous said on Nov 03, 2006....
    you are the life
    to my soul
    you are my purpose
    you're everything...
  • anonymous said on Nov 03, 2006....
    I _always_ want you, every waking moment, every sleeping dream...
  • anonymous said on Nov 03, 2006....
    and how can I
    stand here with you
    and not be moved by you
    how could it be
    any better than this...
  • anonymous said on Nov 03, 2006....
    I didn't want to say Good night...
  • anonymous said on Nov 03, 2006....
    Nor did I.  But I understand...
  • anonymous said on Nov 03, 2006....
    Soon...
  • anonymous said on Nov 03, 2006....
    Soon...
  • anonymous said on Nov 03, 2006....
    your understanding and acceptance of this side of me gives me the confidence to explore so many things.
  • anonymous said on Nov 03, 2006....
    how is it possible to be so in tune in this way?  it's intoxicating.
  • anonymous said on Nov 03, 2006....
    I work for soulcast. But you'll never know my screenname ;)
  • anonymous said on Nov 03, 2006....
    i love the way we feed off one another...it's fascinating.
  • anonymous said on Nov 03, 2006....
    it's possible to be this in tune because there is no fear of judgement...we allow each other to simply be ourselves...
  • anonymous said on Nov 03, 2006....
    "fascinating" wasn't the word i had in mind...
  • anonymous said on Nov 03, 2006....
    and what word did you have in mind then?


  • anonymous said on Nov 03, 2006....
    no comment.
  • anonymous said on Nov 03, 2006....
    thank you for accepting all my quirks.
  • anonymous said on Nov 03, 2006....
    i thought my opinion of her would change but i still don't like her.  she inserts herself in things when she is not invited, she assumes that she is welcome when she is not.  you would think she would get a fucking clue that we don't want her around.
  • anonymous said on Nov 03, 2006....
    Your mom didn't teach you to play nice in the sand box?
  • anonymous said on Nov 03, 2006....
    And some people are just clueless
  • anonymous said on Nov 03, 2006....
    Hmmm..it has nothing to do with being nice in the sandbox...but everything to do with a clueless unwelcome bitch who doesn't have enough sense to butt the fuck out of our lives.
  • anonymous said on Nov 03, 2006....
    you will never know how much i desire you.
  • anonymous said on Nov 03, 2006....
    ahhh..desire...it's such a funny thing...
  • anonymous said on Nov 03, 2006....
    love is gentle
    love is kind
    will you tell me
    if you don't mind
    why you don't want me?
  • anonymous said on Nov 04, 2006....
    I think the word you are thinking of is intoxicating...
  • anonymous said on Nov 04, 2006....
    who is this...that intrudes?
    who is this...that thinks thus?
    who is this...rude intruder?
  • anonymous said on Nov 04, 2006....
    is it you that dreams thus
    on words that feed on dreams
    words that have no means
    and thus remain just that
    nice for all to see and hear
    but in the end not all that clear
    to justify what we hold dear
    never thinking never dreaming
    that it's just words
  • anonymous said on Nov 04, 2006....
    you are filling an empty space
    and crying out for all to hear
    here is this that I hold dear
    inviting thoughts that will take place
    in other minds and other states
    then in whining you do remember
    placing barriers to other members
    crying out the senseless phrases
    that get you nowhere
    instead of places
    dream about this and think it over
    before becoming a left-over



  • anonymous said on Nov 04, 2006....
    I crave my limited interaction with you.
  • anonymous said on Nov 04, 2006....
    Is this another size comment?
  • anonymous said on Nov 04, 2006....
    you wish
  • anonymous said on Nov 04, 2006....
    Why can't I get you off my mind?
  • anonymous said on Nov 05, 2006....
    what is missing in your life
    that can only be found with strife
    and when things are so near
    your reaction is filled with fear
    your emotions full of this
    in some kind of regal bliss
    which can easily turn to hate
    without time to contemplate
    the real meaning of the word
    which can change... your life.
  • anonymous said on Nov 05, 2006....
    i owe you more writing.
  • anonymous said on Nov 05, 2006....
    I seem to owe you a ton of writing.  :)
  • anonymous said on Nov 05, 2006....
    i'm sure you knock it out in your copious free time.
  • anonymous said on Nov 05, 2006....
    free time?!?!?!

    remind me what that is again?!?!


  • anonymous said on Nov 05, 2006....
    I wish I could be free of the anger that fills me. It boils and flares and erupts and then I feel like the worst piece of shit to have ever existed.
  • anonymous said on Nov 05, 2006....
    I'm starting to get really creeped out by someone.
  • anonymous said on Nov 05, 2006....
    You know, there really needs to be a link back to the SC main page at the bottom of any post that has a ginormous amount of comments to it.  It would be a nice little user-friendly thing to do.
  • anonymous said on Nov 05, 2006....
    god you are such a controlling fucking bitch. 
  • anonymous said on Nov 05, 2006....
    copious free time? haha! sudden inspiration is more like it.
    once upon a time not too long ago I had the time....but not any more.

    you need to let go that hatred...want to talk about it?  it could prove fruitful to both of us.

    yep...soulcast could be more user friendly....but one step at a time I guess....

    controlling fucking bitch is a rather strong statement... want to talk about it? come control me baby...
    that was supposed to be a joke as controls don't work too well in cyberspace unless you own the place...
  • anonymous said on Nov 06, 2006....
    i can't wait to see it.
  • anonymous said on Nov 06, 2006....
    why do i miss you?
  • anonymous said on Nov 06, 2006....
    I am filled with desire for you. To feel you. To touch you. To taste you. To share everything with you...
  • anonymous said on Nov 06, 2006....
    To be complete...  To be one with you...  To feel all of that and more.  Together...
  • anonymous said on Nov 06, 2006....
    I feel the need to buy new boots.
  • anonymous said on Nov 06, 2006....
    You just had to do that didn't you?
  • anonymous said on Nov 06, 2006....
    yup
  • anonymous said on Nov 06, 2006....
    i'm so going to hurt you for this.
  • anonymous said on Nov 06, 2006....
    One day, my love, we won't have to say goodbye...
  • anonymous said on Nov 06, 2006....
    sparagus is better
  • anonymous said on Nov 06, 2006....
    I hate the irrepressible need to talk to you at the times that I simply cannot.
  • anonymous said on Nov 06, 2006....
    I really dislike feeling this way.
  • anonymous said on Nov 07, 2006....
    you got the comment of the beast!
  • anonymous said on Nov 07, 2006....
    I'm tired of being unhappy all the time.
  • anonymous said on Nov 07, 2006....
    there are ways to fix that.
  • anonymous said on Nov 07, 2006....
    I'm feeling sad today.
  • anonymous said on Nov 07, 2006....
    I'm afraid of the way I feel.
  • anonymous said on Nov 07, 2006....
    I want someone special to know that she is loved... 
  • anonymous said on Nov 07, 2006....
    And I want her to know how happy she makes me...
  • anonymous said on Nov 07, 2006....
    I want you.  Right now. 
  • anonymous said on Nov 07, 2006....
    well, what about now?
  • anonymous said on Nov 08, 2006....
    it makes me happy to bring people together
  • anonymous said on Nov 08, 2006....
    I never thought I'd be the one...

  • anonymous said on Nov 08, 2006....
    You are intoxicatingly addicting.
  • anonymous said on Nov 08, 2006....
    I hate not being able to talk with you when I want.
  • anonymous said on Nov 08, 2006....
    i've missed seeing this in my conversations.
  • anonymous said on Nov 08, 2006....
    Thank you for worrying about me; sometimes it's so very unexpected.
  • anonymous said on Nov 08, 2006....
    I feel like being a bitch today.
  • anonymous said on Nov 08, 2006....
    i just re-read all the comments in this.  holy crap!
  • anonymous said on Nov 08, 2006....
    I love that you are my friend and you see straight through all the crap to what's really in my heart.  Thank you.
  • anonymous said on Nov 08, 2006....
    funny: you do the same.
  • anonymous said on Nov 08, 2006....
    yes you do, it's funny that.
  • anonymous said on Nov 09, 2006....
    Ahhh..my friend...you truly are a gem.
  • anonymous said on Nov 10, 2006....
    24 hours is too long to go w/out bumping this.
  • anonymous said on Nov 10, 2006....
    I miss you during the day when I don't talk to you much.
  • anonymous said on Nov 10, 2006....
    me too
  • anonymous said on Nov 10, 2006....
    love...
    the absence of...
    the need for more...
    to want to hold...
    to be so bold...
    to expect so much...
    to get such stuff...
    to put a crown...
    to be let down...
    to be aware...
    the absence of...
    love...

  • anonymous said on Nov 10, 2006....
    still craving tex-mex. gr.
  • anonymous said on Nov 11, 2006....
    jalapeños, habaneros, and chilpotle mix with bacon and eggs sunny side up and hash browns....lip smacking spicy jummy....
  • anonymous said on Nov 11, 2006....
    I feel like I let you down yesterday.....I should have just listened.
  • anonymous said on Nov 11, 2006....
    my craving for tex-mex has been kicked up notches unknown, to quote emeril.
  • anonymous said on Nov 11, 2006....

    mmmm…jalapeños, cheddar cheese, chipotle in adobo sauce, scrambled eggs, bacon, and hashbrowns…also lip smacking yummo!

  • anonymous said on Nov 12, 2006....
    21 hours is too long to go without bumping this.
  • anonymous said on Nov 12, 2006....
    The reason is that everyone wants to be reply 700, so they are waiting for someone else to post.
  • anonymous said on Nov 12, 2006....
    Reply 700 ? Do you get membership in the 700 club or something?
    How about reply 699? doesn't that one count?
  • anonymous said on Nov 12, 2006....
    Big Kiss and Love to One and All.....

    Girls that is....

    Hugs to everyone else...
  • anonymous said on Nov 12, 2006....
    is it bad that i worry when i have no news of you? or is that merely normal?
  • anonymous said on Nov 12, 2006....
    i think we all worry about those we care about the most.
  • anonymous said on Nov 12, 2006....
    I'm longing to hear your voice. Does that make me pathetic?
  • anonymous said on Nov 12, 2006....
    no, it doesn't
  • anonymous said on Nov 12, 2006....
    longing makes the heart sing
    it turns the emotions into notions
    like strings turn vibrations into
    rhapsody of sounds that fly
    into our hearts with meanings
    heard with ears but interpreted
    with the need coming from the heart

  • anonymous said on Nov 13, 2006....
    if you thought that was bad, you have no idea of the extent of my desire.
  • anonymous said on Nov 13, 2006....
    And if I want to know the exten?
  • anonymous said on Nov 14, 2006....
    if you want to know, ask me.
  • anonymous said on Nov 14, 2006....
    life is ironic
  • anonymous said on Nov 14, 2006....
    gah....lack of caffeine makes me stupid.
  • anonymous said on Nov 14, 2006....

    I am worried about someone special.  I am worried about her fears and doubts.  I am worried that she thinks it is all her own fault, even though it is not...

     

    Be strong.

     

    I am here for you...

  • anonymous said on Nov 14, 2006....
    i giggle at your undercaffeination-fu!
  • anonymous said on Nov 14, 2006....
    my desire for you is a dragon: proud, chthonic, magnificent. it blots out the sun when it soars and in its fury, nothing can stand.
  • anonymous said on Nov 14, 2006....
    I am so angry I could scream.
  • anonymous said on Nov 14, 2006....
    my desire for you is a phoenix:  enduring, raging, beautiful.  it flames bright and burns hot consuming all in its path to be soothed by a single sparkling crystaline drop only to flare again and again.
  • anonymous said on Nov 15, 2006....
    my desire for you is a ford chevy
    an uncommon combination
    that can only be filled
    by a magical dealer
    of used parts and motors

  • anonymous said on Nov 15, 2006....
    *grins*
  • anonymous said on Nov 15, 2006....
    My love for you isn't something that's fleeting like the wind.  It is true and deep and strong.  It is everlasting, regardless of whatever else may come to pass.  Even if we cannot be together, it remains true...
     
    This isn't just a passing phase.  This isn't just one of those things.  If it were, would I still be here trying to help you?  I've seen others back out at the first sign of trouble.  I've seen others back away when their professed love was questioned in the slightest.  I am not like that...
     
    It's not just physical desire.  I want to be there for you.  I want to help you if I can.  I want to be with you.  I just want us to be. 
     
    Above all else, I am your friend, as you are mine.  The fact that I love you makes that all the more special.  It makes it all the more strong.
     
    I am here for you.  I am yours...
  • anonymous said on Nov 15, 2006....
    in the cold harsh light of the morning, some things seem forever different.
  • anonymous said on Nov 15, 2006....
    question: are phoenixes sexier than dragons, vice versa, or a dead heat?
  • anonymous said on Nov 15, 2006....
    dead heat?  wouldn't that imply a dracolich?
  • anonymous said on Nov 15, 2006....
    no, that would imply a very horny dragon with an undead template tacked on for a +2 level adjustment--duh!
  • anonymous said on Nov 15, 2006....
    phoenixes are both elegant beautiful while being powerful and fierce.  dragons...hmmmm...strong, fierce, raging.  of course they could be ice dragons, rather than fire.  one never knows.
  • anonymous said on Nov 15, 2006....
    true. although as we all know from harry potter & the chamber of secrets>/i>, a phoenix vs a large reptile usually results in the phoenix coming out on top...so to speak... :D
  • anonymous said on Nov 15, 2006....
    i'm imagining you beneath my desk right now.
  • anonymous said on Nov 15, 2006....
    </i> Ignore this.  Closing the italics...
  • anonymous said on Nov 15, 2006....

    Another attempt to close italics...

  • anonymous said on Nov 15, 2006....
    I'm imagining us tangled up on the couch--smooth buttery leather beneath us, a soft chenille throw draped haphazardly across our nakedness.
  • anonymous said on Nov 15, 2006....
    there are moments that i want you like i have never wanted anything....ever.
  • anonymous said on Nov 15, 2006....
    It seems I am expected to avoid doing anything stupid but how do you define that?

    Is is stupid to ignore how you feel about someone for the sake of propriety?
    Is it stupid to seize a moment's happiness if you can?
    Or is it something else entirely?
  • anonymous said on Nov 15, 2006....

    Is it stupid to let others tell you what you must or must not do?  At the cost of your own happiness?  At the cost of the happiness of the one who wants to share those feelings with you?

    Do what you think is best for yourself.  Live your own life, even if only for a little while...

  • anonymous said on Nov 15, 2006....
    god but i want you right now.
  • anonymous said on Nov 15, 2006....
    Mwahahaha....
  • anonymous said on Nov 15, 2006....
    i want to smell the scent of me on you.
  • anonymous said on Nov 15, 2006....
    i want you to taste it on me as we lie on the couch.
  • anonymous said on Nov 15, 2006....

    I want all of those things too love. 

    I am yours.

    And I want to make you mine...

  • anonymous said on Nov 15, 2006....
    i have this incredible urge to suck on the pad of your thumb...and to nip tenderly at the flesh between thumb and index finger...
  • anonymous said on Nov 15, 2006....
    god..i want you...fiercely...in all your glory.
  • anonymous said on Nov 15, 2006....
    and i you, in all yours
  • anonymous said on Nov 15, 2006....
    how is it that you make me want to revel in all this....
  • anonymous said on Nov 15, 2006....
    i might ask you the same
  • anonymous said on Nov 15, 2006....
    just an observation from an anonymous third party, but one might hazard to call it love.
  • anonymous said on Nov 15, 2006....
    there are brief flashes when i want you so badly that i would do things i swore i would never do.
  • anonymous said on Nov 15, 2006....
    i know: me too. but we won't.
  • anonymous said on Nov 15, 2006....
    no, we won't.  despite my ever un-fullfilled needs...we won't.
  • anonymous said on Nov 15, 2006....
    neither will we...despite the ford-chevy being roomy enough for all of us...neither will we
  • anonymous said on Nov 15, 2006....
    just once in my lifetime i want to actually experience what that kind of desire really feels like.
  • anonymous said on Nov 15, 2006....
    but I still wonder...
    will you really be there for me ?
    my hopes...my desires...my dreams...
    for I will desire you in a car...
    and I will desire you in a bar...
    and I will desire you up a tree...
    will you really be there for me ?
    I will desire you in a boat...
    and I will desire you by the moat...
    I will desire you in a chair...
    I will desire you everywhere...
    will you really be there for me ?

  • anonymous said on Nov 15, 2006....
    there is an ache i don't know how to fill any more.
  • anonymous said on Nov 15, 2006....
    take two aspirins and call me in the morning...
  • anonymous said on Nov 15, 2006....
    aspirin..yeah...i think i'll go with something much much stronger.
  • anonymous said on Nov 15, 2006....
    define "stronger"...
  • anonymous said on Nov 15, 2006....
    whatever it takes to make the ache go away.
  • anonymous said on Nov 15, 2006....
    i wish like hell i knew what that was. i honestly do.
  • anonymous said on Nov 16, 2006....
    I know what it is to ache.  I know what it would take to make that ache go away... 
  • anonymous said on Nov 16, 2006....
    a whisky lullaby?
  • anonymous said on Nov 16, 2006....
    i know what would do the trick. unfortunately, it's only available by proscription.
  • anonymous said on Nov 16, 2006....
    proscription?  interesting play on words...
  • anonymous said on Nov 16, 2006....
    i'm an interesting commenter, and yes, i'm inclined to think so myself.
  • anonymous said on Nov 16, 2006....
    In my business you meet so many interesting people - Bobby pins, please - but the most interersting ones are the monsters. Oh, dear, that will never stay. We'll just have to have a permanemanent...
  • anonymous said on Nov 16, 2006....
    i let myself feel things i really shouldn't.
  • anonymous said on Nov 16, 2006....
    Hey silver... <points to the little box marked 'Comment Anonymously'>
  • silverwhisper said on Nov 16, 2006....
    ah, well. done it before, will likely do so again. :>
  • anonymous said on Nov 16, 2006....
    Silver, you are such a doofus.  But we still luv j00.  :D :p
  • anonymous said on Nov 16, 2006....
    the way i feel about things tends not to change no matter what i tell myself i should or shouldn't

    hmmm, that sounds like something I'd say...
  • anonymous said on Nov 16, 2006....
    wasn't it? :D
  • anonymous said on Nov 16, 2006....
    Anonymous quoth: hmmm, that sounds like something I'd say...
     
    Me too...
  • anonymous said on Nov 16, 2006....
    ?
  • silverwhisper said on Nov 16, 2006....
    no no no, that should be...

    anonymous quoth
    hmmm, that sounds like something i'd say...

    see?
  • anonymous said on Nov 16, 2006....
    a thousand thanks, o prolific one.
  • anonymous said on Nov 16, 2006....
    so the question is: should i make you anticipate or dread the next one?
  • anonymous said on Nov 16, 2006....
    anticipate or dread the next what?
  • anonymous said on Nov 16, 2006....
    anticipate.
  • anonymous said on Nov 16, 2006....
    anticipation is merely a more pleasurable form of dread
  • anonymous said on Nov 16, 2006....
    Doing what I want would be classed by many as showing a serious lack of judgment, and by others as a cardinal sin.

    The gaps between thinking I might do what I swore I would never do are becoming shorter and shorter and my argument against has been reduced to a single factor.

    To feel desire like that, to be desired like that is becoming increasingly compelling.
  • anonymous said on Nov 16, 2006....
    remember the cost of such a thing.
  • anonymous said on Nov 16, 2006....
    There is always a cost.  Do we consider the cost of living up to someone else's expectations?  Or do we consider the cost of  not doing what we want and how it will affect us?  Do we consider how these things will affect us in the short term, or the long? 
     
    Every little thing leaves its mark on our lives.  Every decision, every choice we make will cost us something.
  • anonymous said on Nov 16, 2006....
    of course there's always a cost. and always consider the long-term costs: short-term costs are easily paid. long-term costs however often have a high interest rate.
  • anonymous said on Nov 16, 2006....
    I am already paying a cost for my desire.  To see it come to its fruition would be worth it. 
  • anonymous said on Nov 16, 2006....
    are you sure it would be worth it? as sure as you can be?
  • anonymous said on Nov 16, 2006....
    I am sure.  I cannot deny what I feel.  I cannot deny what my soul tells me...
  • anonymous said on Nov 16, 2006....
    i have always believed that denying your soul is to deny yourself. be the arrow released from the bow. pursue your soul's desire without remorse or doubt.
  • anonymous said on Nov 16, 2006....
    The echo of my own challenges...

    considering the cost is automatic as is self denial

    doing something for oneself is the difficult thing.
  • anonymous said on Nov 16, 2006....
    Yeah right and that whole 'my soul says so' crap will stand cross examination in the divorce court beautifully.
  • anonymous said on Nov 16, 2006....
    in divorce court it's called "irreconcilable differences".
  • anonymous said on Nov 16, 2006....
    Very intrusive and yet honest with it? Cutting and direct.

    A bucket of cold water for all?
  • anonymous said on Nov 16, 2006....
    i'm completely addicted to you.
  • anonymous said on Nov 16, 2006....
    god i want you.  i want you now...here...
  • anonymous said on Nov 16, 2006....
    that isn't all you want, either, is it?
  • anonymous said on Nov 16, 2006....
    no...that isn't all i want. 
  • anonymous said on Nov 16, 2006....
    be curious to know what else.
  • anonymous said on Nov 16, 2006....
    ahhh...for you there is much i would do.
  • anonymous said on Nov 17, 2006....
    moonriver confucius say: still here? since sept. 26? whispering and giggling in dark among yourselves, like kids who start play hide-and-seek and end in smooch-and-grope? what that funky smell? don't tell me it's... omg, it really is...you pigs. me rather clean augean stables. otoh, me could run top-secret frequency analysis software (download from ftp.sunet.se) on different blog corpuses and determine who said what. big breakthrough for concubinage research.
  • anonymous said on Nov 17, 2006....
    how much would you do?
    how far would you go?
    what would you change?
    what would you dare?


  • anonymous said on Nov 17, 2006....
    pass the bucket please
  • anonymous said on Nov 17, 2006....
    my morning shower is going to be interesting.
  • anonymous said on Nov 17, 2006....
    i slept with my sisters husband
  • anonymous said on Nov 17, 2006....
    i want to hear more about the "much"...
  • anonymous said on Nov 17, 2006....
    Ahhh...i think you should learn to anitcipate the "much".
  • anonymous said on Nov 17, 2006....
    anticipate or dread? :D
  • anonymous said on Nov 17, 2006....
    anticipation is merely a more pleasurable form of dread.
     
    whoa.  deja vu...
  • anonymous said on Nov 17, 2006....
    anticipate....anticipate...never dread the "much"
  • anonymous said on Nov 17, 2006....
    so i see!
  • anonymous said on Nov 17, 2006....
    wanting you makes me a little crazy.
  • anonymous said on Nov 17, 2006....
    anonymous quoth

    anticipation is merely a more pleasurable form of dread.
     
    whoa.  deja vu...

    Hey! That's my line!!

    And wanting is doing more than drive me a little crazy. ;-)



  • anonymous said on Nov 17, 2006....
    ohhh...do tell...what is wanting doing to you?
  • anonymous said on Nov 17, 2006....
    I am slowly being driven mad by my desire...
     
    Or am I already mad?
     
    Definitely mad with desire.  Yes, that's it...
  • anonymous said on Nov 17, 2006....
    Wanting is making my sleeping dreams astonishingly real and my waking moments both heart wrenchingly disappointing and full of pleasurable memories.
    Wanting is making my head fill with possibilities and potentials rather than put offs and put downs.
    Wanting is making my knees weak, my pulse race and my heart pound.

    Wanting is making me think that maybe I am normal after all.
  • anonymous said on Nov 17, 2006....
    Awakened...
  • anonymous said on Nov 17, 2006....
    High vibration go on
    to the sun, oh let my heart dreaming
    past a mortal as me.
    Where can I be?

    Wish the sun to stand still.
    Reaching out to touch our own being
    Past a mortal as we
    Here we can be
    We can be here,
    be here now.
    Here we can be.

    Awakened indeed...
  • anonymous said on Nov 17, 2006....
    god, the things you make me want...
  • anonymous said on Nov 17, 2006....
    god, the things i would do for/with you.
  • anonymous said on Nov 17, 2006....
    how about to?
  • anonymous said on Nov 17, 2006....
    ahhh...to you...well now that depends...do you ask for them?
  • anonymous said on Nov 17, 2006....
    i so wish i had the time to answer your last questions in detail.
  • anonymous said on Nov 17, 2006....
    i prefer that you surprise me--i'm quite sure i'll like it. and yes, i wish that, too.
  • anonymous said on Nov 17, 2006....
    ohhh...you like surprises do you?  :p
  • anonymous said on Nov 17, 2006....
    <Waves and points at the little box below>

  • anonymous said on Nov 17, 2006....
    gods, how I want that, how I want you...
  • anonymous said on Nov 17, 2006....
    the main two people flirting with each other are silverwhisper and creativewoman and everyone knoes it! You both have some serious cyber sexual chemistry goin on!
  • anonymous said on Nov 17, 2006....
    that's really, really funny. :D
  • anonymous said on Nov 17, 2006....
    ROFL. Strike one!
  • anonymous said on Nov 17, 2006....
    now i feel left out...  <pouts>
  • anonymous said on Nov 17, 2006....
    no need to feel left out... you know I want you.
  • anonymous said on Nov 17, 2006....
    yes.  yes i do.  and i want you as well...
  • anonymous said on Nov 17, 2006....
    people always laugh at things that make them nervous thats why you found it really funny.
  • anonymous said on Nov 17, 2006....
    people also laugh at things that aren't true.
  • anonymous said on Nov 17, 2006....
    ok im just messing around
  • anonymous said on Nov 17, 2006....
    that's cool: that's what this entire thing is for, after all...
  • anonymous said on Nov 17, 2006....
    yes by gosh golly
    but love always finds a way
  • anonymous said on Nov 17, 2006....
    can desire find a way also ?
  • anonymous said on Nov 17, 2006....
    desire often does.
  • anonymous said on Nov 17, 2006....
    SKIRTS UP AND PANTS DOWN
    THAT'S THE WAY TO LONDON TOWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!()!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.
  • anonymous said on Nov 17, 2006....
    I'm worried about my friend.

    Does he know what he's doing?  Does he know?
    Does he know I would never judge him? Does he?
    Does he know I've been where he is?

     Do you?

    I could help.
  • anonymous said on Nov 18, 2006....
    please do
  • anonymous said on Nov 18, 2006....
    I need help too
  • anonymous said on Nov 18, 2006....
    What kind of help I wonder?
  • anonymous said on Nov 18, 2006....
    lol....ermmm...that guess is too freaking funny and oh so very, very wrong.
  • anonymous said on Nov 18, 2006....
    I have really missed you today.
  • anonymous said on Nov 18, 2006....
    CW isn't Silverwhisper's type...
  • anonymous said on Nov 19, 2006....
    Why can't I get you out of my head?
  • anonymous said on Nov 19, 2006....
    I wonder the same every day about someone else...
  • anonymous said on Nov 19, 2006....
    I am really missing you today. I keep looking for you and you aren't there. I wish you were...
  • anonymous said on Nov 19, 2006....
    here...there...everywhere
    I am always with you...specially when you miss me the most.
  • anonymous said on Nov 19, 2006....
    absence makes the heart grow fonder they say
    but it really makes you wonder in a way
    for if you are really more fond of someone
    who is not next to you but over yonder
    how fond were you of him in the first place?
  • anonymous said on Nov 19, 2006....
    i wonder what you're doing today.
  • universalstar said on Nov 19, 2006....
    ok I got the origional comment wrong about CW and SW, I've cahnge my mind I think that there is one more person to be thrown in............... SL. They all love each other dearly and would love a threesome. LOL
  • anonymous said on Nov 19, 2006....
    [giggle]

    even if you didn't forget to check the anonymous box, it would be clear that you're relatively new here. IOW: strike 2.
  • anonymous said on Nov 19, 2006....
    great I guess I messed that one up. Now Im gonna feel really guilty and have to keep apologising. CW, SW and SL I am truly sorry and was only joking. am I forgiven?
  • anonymous said on Nov 19, 2006....

    Its not funny i am so embarassed. I got distracted otherwise I could have edited it!!!!

    distractions a terrible thing...........

  • anonymous said on Nov 19, 2006....
    no they're not
    but they are cumbersome and annoying at times

  • anonymous said on Nov 19, 2006....
    who needs who the most I wonder?
  • anonymous said on Nov 19, 2006....
    i wonder who's who around here.....
    have to find my way back to that closet....it's still got some vodka in it....
  • anonymous said on Nov 19, 2006....
    Dear anonymous poet, if he were able to be close 'in the first place' I would be delirious with happiness, his absence is a relative thing but still it leaves a void.
  • anonymous said on Nov 19, 2006....
    Oh and universal... your assumptions are still incorrect though I am laughing about your forgetting to click the anonymous box!
  • anonymous said on Nov 19, 2006....
    Hehehe...Universal, your so far off base on all of this that it's hysterical.
  • anonymous said on Nov 19, 2006....
    I keep looking for you too.
  • anonymous said on Nov 19, 2006....
    I know it was a joke. I said sorry :-(
     
  • anonymous said on Nov 19, 2006....
    Seriously, did you even stop to think that maybe whoever it is didn't want to be "outed" to the rest of the people here. That's why they are coming to an anonymous thread.  And if if you didn't "out" the right people as being the main posters in this thread, you shouldn't have done it even as a joke. 
  • anonymous said on Nov 19, 2006....
    I'm confused, I don't get it??
  • anonymous said on Nov 19, 2006....
    I hate it when you seem so withdrawn.
  • universalstar said on Nov 19, 2006....
    arghhhhhhhhhhh! why me I've done it again. I think Im just gona stay away from this blog!
  • anonymous said on Nov 19, 2006....
    Here's a tip.  Check the comment anonymously button before you actually write your comment.
  • anonymous said on Nov 19, 2006....
    I don't think you will ever really understand how much I care about you.
  • anonymous said on Nov 19, 2006....
    wish i could talk with you right now.
  • anonymous said on Nov 19, 2006....
    I know...so do I.
  • anonymous said on Nov 19, 2006....
    such a strange thing...little things like zeroes and ones combining to form something to strong...it defies logic and reason.
  • anonymous said on Nov 19, 2006....
    it's never been about logic and reason...
  • anonymous said on Nov 19, 2006....

    When I got your letter I was shitting

    when I read it I shit some more

    where I was shitting there was no grass

    so I took your letter an wiped my ass

     

  • anonymous said on Nov 19, 2006....
    no...no, i suppose not.
  • anonymous said on Nov 19, 2006....
    friendship is never about a bunch of 0s and 1s...it never has been.
  • anonymous said on Nov 19, 2006....
    you said something "to strong"...is it too strong? 
  • anonymous said on Nov 19, 2006....
    a little jest is fine and dandy
    with some jabs that come in handy
    no bad intentions ever pondered
    just some questions always wondered
    being true to self and significant other
    will always be admired by others
    ☻
  • anonymous said on Nov 19, 2006....
    nite y'all
  • anonymous said on Nov 19, 2006....
    Distance
  • anonymous said on Nov 19, 2006....
    that should have been "so" strong.
  • anonymous said on Nov 19, 2006....
    perhaps...but perhaps not.
  • anonymous said on Nov 19, 2006....
    I don't just want you....I crave you..../sigh
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    is the feeling mutual?
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    Is there hope in the horizon?
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    ☺
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    therein lies the rub.  nothing can be done about this.
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    I fell asleep thinking about you.
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    i'm glad i know who that isn't about.
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    Are you sure you know who that isn't about?  Really sure?
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....

    anonymous quoth: nothing can be done about this.

    that's not true.  something can be done.  it's up to you whether you want to do something about it or not.

  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    trust me, nothing can be done about it.
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....

    <shrugs>

    if you say so.

  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    yes, i'm sure. should i not be?
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    Well, I said it.  So, were you right?  :)
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    Doing something about it would hurt too many other people.
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    that's a hell of a question to pose!
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    Well, I do ask impossible questions, or so I have been told.
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    alternately: perhaps you're simply impossible? :D
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    Me, impossible?  Never.

    But you do find me irresistably charming and intriguing.  ;D
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    I am worried about my friend who insists he is alright when I strongly suspect that he is not.
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    as am I...
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    Just when I think you actually do understand me you do something that makes me realize you don't understand me at all and that really hurts.
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    99 out of 100 times...it's that 1 time that's a doozy.
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    comment #900!
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    i think i may need to pull back.
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    i can't breathe in this space
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    i see you've already begun pulling back. i really wish you wouldn't.
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    i think you really want me to but won't say it.
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    that hurt.
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    damn.  i'm cringing just watching this unfold....
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    i'm sorry if i hurt you. see, pulling away is just easier for everyone.   it's less likely to cause pain in the long run
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    this isn't the right place for this.
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    we were just a train-wreck waiting to happen.
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    {hugs} to everyone who has been posting here...
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    my heart is so heavy.
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    what I wouldn't give to be there with you... so I can remember how to live again...
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    i'm afraid my comments here are going to be taken as being by someone else when they aren't her or him.
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    Aren't we all?!

    Such is life, I am sure we'll work it all out eventually.
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    <lets out a long, low, primal, gutteral moan...>
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    well that was colossally stupid thing to let happen
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    i think i need to stop using these blog comments.
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    is this your way of saying goodbye?
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    if i say goodbye, you'll know.
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    you've been thinking about it, haven't you?
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    not in the least.
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    it's so stupid for me to want you as much as i do...yet, still i do.
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    as of when did logic and reason govern desire?
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    i suppose they never have.
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    i want you to fill me up for just one night...just one.
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    <fills bucket with cold cold water.  keeps it handy, just in case...>
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    and just what do you think you are going to do with that cold water?
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    put out a fire?
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    on the plus side: it isn't gonna become a gatorade bath.
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    what fire?

    well, it's a good thing that it's not going to become a gatorade bath.

    but if you'll turn it into a bubble bath in a large whirlpool bath, then we can talk....
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    oh stop your worrying all of you...there is no fire to put out...your precious friend is not falling under the spell of someone who will harm
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    Concern extends in all directions, not to the exclusion of one or other,

    but being snippy and defensive does nothing to allay them.
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    i'm not here to allay your concerns. 

    frankly, this in none of your business...period.
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    Oh yes it is...where love is concerned it's my business

  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    and don't forget me, it's my business also. I need you as much as ever.
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    there's an awful lot of assumptions going on that really shouldn't be.
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    Ok I give up...how many people are involved in this blogging.
    Stand up and be counted....
    Put a vote for freedom...
    How many Republicans are here.
    How many Democrats.
    We'll count the multiple personalities on the recount.
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    Nearing a thousand comments now.
    outtasight.
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    there are several people involved in this blogging..

    two people separated by many a time zone are making heavy use of this thread.

    but others are making assumptions about yet another poster...well...they assume they know the poster...that are far, far from the truth...and it's lead to more disharmony than it ever should have.
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    i come here to vent when i don't want to do it in my own blog.

    and yeah, there are lots of assumptions flying about here.
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    Assumptions...Presumptions....
    Separated by many time zones is a safe bet, and I could probably be good for one of those but the missunderstood assumptions are kinda funny you must admit. Doesn't bother me and hopefully nobody else. I wonder how many more wrong guesses will be made. lol

    I still say this place is good for venting, or getting to know your inner space by letting your Froyd show as they say.
    What the heck, the more the merrier. Let them vent away.
  • anonymous said on Nov 20, 2006....
    hugs to all and good night
  • anonymous said on Nov 21, 2006....
    I have posted on this thread and am baffled as to why it's provoked such a response in the last few days.

    Given that it is anonymous anyone reading it and making assumptions as to identities or reasons for posting is perhaps being naive, dare I say even presumptuous? When it comes down to it does it really matter who says what? Does it really matter if A likes B or C likes D? Or that E likes to sow confusion with throw away lines?

    Anyone posting to the thread should at least be aware of the dangers in posting to a public forum anonymously (or even not since none of us are infallible and we forget to tick the box) and be prepared for apparently related comments. When it comes down to it though does it really matter if bystanders attempt to stir the pot by throwing in provocative comments?

    Does one persons comment have less worth than another's? Should they? I think  not.

    The thread was, I believe, envisioned as a fun thing, a place to vent, to share secrets without the pressure of identity. So long as we all remember that whether we be readers or posters or both, does it really matter what is said or to whom?
  • anonymous said on Nov 21, 2006....
    I am counting the minutes until we speak today...
  • anonymous said on Nov 21, 2006....
    I'm baffled also at the reaction lately and I'm with you in that this is a post to say whatever and not make presumptions...unless they're funny...lol.
    But I do like this post quite a lot and it's a phenomenom the number of hits that it's got.
  • anonymous said on Nov 21, 2006....
    i'm so tired of feeling this way.
  • anonymous said on Nov 21, 2006....

    i offer apologies to anyone i may have offended.  it was never my intent.  i did not mean to make assumptions...

    as for worrying for someone falling under the spell of one who would harm...  no, not worried about that.  and i would never have thought of harm.  quite the opposite actually, which is apparent.  not harm at all... 

    and who am i to complain of falling under?  i make no assumptions of what is right or wrong.  i am only hoping there is happiness and not misunderstanding...

  • anonymous said on Nov 21, 2006....
    i can't live with the constant rejection in my house any more.
  • anonymous said on Nov 21, 2006....
    I really do want to do that... with you... and no-one else.

    I want to make your toes curl and more...
  • anonymous said on Nov 21, 2006....
    I haven't had my toes curls in a very long time, sadly.
  • anonymous said on Nov 21, 2006....
    No toe curling in a long time? That's very sad. {hugs}

    My current toe curling is entirely imaginary; it's never been experienced for real mores the pity. ;-)
  • anonymous said on Nov 21, 2006....

    I want that too love.  With you, and nobody else.  And I want to curl your toes as well...

    ;-)

  • anonymous said on Nov 21, 2006....
    you know, this post is still addicting.
  • anonymous said on Nov 21, 2006....

    Totally.  Wholly.  Completely.  Madly.  Irresistably...

     

     

    And I am not talking about the thread.

  • anonymous said on Nov 21, 2006....
    Yes. That's it. Exactly like that...

  • anonymous said on Nov 21, 2006....
    Ohhh...anyone could tell you weren't talking about the thread.


  • anonymous said on Nov 21, 2006....
    the thread ? or the idea...the romanticism...the essence of Love...everything else is lust....in one term or another...but the romance...the heartbeats...the burning desire....aaahhhh....
    that's the stuff that life is made of....

    not to say anything bad about lust however...it does have it's place in the scheme of things.
  • anonymous said on Nov 22, 2006....

    My heart is filled with love, my soul with the overwhelming sense of you, of your essence... 

    I shall be thinking of you, my dearest.  As always...

     

  • anonymous said on Nov 22, 2006....
    Thank you for thinking of nothing but me my darling....but think of this for a moment...

    HAPPY THANKSGIVING DAY

    Happiness and fulfillment to one and all.
  • anonymous said on Nov 25, 2006....
    who are you to say if what others are feeling is love or lust; you don't know what's inside their hearts...perhaps it goes beyond a burning of loins for them too.
  • anonymous said on Nov 25, 2006....
    That cuts both ways my friend....
    wether it's love, lust or something more than that, deep or shallow, I still wish love to one and all on Thanksgiving Day and the Holiday Season.
  • anonymous said on Nov 25, 2006....
    oh stop being a wanker and stay out of other people's frelling business...if they want to carry on with each other online it's none of anyone's business but theirs.   
  • anonymous said on Nov 25, 2006....
    why do i miss you so?
  • anonymous said on Nov 26, 2006....
    this love I have felt
    this hurting that continues
    these feelings that endure
    this emotion so smooth, gentle, and subtle
    that turns suddenly into trouble
    as it makes our lives double
    with the feelings it creates
  • anonymous said on Nov 26, 2006....
    my mind is filled with images of you
  • anonymous said on Nov 26, 2006....
    My heart is heavy from your absence...
  • anonymous said on Nov 26, 2006....
    And mine lightens at the mere thought of you...
  • anonymous said on Nov 26, 2006....
    bringing hope to a dreary day
    holding emotions at bay
    clearly this is a start
    that simply will not part
  • anonymous said on Nov 26, 2006....
    Timbuktu, tea for two, iniminie myniminie I love you...
  • anonymous said on Nov 26, 2006....
    Arise from the deep
    you hidden emotions
    awaken and keep
    from falling asleep
    your overlooked notions
    that are in the Ocean
    of   Love.....
  • anonymous said on Nov 26, 2006....
    how long can this go on like this?
  • anonymous said on Nov 27, 2006....

    Mad, I tell you!  You drive me mad...

    With love...

    And desire...

    And longing...

    Utter madness.

    And I would not give it up at all...

    I love you.

  • anonymous said on Nov 27, 2006....
    Nor would I. None of it.

    I love you.
  • anonymous said on Nov 27, 2006....
    Your musings take my breath away.

    Totally. Blown. Away. by the very fact that you shared that with me...
  • anonymous said on Nov 27, 2006....

    I do wonder that though.  It's not just a passing thought...

    And I couldn't not share it....

  • anonymous said on Nov 27, 2006....
    And if I said yes? Or no? Or maybe? Then  what?
  • anonymous said on Nov 27, 2006....
    *sighs*
  • anonymous said on Nov 27, 2006....
    Then we shall just have to work everything out...so we can ask it, and answer...
  • anonymous said on Nov 27, 2006....

    I am speechless.  Just by the fact that you didn't brush it off as the musings of a madman...

    My heart is singing, and my soul...

  • anonymous said on Nov 27, 2006....
    I am afraid you are being a little pre-emptive with this; please don't ask I cannot answer just yet.
  • anonymous said on Nov 27, 2006....
    One day, perhaps.  Another time...
  • anonymous said on Nov 27, 2006....
    I have never wanted anything as badly as I want you.
  • anonymous said on Nov 27, 2006....
    Nor have I...
  • anonymous said on Nov 27, 2006....
    That wasn't who you thought it was from across the pond...sorry.
  • anonymous said on Nov 27, 2006....
    Yes, our little lovebirds aren't the only two with the raging desires.  It is funny to see them respond to comments they think are from each other that really aren't though.
  • anonymous said on Nov 27, 2006....
    Oh the tangled web of desire that is SC.
  • anonymous said on Nov 27, 2006....

    'Sokay.  I meant what I said, regardless.  I have never felt this way before...

  • anonymous said on Nov 27, 2006....

    someone pass the popcorn.  this could get interesting!

  • anonymous said on Nov 27, 2006....
    would you like butter on that?  or perhaps a dash of cayenne?


  • anonymous said on Nov 27, 2006....
    By the by, over half the posts that the two of you cross the pond lovers are responding to are not each others.  They are mine...to someone else entirely. 
  • anonymous said on Nov 27, 2006....

    Interesting.  I wonder just who is responding to whom then...

  • anonymous said on Nov 27, 2006....
    That's the beauty of it; we'll never know who is responding to whom.  But, even if you think you are responding to the right person, sometimes that's good enough.  :)
  • anonymous said on Nov 27, 2006....
    So...  "It's the thought that counts"?
  • anonymous said on Nov 27, 2006....
    You know, SC really needs to put a link back to the home page at the very bottom of all blog entries, especially the ones with a gazillion comments like this one.  It makes life easier.
  • anonymous said on Nov 27, 2006....
    Respond across the pond
    which side are you on
    will you respond to me
    or will I to you
    does it really matter who
    gives each other comfort new
    if it comes from the heart
    where all emotions start
    blessings ye who recieve
    for it gives you strength to give
    the gift of life, which is Love.
  • anonymous said on Nov 27, 2006....
    That was beautiful...
  • anonymous said on Nov 27, 2006....
    Does it matter which post one responds to? Whether it be cross pond or not? If the sentiment is genuine then no harm is done.

    And btw quite often you are responding to our posts in exactly the same way. ;-)
  • Alyss said on Nov 27, 2006....
    The poem is beautiful, thank you anonymous.
  • anonymous said on Nov 27, 2006....
    Oops, forgot  to check the damn box! 
  • anonymous said on Nov 27, 2006....
    #999!
  • anonymous said on Nov 27, 2006....
    Actually, I know when I am responding to your posts and when I am not.  That much I have figured out, quite acurately.   A little purposeful misdirection is a good thing to keep those who are far too snoopy guessing. ;)
  • anonymous said on Nov 27, 2006....
    what about the too woodstock ones? :)
  • anonymous said on Nov 27, 2006....
    Damn, I posted and the site hiccuped so now I get to write it all again. Ack.

    I can fairly accurately identify who has posted what, or which are specific to me, within a reasonable error margin but the art of misdirection had not escaped me either. ;-)
  • anonymous said on Nov 27, 2006....
    I must admit that I try to change my style
    for in reading posts all the while
    there are those that will pick up style
    like a hound that picks up scent
    on a trail that seems well spent
    but identifies the writer
    to the well seasoned rider
    of the written trails of men

    thank you one and all for the positive feedback...this mundane existance that I / we lead is more the better for it.
  • anonymous said on Nov 28, 2006....
    Another night, another day
    yet more time to while away.
    Wondering how you are
    in your life, with us apart so far.
    Another day, another night
    trying to identify what is right.
    Experiencing the same frustrations
    with complications and restrictions.
    Another night, another day
    one in which we cannot play.
    Filled with longing, wanting more
    unable to share through the closed door.
  • anonymous said on Nov 28, 2006....
    wonderful.....
  • anonymous said on Nov 28, 2006....
    misdirection is a wonderful thing.

    ohhh..and the poem is a beautiful expression of the complications for you....despite those complications, you two are lucky to have each other.
  • anonymous said on Nov 28, 2006....
    just got home glad to say
    with tired feet that make me sway
    towards the fountain that never stops
    to rejuvinate all that you got
    replenish strength and energy
    spent in today's activities
    much ado in times like these
    with all of the festivities
    preparing, tying, wrapping and painting
    and all the while contemplating
    activities once shared by all
    now reduced to days of yore
    wishful thinking bring emotions
    swimming gently in the ocean
    of Love and Life and emotions gentle


  • anonymous said on Nov 28, 2006....

  • anonymous said on Nov 28, 2006....
    wow...some hiccup the site just did...almost lost everything but couldn't edit...
  • anonymous said on Nov 28, 2006....
    the editing problem has been about for most of the day.  i think it started last night.  when you click edit your whole comment vanishes...it will be there posted but you can't edit the blooming thing.
  • anonymous said on Nov 28, 2006....
    But you know what is great about it - you cannot edit yourself: meaning more authenticity....Hail, hail the technology sucks, what the hell do I care, what the hell do you care?!
  • anonymous said on Nov 28, 2006....
    i'm tired and hungry
  • anonymous said on Nov 28, 2006....
    hehehehehe......
  • anonymous said on Nov 28, 2006....
    and cranky...being tired and hungry makes me cranky
  • anonymous said on Nov 28, 2006....
    Well, honey why are you sitting in front of the comp?! Get up eat and go to bed!! On second thoughts, leave the snack and just go to bed!!!
  • anonymous said on Nov 28, 2006....
    Hail, hail the clueless is here, what the heck do I care, what the heck is she still doing here?!
  • anonymous said on Nov 28, 2006....
    Cranky and Hungry had a race
    up and down the pillow case
    Cranky fell down and broke her crown
    and Hungry won the race !
  • anonymous said on Nov 28, 2006....
    it's too early to go to bed....so i had a snack instead...and took advil.  
  • anonymous said on Nov 28, 2006....
    early to bed and early to rise makes a man healthy, wealthy, (well maybe not too wealthy in this day and age) and wise.....
    tomorrow is an early start
    and with you all I must part
    will remember to set the alarm
    so oversleep will not harm
    my paycheck...........☺ ♥
  • anonymous said on Nov 28, 2006....
    i want this pain in my heart...no...my soul to stop.

    i want him to love me the way he did when we were first married...to look at me the way he did then.


  • anonymous said on Nov 28, 2006....
    god, I hate feeling this way.
  • anonymous said on Nov 28, 2006....
    Then don´t!Hail hail the whiners are here (including me = ) ) What the heck do I care? What the heck do we care?
  • anonymous said on Nov 28, 2006....
    ?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
  • anonymous said on Nov 28, 2006....
    PLEASE DELETE THIS POST. IT IS SUCKING UP TOO MUCH SOULCAST SPACE. NOT TO MENTION IT JUST GENERALLY SUCKS.
  • anonymous said on Nov 29, 2006....
    Nawwww....you're better off deleting yourself from this post.

    A magic potion would there be
    to make you feel towards me
    the way you did at the start
    that wonderful feeling that would not part
    until the day that we wed
    and swore it would always be this way
  • anonymous said on Nov 29, 2006....
    Yeah, whiner! Ooops have to check the small box.....okay ticked....YEAH WHINER!
     
    You are better off if you delete yourself from this blog....err anonymous above, he canna do that mate?!
     
    Better show yourself twerp....er pal, buddy....then HK can block you then you will not be so annoyed with this blog...IMHO ;  )
  • anonymous said on Nov 29, 2006....
    ☺ ♂ ☻♥
  • anonymous said on Nov 30, 2006....
    How is it I can feel so much, and yet be so damned helpless when I want to be able to help someone I love?!...
  • anonymous said on Nov 30, 2006....
    Who do you love then?  Maybe I can help?  I am not feeling so helpless anymore.
  • anonymous said on Nov 30, 2006....
    The one I love with all my heart.  My soulmate...
  • anonymous said on Nov 30, 2006....
    har har and did i say har?
  • anonymous said on Nov 30, 2006....
    Hhhhhmmm?

  • PAPERBACKWRITER said on Nov 30, 2006....
    off yougo!
  • anonymous said on Nov 30, 2006....

  • anonymous said on Nov 30, 2006....
    For fuck sake, there is no such thing as anonymity!
  • PAPERBACKWRITER said on Nov 30, 2006....
    I agree *sigh*
  • anonymous said on Nov 30, 2006....
    Serious, people are a fool not to see what she is up to.
  • anonymous said on Nov 30, 2006....
    you are booooooring!
  • anonymous said on Nov 30, 2006....
    If we are so boring then why are you posting here?
  • anonymous said on Nov 30, 2006....
    You as the commenter before me.
  • anonymous said on Nov 30, 2006....
    Ahh, making assumptions?  People use this thread to vent about life outside of SC as well.


  • anonymous said on Nov 30, 2006....
    I will never learn.
  • anonymous said on Nov 30, 2006....
    I am so boring.
  • anonymous said on Nov 30, 2006....
    Serious, people are a fool not to see what she is up to.
  • anonymous said on Nov 30, 2006....

    okay, i'll bite.  'she' who, and what is it she is up to?

    and people would be 'fools' not to see...etc, et al.  plural subject, plural descriptor.

  • anonymous said on Nov 30, 2006....
    Well, she is not welcome here too.
  • anonymous said on Nov 30, 2006....
    hmmmmm....i'm tired this morning.  work came too early.
  • anonymous said on Nov 30, 2006....
    Who isn't welcome here?  The anonymous poster who complaining about someone or the one giving the grammar lesson?  Or the tired one?  Or...?
  • anonymous said on Nov 30, 2006....
    Well, now, isn't this an interesting little post....
  • anonymous said on Nov 30, 2006....
    I just want to rhyme - may I stay happykat? Please, as a Christmas gift: confirm your assent in all your greatness.
  • anonymous said on Nov 30, 2006....
    Serious, people are a fool not to see what she is up to.
  • anonymous said on Nov 30, 2006....
    Ohhh...now we have a parrot.
  • anonymous said on Nov 30, 2006....
    I hate this time of year...ugh.
  • anonymous said on Nov 30, 2006....
    Some of the people on this site who think they can write couldn't write their way out of a paper bag. 
  • anonymous said on Nov 30, 2006....
    oh come on, tell us how you really feel. or about whom.  no need to be coy.
  • anonymous said on Nov 30, 2006....
    Tell you how I really feel.  Tired.  I've very tired.  I need more coffee.

    And...maybe...food.  :)
  • anonymous said on Nov 30, 2006....
    Damn, I stepped on it again!
  • anonymous said on Nov 30, 2006....
    A few hours absence and the fur begins to fly. Random words and thoughtless jibes and stirring of the pot. Such sly and spiteful machinations reveal one's true colors. Shame on you.
  • anonymous said on Nov 30, 2006....
    suntzu say: you still here? good ah? me smell soybean noodle in air. anyways, me discover foolproof way detect who post what in this unsigned calligraphy scroll. but me not telling... :-) instead, me offer soulcast emperor 10 bolts good rice paper scroll, to last this blog til spring.

  • anonymous said on Nov 30, 2006....
    haaiiiieeeeeeeejaaaaaaa..........  Rice paper rolls make good spring rolls.

  • anonymous said on Nov 30, 2006....
    Confucious say....me confused.
    Let boring one say why so boring when life can be boring already?
    Spice up your life a bit.
  • anonymous said on Nov 30, 2006....
    hey look at me...I can do ♂and ☺ and ♥and just wait till mommy teaches me more.
  • anonymous said on Nov 30, 2006....
    grrrrr..i hate my job some days.
  • anonymous said on Dec 01, 2006....
    hehehehehehehe.......☺
  • anonymous said on Dec 01, 2006....

    I can't find my panties.

  • anonymous said on Dec 01, 2006....
    go comando !
    with a short skirt on a windy day.
    it will lift up your spirits.
  • anonymous said on Dec 01, 2006....

  • anonymous said on Dec 01, 2006....
    speechless you leave me
  • anonymous said on Dec 02, 2006....
    ☺ and ♂ with ♥ can ☼ then ♣ inside ⌂ with ♥
  • anonymous said on Dec 03, 2006....
    Yabba Dabba Doooooo.....I'm still in love with yoouuuuuuuuu !
  • anonymous said on Dec 03, 2006....
    I can't go on feeling like this..
  • anonymous said on Dec 04, 2006....
    Why Not??
  • anonymous said on Dec 04, 2006....
    I love you. There it is. I love you.
  • anonymous said on Dec 04, 2006....
    ♥ ☺ ♥
  • anonymous said on Dec 04, 2006....
    god...this fucking suxs
  • anonymous said on Dec 04, 2006....
    I still wait for the phone to ring. And it never will.
  • anonymous said on Dec 04, 2006....
    My heart aches for you.
  • anonymous said on Dec 04, 2006....
    Maybe You could get your phone fixed ?
    not to mention giving me the number ?
  • anonymous said on Dec 04, 2006....
    My heart aches too for the one I cannot have and never will.....
  • anonymous said on Dec 04, 2006....
    why postpone the inevitable? let's meet and see where our fancy takes us.
  • anonymous said on Dec 04, 2006....
    This will never be fixed. I should just give up.
  • anonymous said on Dec 05, 2006....
    Give it up....fall in Love
    that's what life is made up of
    to think that one could ever be
    without the one thing you should see
    in life's short trip on a boat
    that which without it will not float
    for that is what it's made up of
    what is known as the Ocean...of Love
  • anonymous said on Dec 05, 2006....
    My heart and soul ache for the one I love, for the one I care most about. 
  • anonymous said on Dec 05, 2006....
    take a break for love
    do it all for love
    be a fool go love
    climb some stairs for love
    scratch an itch for love
    raise your glass for love
    make a toast for love
    do your most for love
    give it all for love
    give your life for love
  • anonymous said on Dec 05, 2006....
    What kind of fool am I ?
    Who always falls in Love...♫
    Forgetting closing tags
    WIth boobs that flag
    Everywhich wayyyyy and sag...♫
    What kind of fool am I ?
    Who always falls in Love...♫
  • anonymous said on Dec 05, 2006....
    I have outstanding friends.
  • anonymous said on Dec 06, 2006....
    my heart forgot how to love ... i think... i want to love... but i can't... what do i do?
  • anonymous said on Dec 06, 2006....
    It's a new day. I can either waste it, or I can do something constructive and fulfilling. What to do, what to do...
  • anonymous said on Dec 06, 2006....
    to be or not to be
    to waste or not to waste
    to do or not to do...

    this comment was brought to you by:

    Shakespeare Lovers Anonymous

  • anonymous said on Dec 06, 2006....
    get naked and get going...your heart will follow.
  • anonymous said on Dec 06, 2006....
    Baby kangaroos are so cute!
  • anonymous said on Dec 06, 2006....
    god this is so frustrating...one minute this, one minute that....grrrr....
  • anonymous said on Dec 06, 2006....
    Leave a post if you know when it will stop hurting.
  • anonymous said on Dec 06, 2006....
    a kiss from mommy will make it stop hurting
  • anonymous said on Dec 07, 2006....
    A kiss from Daddy Cool
    who is nobody's fool
    will make you feel alright
    when things seem out of sight
    when it would look and seem
    that not just in your dreams
    you would get to your goal
    and find a bag of coals...
    ♂
  • anonymous said on Dec 07, 2006....
    thirty-six...
  • anonymous said on Dec 07, 2006....
    forty-seven...

  • anonymous said on Dec 07, 2006....
    are we talking bottles of beer on the wall?

  • anonymous said on Dec 07, 2006....
    so when is it going to stop hurting?
  • anonymous said on Dec 07, 2006....
    are we there yet?
  • anonymous said on Dec 07, 2006....
    the hurt never goes away it simply becomes part of you
  • anonymous said on Dec 07, 2006....
    there is great wisdom in that.
  • anonymous said on Dec 07, 2006....
    just one night. one night to last a lifetime.
  • anonymous said on Dec 07, 2006....
    So your saying we should get naked and my heart will follow??
  • anonymous said on Dec 07, 2006....
    yes it will...
    baring the your body first is just a start...

  • anonymous said on Dec 16, 2006....
    Let's play spin the bottle....who goes first? 
  • anonymous said on Dec 16, 2006....
    Me...
  • anonymous said on Dec 16, 2006....
    you...
  • anonymous said on Dec 16, 2006....
    You have no fucking clue what you're talking about.
  • anonymous said on Dec 16, 2006....
    I hope it never happens to you.
  • anonymous said on Dec 16, 2006....
    Yes, but I fake it well enough it fools a ton of people.
  • anonymous said on Dec 16, 2006....
    Face it, the world is full of fools; we witness that on here at least once a day.
  • anonymous said on Dec 16, 2006....
    Ahhh.... yes. But remember the old saying....it takes one to know one.
  • anonymous said on Dec 16, 2006....
    I don't know about you, but if I don't make a fool of myself once in a while, then I don't feel normal.   Life's too short and one must enjoy.
  • anonymous said on Dec 16, 2006....
    Fool or not...I still ♥ you.
  • anonymous said on Dec 16, 2006....
    Maybe I should give it a try. If it doesn't work out, at least I'll know I made the effort.
  • anonymous said on Dec 16, 2006....
    I wonder if this thread will ever die.
  • anonymous said on Dec 17, 2006....
    Your conscience will be clear for you'll never have that nagging thought bugging you.  To have tried, even if it doesn't work out, is better than not having done anything at all.
  • anonymous said on Dec 17, 2006....
    He has no idea how sexy he is. I'm so glad this is anonymous.
  • anonymous said on Dec 17, 2006....
    Why don't you just tell him?
    Merry Christmas!
  • anonymous said on Dec 17, 2006....
    Nope, bad idea. Just wishful thinking.
  • PAPERBACKWRITER said on Dec 17, 2006....
    Merry Christmas Happykat

    peace,

    paper~
  • anonymous said on Dec 17, 2006....
    So much for anonimity...
  • anonymous said on Dec 18, 2006....
    ♥ Merry Christmas to all...♥
  • anonymous said on Dec 19, 2006....
    I dreamed about him last night. And woke being faced with the knowledge that I will never speak to him again. It's a quiet pain that never leaves me. Most days I can handle it, but today...
  • anonymous said on Dec 19, 2006....
    sounds like you need to sit down and analyze your thoughts, feelings and emotions connected. You'd best do it with a good friend. A professional will do the same but you won't bond closer and increase the friendship...not to mention the bill.
  • anonymous said on Dec 19, 2006....
    today, i miss him terribly.
  • anonymous said on Dec 19, 2006....
    right back at you
  • anonymous said on Dec 19, 2006....
    i don't know how to tell him how scared i am.
  • anonymous said on Dec 19, 2006....
    scared of what?
  • anonymous said on Dec 19, 2006....
    I believe so differently about a basic concept that he does.  And now, I think....*SIGH*
  • anonymous said on Dec 20, 2006....
    just tell him. he might surprise you--pleasantly.
  • anonymous said on Dec 20, 2006....
    no...not this...not this time.
  • anonymous said on Dec 20, 2006....
    If I cut and run now will you let me go or will you pursue me?

    Will you let me go if I ask it?

    Even if you know it is fear that makes me retreat?
  • anonymous said on Dec 20, 2006....
    I fell...
  • anonymous said on Dec 20, 2006....
    I wish I could go back  in time.  So many things I'd do differently...
  • anonymous said on Dec 20, 2006....
    I wish I had met him 15 years ago.
  • anonymous said on Dec 20, 2006....
    That would have been lovely...and fun.
  • anonymous said on Dec 20, 2006....
    What should I have for lunch?
  • anonymous said on Dec 20, 2006....
    I had a slice of cold pizza.
  • anonymous said on Dec 20, 2006....
    I won't pursue you if you go.   I will let you go if you ask.   And I know how you fear what I feel.
  • MissMimi said on Dec 20, 2006....
    Mmmm, pizza. It'll probably be a turkey sandwich.
  • anonymous said on Dec 20, 2006....
    [giggles]
  • anonymous said on Dec 20, 2006....
    oh dear.

    [snickers]
  • anonymous said on Dec 20, 2006....
    I want her so badly some days I can taste it. Which coincidentally is something I want of her: to taste her.
  • anonymous said on Dec 20, 2006....
    oops.
  • anonymous said on Dec 20, 2006....
    i'm afraid he'll think i'm really not all that attractive.
  • anonymous said on Dec 20, 2006....
    I miss him.
  • anonymous said on Dec 20, 2006....
    I miss the sound of his voice.
  • anonymous said on Dec 20, 2006....
    I'm feeling very feisty today.
  • anonymous said on Dec 20, 2006....
    maybe, just maybe, he misses the sound of yours?
  • anonymous said on Dec 20, 2006....
    While my heart is a shield and I won't let it down
    While I am so afraid to fail so I won't even try
    Well how can I say I'm alive...
  • anonymous said on Dec 20, 2006....
    no, believe me, he has his earplugs in.
  • anonymous said on Dec 20, 2006....
    somehow, i doubt that he does.
  • anonymous said on Dec 20, 2006....
    stabbing oneself in the side of the head while trying to put a piercing back in is a bad thing.  
  • anonymous said on Dec 20, 2006....
    okay, so now, i'm really nervous....
  • anonymous said on Dec 20, 2006....
    my is it so important to me that you find me attractive....why?
  • anonymous said on Dec 20, 2006....
    perhaps he already does?
  • anonymous said on Dec 20, 2006....
    grrrr....get out of my head.
  • anonymous said on Dec 20, 2006....
    okay...i'm either silly or stupid or both.

    /sigh
  • anonymous said on Dec 20, 2006....
    If I fell in love with you, would you promise to be true?
  • anonymous said on Dec 20, 2006....
    When people fall in Love...how long of a fall is it?
    How high up do you have to be to fall out of Love?
    If Love hurts...is it because of the fall?
    Which one hurts the most...to fall in Love or to fall out of Love?
    Do you fall in Love because you tripped?  On what?
    If Duty calls...what does Love do...Yell? Sing? or just write a note?
    Do Love notes turn into Love letters when they grow up?
    I wonder how many other questions about Love are out there?
  • anonymous said on Dec 20, 2006....
    What would happen if my feelings for you changed?
  • anonymous said on Dec 20, 2006....
    there's no knowing without crossing that bridge, now is there?
  • anonymous said on Dec 20, 2006....
    No, there's no knowing...maybe I should just burn that bridge down...it's safer.
  • anonymous said on Dec 20, 2006....
    can you burn that bridge, in all honesty? and are either really options?
  • anonymous said on Dec 20, 2006....
    That depends on what you mean by either, now doesn't it.

    I suppose, I can't burn the bridge if you won't let me.  You are a tenacious little bugger.
  • anonymous said on Dec 20, 2006....
    It's not my fault....
  • anonymous said on Dec 20, 2006....
    You're damned right I won't. And yes, quite tenacious...when it matters to me.
  • anonymous said on Dec 20, 2006....
    so, i can stand on the other side of it and smirk at you...or..../sigh
  • anonymous said on Dec 20, 2006....
    or...?
  • anonymous said on Dec 20, 2006....
    or nothing...there is really no "or", is there?

    either...what did either mean, exactly?
  • anonymous said on Dec 20, 2006....
    You were the one who said it...
  • anonymous said on Dec 20, 2006....
    no you are the one who asked if either were really options.

    we know burning the bridge down isn't; you won't let me.  and we both know i've tried but not hard.
  • anonymous said on Dec 20, 2006....
    No matter how hard you try, I don't think it would take...

    I don't know what i was asking, now.
  • anonymous said on Dec 20, 2006....
    perhaps you were asking if crossing the bridge was an option.

    and it's not...not for us.
  • anonymous said on Dec 20, 2006....
    Of course it isn't. Which is why I don't know what I was asking.
  • anonymous said on Dec 20, 2006....
    i've crossed that bridge and recrossed it a million times in my head.

  • anonymous said on Dec 20, 2006....
    As have I.
  • anonymous said on Dec 20, 2006....
    I...damnit...

    this is making me insane.


  • anonymous said on Dec 20, 2006....
    Wait..what if we mean something totally different by the bridge?!?!?
  • anonymous said on Dec 21, 2006....
    a canal?
  • anonymous said on Dec 21, 2006....
    how far are both of you willing to go?
  • anonymous said on Dec 21, 2006....
    and if you're willing to go that far...why cross and burn bridges?
  • anonymous said on Dec 21, 2006....
    why not build new ones?
  • anonymous said on Dec 21, 2006....
    some bridges are crossable, some are not, others are worthy of burning from either side,

    some itches are not meant to be scratched, but others are,

    what matters is if you agree what should be done.
  • anonymous said on Dec 21, 2006....
    let me try again, let me try again
  • anonymous said on Dec 21, 2006....
    yeah, thank you oh so much HK!!!
  • anonymous said on Dec 21, 2006....
    i'm tired...
  • anonymous said on Dec 21, 2006....
    Aw, do I gotta?
  • anonymous said on Dec 21, 2006....
    99 bottles of beer on the wall, 99 bottles of beer if one of them should happen to fall...
  • anonymous said on Dec 21, 2006....
    I can't get you out of my head today.
  • anonymous said on Dec 21, 2006....
    Can you ever, really?
  • anonymous said on Dec 21, 2006....
    Yes, during some parts of the day.  But the strangest things remind me of you.
  • anonymous said on Dec 21, 2006....
    Right back at you. :)
  • anonymous said on Dec 21, 2006....
    Well, we are on the same page, non?
  • anonymous said on Dec 21, 2006....
    Mais oui!
  • anonymous said on Dec 21, 2006....
    *grins*
  • anonymous said on Dec 21, 2006....
    Comment #1200 is mine!
  • anonymous said on Dec 21, 2006....
    May we always dream
    In the ways of style
    Going ahead full steam
    While staying all the while
    Within our rules so mean
    Drinking bitter Ale
    Always getting stale
    From the wayward gale
    That comes in with no reason
    In middle of the season

  • anonymous said on Dec 21, 2006....

    The sixth sheik's sixth sheep is sick.

     I slit a sheet, a sheet I slit, and on that slitted sheet I sit.

  • anonymous said on Dec 21, 2006....
    *sigh*
  • anonymous said on Dec 22, 2006....
    98 bottels of beer on the wall, 98 bottles of beer if one of them should happen to fall...
  • anonymous said on Dec 22, 2006....
    I saw Mommy kissing Santa Claus
  • anonymous said on Dec 22, 2006....
    I'm really gonna miss you and I don't want to tell you how much.
  • anonymous said on Dec 22, 2006....
    I'm really going to miss you too....so very much.
  • anonymous said on Dec 22, 2006....
    97 bottels of beer on the wall, 97 bottles of beer if one of them should happen to fall...
  • anonymous said on Dec 22, 2006....
    I'm not going to feel guilty for that. I need for you to know that.
  • anonymous said on Dec 22, 2006....
    Thank you.  I am simply in awe of the beauty of that moment.  
  • anonymous said on Dec 22, 2006....
    You are most welcome. :)
  • anonymous said on Dec 23, 2006....
    ♫ 96 bottles of beer on the wall...96 bottles of beer...♫
    ♫ Take one down and pass it around...                      ♫
  • anonymous said on Dec 23, 2006....
    ♫ 95 bottles of beer on the wall....95 bottles of beer...♫
    ♫ Take one down and pass it around...........................♫
  • anonymous said on Dec 23, 2006....
    Actually...the correct version as I remember from the old high school days is:
    ♫ 94 bottles of beer on the wall...94 bottles of beer...♫
    ♫ Take one down and pass it around.........................♫
    ♫ 93 bottles of beer on the wall................................♫
  • anonymous said on Dec 24, 2006....
    MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE
  • anonymous said on Dec 25, 2006....
    ♫ 92 bottles of beer on the wall...92 bottles of beer...♫
    ♫ Take one down and pass it around*.........................♫
    ♫ 91 bottles of beer on the wall................................♫

    *Well fwiw, I like your version ; falling beers are just so much waste! I don´t even remember where I learned or heard it.  English is not my mother tongue, so my mind must´ve replaced what I have not heard properly...

    BTW, how do you add the notes? Thanks &

    Merry Christmas all!
  • anonymous said on Dec 25, 2006....
    English is not mine either...Spanish is, but I've been here in the states so many years that I sometimes think it is...speak it better than Spanish. I learned the notes on learning to do the ñ for Spanish writing to my relatives down south.
    On a laptop it doesn't work (haven't learned yet) but on a p/c keyboard hold down the alt button while pressing 1 6 4 for ñ and for ♫ you hold down alt and press 2 six times.  Different numbers and combinations will give you different characters...don't really know them all just a few...☺... try the simple ones first.
    MERRY CHRISTMAS to you and yours.
    And to all of SoulCast.

  • anonymous said on Dec 25, 2006....
    ♫ 91 bottles of beer on the wall...91 bottles of beer...♫
    ♫ Take one down and pass it around........................♫
    ♫ 90 bottles of beer on the wall...............................♫

    what does  fwiw mean? I have to catch up on my abbreviations..
  • anonymous said on Dec 25, 2006....
    You've made my special Christmas, even more special.  I love you.
  • anonymous said on Dec 25, 2006....
    So many things I want to say, so many things I want to do but they can all be summed up in I love you.

    And I miss you...
  • anonymous said on Dec 25, 2006....
    fwiw = for what its worth
  • anonymous said on Dec 25, 2006....
    Muchos Gracias above  =   )
    Muchos Gracias Amigo -

    y serbesa?!

    ♫ 90 bottles of beer on the wall...90 bottles of beer...♫
    ♫ Take one down and pass it around........................♫
    ♫ 89 bottles of beer on the wall...............................♫

  • anonymous said on Dec 25, 2006....
    ♫ 89 bottles of beer on the wall...89 bottles of beer...♫
    ♫ Take one down and pass it around.........................♫
    ♫ 88 bottles of beer on the wall ................................♫
     Merry Christmas with much ♥ and cerveza my friend !
  • anonymous said on Dec 26, 2006....

    ♫ 88 bottles of beer on the wall...89 bottles of beer...♫
    ♫ Take one down and pass it around.........................♫
    ♫ 87 bottles of beer on the wall ................................♫

    Thank you.  Hope you had a wonderful Christmas!  =     )
  • anonymous said on Dec 26, 2006....
    Ahh to hear your voice again.
  • anonymous said on Dec 26, 2006....
    I don't want to tell you how much I miss you, but I do. A lot.
  • anonymous said on Dec 26, 2006....
    ♫ 87 bottles of beer on the wall...87 bottles of beer...♫
    ♫ Take one down and pass it around.........................♫
    ♫ 86 bottles of beer on the wall ................................♫

    I´m obsessed...sigh
  • anonymous said on Dec 26, 2006....
    And why don't you want to tell me how much you miss me?    Do you know the feeling is mutual?
  • anonymous said on Dec 26, 2006....
    ♫ 86 bottles of beer on the wall...86 bottles of beer...♫
    ♫ Take one down and pass it around.........................♫
    ♫ 85 bottles of beer on the wall ................................♫

    Yep...obsessed.

    Feel like an advert.... =    )
  • anonymous said on Dec 26, 2006....
    ♫ 85 bottles of beer on the wall...85 bottles of beer...♫
    ♫ Take one down and pass it around.........................♫
    ♫ 84 bottles of beer on the wall................................♫

    yep...obsessed, as in plural      : )
  • anonymous said on Dec 26, 2006....
    And yes...I do miss you.  ☺
  • anonymous said on Dec 26, 2006....
    I'm standing on the edge of that bridge...
  • anonymous said on Dec 26, 2006....
    I have no right to feel jealous, but I do. Childish, very childish.
  • anonymous said on Dec 26, 2006....
    I feel kind of lost without you..
  • anonymous said on Dec 27, 2006....
    Which bridge??? Which bridge??? Oh no! I've just finished arming all the c4 packs under that one!
  • anonymous said on Dec 27, 2006....
    No the other bridge!  That one was for later! 
    Quick, disarm the packs and begin evacuation. Plan B is in effect.
  • anonymous said on Dec 27, 2006....
    I no longer know which, if any comments, are being addressed to me. That's kinda fun, but also mildly irritating. :p
  • anonymous said on Dec 27, 2006....
    I don't want to have to talk to him about this. He doesn't respect my opinion, and it's like talking to a particularly stubborn brick wall. Maybe it's my fault. I don't know what to do anymore.
  • anonymous said on Dec 27, 2006....
    perhaps there's someone else you can enlist to buoy the chances of his listening? is this something about which you can do such a thing?
  • anonymous said on Dec 27, 2006....

    Maybe blowing up the bridge wasn't that bad an idea after all as it will force me to take a new direction.
  • anonymous said on Dec 27, 2006....
    ♫ 84 bottles of beer on the wall...84 bottles of beer... ♫
    ♫ Take one down and pass it around........................♫
    ♫ 83 bottles of beer on the wall.................................♫
  • anonymous said on Dec 27, 2006....
    ♫ 83 bottles of beer on the wall...83 bottles of beer... ♫
    ♫ Take one down and pass it around........................♫
    ♫ 82 bottles of beer on the wall.................................♫
  • anonymous said on Dec 27, 2006....

    I miss the sound of your voice.  :(

  • anonymous said on Dec 27, 2006....
    I need it bad.  And none of this sweet gentle stuff.  I want to bite and scream and go crazy.
  • anonymous said on Dec 27, 2006....
    Please don't die; I'm not ready for you to leave me.
  • anonymous said on Dec 27, 2006....
    I need you...
  • anonymous said on Dec 27, 2006....
    <Offers hugs>
     
    Be strong...
  • anonymous said on Dec 27, 2006....
    I fear that this time I will not bend but break under the strain.
  • anonymous said on Dec 27, 2006....
    It's okay to let things out, but try not let it break you.  Be strong.  Feel free to vent and rant about it here if needs be...
  • anonymous said on Dec 27, 2006....
    you are stronger than you dare to believe.
  • anonymous said on Dec 27, 2006....

    Haven't you served enough penance?  Call me.  Please.

  • anonymous said on Dec 27, 2006....
    Sometimes I think this will surely kill me. Some days I wish it would.
  • anonymous said on Dec 27, 2006....
    I love you--simply and quietly, I love you.
  • anonymous said on Dec 27, 2006....
    Some days you simply amaze me.  Thank you.
  • anonymous said on Dec 27, 2006....
    Quiet love is the best love.
  • anonymous said on Dec 27, 2006....
    What do you want me to call you?
  • anonymous said on Dec 27, 2006....
    ♫ 82 bottles of beer on the wall...82 bottles of beer...♫
    ♫ Take one down and pass it around........................♫
    ♫ 81 bottles of beer on the wall................................♫
  • anonymous said on Dec 27, 2006....
    Bad day for missing him.
  • anonymous said on Dec 27, 2006....
    It's quiet because it's not ment to be as we both belong to others.  
  • anonymous said on Dec 27, 2006....
    "let me call you sweetheart, i'm in lo-o-o-ve wif you-oo...
    let me hear you whisper, that you lo-o-o-ve me too-oo..."
    sappy, sappy...
  • anonymous said on Dec 27, 2006....
    Love is a wonderful thing ♫
    It makes your heart go Ding ♫
    It gives one a chance to sing ♫
    Love is a wonderful thing ♫

  • anonymous said on Dec 28, 2006....
    I don't know what to do about the feelings that I have for you that I have to reign in and violently tamp down everyday.
  • anonymous said on Dec 28, 2006....
    If I fell in love with you
    Would you promise to be true
    And help me understand
    cause Ive been in love before
    And I found that love was more
    Than just holding hands

    If I give my heart to you
    I must be sure
    From the very start
    That you would love me more than her

    If I trust in you oh please
    Dont run and hide
    If I love you too oh please
    Dont hurt my pride like her
    cause I couldnt stand the pain
    And I would be sad if our new love was in vain

    So I hope you see that i
    Would love to love you
    And that she will cry
    When she learns we are two

    If I fell in love with you

    And now for the sponsors

     ♫ 81 bottles of beer on the wall...81 bottles of beer...♫
    ♫ Take one down and pass it around........................♫
    ♫ 80 bottles of beer on the wall................................♫

    80! me sign.....




  • anonymous said on Dec 28, 2006....
    ♫ 80 bottles of beer on the wall...80 bottles of beer...♫
    ♫ Take one down and pass it around........................♫
    ♫ 79 bottles of beer on the wall..............................♫

    Brought to you by:
    Drink Responsible Group Anonymous  
  • anonymous said on Dec 28, 2006....
    I lurrrv this blog...

    ♫ 79 bottles of beer on the wall...79 bottles of beer...♫
    ♫ Take one down and pass it around........................♫
    ♫ 78 bottles of beer on the wall..............................♫

    one more time with feeling friends and all

     ♫ 78 bottles of beer on the wall...78 bottles of beer...♫
    ♫ Take one down and pass it around........................♫
    ♫ 77 bottles of beer on the wall..............................♫


  • anonymous said on Dec 28, 2006....

    Oh boy, Beatles music!

    Get back to where you once belonged!

  • anonymous said on Dec 28, 2006....
    Let me call you Sweetheart...I'm in Looove with youuuu....♫
  • anonymous said on Dec 28, 2006....
    This a great CD! Thank you!
  • anonymous said on Dec 28, 2006....

  • anonymous said on Dec 28, 2006....
    There is a void...an empty space in my heart... that can only be filled with Love.
  • anonymous said on Dec 28, 2006....
    This is dedicated to HK for thinking up of this blog...thank you for the second chance because I truly love this blog...it is the "real" SoulCast...

    for N, wherever you are...
    for     H, hope to chat soooon...

    and for my pal who shares my love of passing around beer LOL =    )


    There are places i'll remember
    All my life though some have changed
    Some forever not for better
    Some have gone and some remain
    All these places have their moments
    With lovers and friends i still can recall
    Some are dead and some are living
    In my life i've loved them all

    But of all these friends and lovers
    There is no one compares with you
    And these memories lose their meaning
    When i think of love as something new
    Though i know i'll never lose affection
    For people and things that went before
    I know i'll often stop and think about them
    In my life i love you more

    Though i know i'll never lose affection
    For people and things that went before
    I know i'll often stop and think about them
    In my life i love you more
    In my life i love you more
  • anonymous said on Dec 28, 2006....
    I dare you to post the lyrics of a Beatles song that I don't recognize!
  • anonymous said on Dec 28, 2006....
    is it a double-dog dare? cuz, you know, those cannot be refused...
  • anonymous said on Dec 28, 2006....
    Okay, double dog... Ready and waiting.
  • anonymous said on Dec 28, 2006....

    I am missing her terribly, but the occasional hello helps.

    Even so, my heart still aches to be with her...

  • anonymous said on Dec 28, 2006....
    There's another void....an empty space in my heart....that can only be filled with beer...errrr...love..errr...love of beer? yeah that's it...love of beer !!!
  • anonymous said on Dec 28, 2006....
    I lurrrv dares....but have to wait tomorrow pal...need to sleep!

    ♫ 77bottles of beer on the wall...77 bottles of beer...♫
    ♫ Take one down and pass it around........................♫
    ♫ 76 bottles of beer on the wall..............................♫

    If I don´t dream of cute guys guzzling beer, I´ll (fill in the blanks, I´m beyond sleep land to bother being cute and  quippy, ~ wry grin ~

  • anonymous said on Dec 28, 2006....
    btw, what the heck is double-dog-dare, if I might ask?!?

    good-night y´all!
  • anonymous said on Dec 28, 2006....
    ♫ 76 bottles of beer on the wall...76 bottles of beer...♫
    ♫ Take one down and pass it around........................♫
    ♫ 75 bottles of beer on the wall................................♫

    Good night and pleasant dreams.....
    (I'll be dreaming of cute girls passing beer around and getting fresh)
    ☺
  • anonymous said on Dec 29, 2006....
    Soon, very soon all will be revealed...
  • anonymous said on Dec 29, 2006....
    oooooooohhh....thrilling

    Thriller, thriller night

    naaaah...I was put off by the bad publicity - although a bit unfair since, who knows the whole truth, right?

    Never judge, unless you want to be judged - si mi amigo? Heeeeloooo (((echo)))
  • anonymous said on Dec 29, 2006....
    Ermmm, almost forgot the sponsors

    ♫ 75bottles of beer on the wall...75 bottles of beer...♫
    ♫ Take one down and pass it around........................♫
    ♫ 74 bottles of beer on the wall................................♫

    Stay tuned as I try to fulfill the dare of anonymous ...I am still left with the question: what the heck is double dog dare?

    oooopsss almost signed my name     LMAO ;     )

    mumbling "I need to take a break from all this..."
  • anonymous said on Dec 29, 2006....
    heh...the writing style is enough to reveal who you are.
  • anonymous said on Dec 29, 2006....
    i say ditto...nighty nite
  • anonymous said on Dec 29, 2006....

    BTW, the music notes show up as boxes in IE 6.0.  :(

     

     

     

  • anonymous said on Dec 29, 2006....

    I didn't think it was possible to fall in love with you.  I was wrong.

  • anonymous said on Dec 29, 2006....
    I wish you well. You made your choice and it wasn't me. Your loss, sweetheart.
  • anonymous said on Dec 29, 2006....
    Why loss? Love is always a winning experience, even when it doesn't work out.

    I agree...never judge unless you want to be judged....so don't judge the sponsor.

    ♫ 74 bottles of beer on the wall....74 bottles of beer....♫
    ♫ Take one down and pass it around...........................♫
    ♫ 73 bottles of beer on the wall...................................♫

    ps.....me no use IE 6. For some reason it didn't take on the p/c the first time I tried to install it.
    FELIZ AñO NUEVO to everyone.
  • anonymous said on Dec 29, 2006....
    The choice wasn't you? Who was it then?
  • anonymous said on Dec 29, 2006....
    Hollywood Nocturne by the Brian Stetzer Orchestra makes me think of you and it makes me cry every stinking time.  
  • anonymous said on Dec 29, 2006....
    His choice?  Sticking with the safe and familiar.
  • anonymous said on Dec 29, 2006....
    I made a choice once to go with that which was safe.  I've questioned that choice for the last 10 years of my life.
  • anonymous said on Dec 29, 2006....
    I've chosen (forced upon me really but I'm glad) to take my chances with a new job...could make good or maybe lose my shirt...but there's only one way to find out.  
  • anonymous said on Dec 29, 2006....
    I wish I could hear your voice right now.  I hate nights like this; I really do.
  • anonymous said on Dec 29, 2006....
    I sympathize, I really do. There have been nights when I've called his office in the middle of the night just so I could listen to his voicemail greeting. How pathetic is that?
  • anonymous said on Dec 29, 2006....
    The fog has settled over the street here.  It's unsettling.  And I just want to hear the comforting sound of your laughter.
  • anonymous said on Dec 30, 2006....
    Your voice in my head
    reminding me of your absence.
    Your lips against my skin
    reminding me of what is real.
    Your love and mine...

    what choice should I make?
  • anonymous said on Dec 30, 2006....
    Choose love. Always choose love.
  • anonymous said on Dec 30, 2006....
    If you don't want your opinions commented on then don't post them on here.
  • anonymous said on Dec 30, 2006....
    We can't always choose love.  Or sometimes when we choose love, that choice is made but cannot be acted upon.
  • anonymous said on Dec 30, 2006....
    To love and not act on it; isn't that a bitter sweet form of torture? 
  • anonymous said on Dec 30, 2006....
    I suppose it is bittersweet.  Sometimes though, there are those who are incapable of loving more than one at a time.  And there are those who can share their hearts with more than one.  
  • anonymous said on Dec 30, 2006....
    Share their heart, yes, but perhaps not everything else that they might wish to. That circumstance stands in the way of.
  • anonymous said on Dec 30, 2006....
    I want you so very badly, it is almost impossible to think of anything else. 
  • anonymous said on Dec 30, 2006....
    Sometimes, I really hate my husband. I mean really hate him.
  • anonymous said on Dec 30, 2006....

  • anonymous said on Dec 30, 2006....
    No you see, sharing the heart to some is the ultimate violation.  To others it comes easily and naturally.  People just view the concept of love differently.  Not everyone agrees that it's possible to deeply and passionately love more than one person at a time.
  • anonymous said on Dec 30, 2006....
    I wish I could hide here forever.  Is there a website where one indeed is anonymous...here, once you are established, you have an image to maintain...or am I just being neurotic?
  • anonymous said on Dec 30, 2006....
    You have an image to maintain?  Really?  Honestly, you are human just like the rest of us.  And the image you think you are trying to maintain may never really be the image that other people have of you.  Besides, why put the effort into an image that may be false if you can't be yourself?
  • anonymous said on Dec 30, 2006....
    Of course there are different understandings of love but for some sharing anything else isn't possible without sharing the heart first. And that is why it becomes the ultimate violation/betrayal.


  • anonymous said on Dec 30, 2006....
    There are times when I genuinely hate my husband too.
  • anonymous said on Dec 30, 2006....
    Goodbye my sweet, sweet friend.  I will love you always.
  • anonymous said on Dec 30, 2006....
    Wish there was something I could do to take away the hurt.
  • anonymous said on Dec 30, 2006....
    You can't take away the hurt.  I was the one stupid enough to give you a piece of my heart without realizing it.  And I know you don't want it.  So, I'll just leave that piece of my heart somewhere on a shelf.  It can collect dust or something.  I won't take it back.  I can't.
  • anonymous said on Dec 30, 2006....
    I don't want you to say goodbye. So I will keep it in trust, in a place of honor.
  • anonymous said on Dec 30, 2006....
    You don't have to take it back. A gift is a gift and something like that should be cherished and kept in a safe place where it will always be safe and warm. Like your heart. Keep it where it will always be a longing memory. And the giver can do the same, thus Love doesn't go to waste, but to that special place we all have inside of us....memories.
  • anonymous said on Dec 30, 2006....
    I don't know how to say goodbye to you.  It hurts too fucking much to try to do this.  
  • anonymous said on Dec 30, 2006....
    The last thing I want is for you to hurt.
  • anonymous said on Dec 30, 2006....
    I wish I knew...

    It's too late to stop the hurt now.  It will hurt to say goodbye but it hurts even more to try to stay and love you.
  • anonymous said on Dec 30, 2006....
    I'm sorry I fell in love with you.
  • anonymous said on Dec 30, 2006....
    Don't be sorry about falling in love. Even though it may hurt, never be sorry.
  • anonymous said on Dec 31, 2006....
    I tried to be hard-hearted and cynical so I wouldn't get hurt again. I can't do it. It doesn't feel right. My heart needs to love and be loved.
  • anonymous said on Dec 31, 2006....
    I thought I was your friend. I thought I understood you, but you confound the hell out of me.
  • anonymous said on Dec 31, 2006....
    Note to self, no email when hurt, angry, and drinking.  It's bad for the soul.  And maybe commenting is too.
  • anonymous said on Dec 31, 2006....
    simply amazing.  
  • anonymous said on Dec 31, 2006....
    It's nearly 3 a.m. and I can't sleep. Why does he always dwell in my thoughts in the middle of the night?
  • anonymous said on Dec 31, 2006....
    Never feel bad for falling in love whatever the circumstances. Love is a gift and if you cannot give love you won't be able to receive it  yourself.

    Yes, love hurts. Loving someone makes us vulnerable and everyone has a need to be loved even those of us who thought it would never happen again.

    I do not regret falling in love with him. He makes me happy, happier than I have been in decades, even if this is all there ever is.
  • anonymous said on Dec 31, 2006....
    ♫ 73 bottles of beer on the wall....73 bottles of beer....♫
    ♫ Take one down and pass it around...........................♫
    ♫ 72 bottles of beer on the wall...................................♫
  • secretlife said on Dec 31, 2006....

    I hope a certain someone is happily practicing his Discovery Channel techniques.

     

  • anonymous said on Dec 31, 2006....
    You've always been my friend and you will always be my friend, as far as I'm concerned.
  • anonymous said on Dec 31, 2006....
    Thank you and I feel the same way.
  • anonymous said on Dec 31, 2006....
    I can't be your friend...not like this...it hurts too much.
  • anonymous said on Dec 31, 2006....
    I looked at my husband last night and realized I'll be spending the rest of my life with him. I wish that didn't make me feel so disappointed.
  • anonymous said on Dec 31, 2006....
    I know what that disappointment feels like.  It sucks.
  • anonymous said on Dec 31, 2006....
    I'm tired today and that just magnifies all the bad feelings.
  • anonymous said on Dec 31, 2006....
    Tiredness always makes things worse.  Tiredness plus a heavy heart is a bad combination. 
  • anonymous said on Dec 31, 2006....
    I think I managed to shred the best friendship I have ever had.  Damn my stupidity.
  • anonymous said on Dec 31, 2006....
    If they're a true friend, won't they forgive you?
  • anonymous said on Dec 31, 2006....
    My friendship with him was tainted by my friendship with you. And to find out you were lying all along? I don't know if I can forgive you. God have mercy on you, because I don't think I do.
  • anonymous said on Dec 31, 2006....
    Forgiveness is something that comes with true love.
  • anonymous said on Jan 01, 2007....
    It also helps your conscience get along with you quite a bit.
  • anonymous said on Jan 01, 2007....
    Even after all these months, when I think about how it ended, I want to scream! Sometimes I hate you. I love you.
  • anonymous said on Jan 01, 2007....
    I refuse to say goodbye.
  • anonymous said on Jan 01, 2007....
    I don't know how to let you go. I don't want to know how to let you go.
  • anonymous said on Jan 01, 2007....
    Is this a Love/Hate relationship developing?
  • anonymous said on Jan 01, 2007....
    Hmmmm ???
  • anonymous said on Jan 01, 2007....
    I haven't felt pain like that in a long time.  Every way I tried to move hurt like hell.
  • anonymous said on Jan 01, 2007....
    Then I'll say goodbye for you.  Goodbye.  Goodbye SC.  Goodbye life.
  • anonymous said on Jan 01, 2007....
    God he's such a misgynostic asshole.  Wake up people!
  • anonymous said on Jan 01, 2007....
    Do you mean misogynistic? How could anyone hate women? Women are wonderful!
  • anonymous said on Jan 01, 2007....
    this hurts...it hurts much much more than i thought it would.
  • anonymous said on Jan 01, 2007....
    Women can be and are wonderful!  They can also drive you crazy but that can be said for men as well.
    Sounds to me that someone has had a run in with a player. Not necessarily a bad thing but usually feelings are hurt when truth comes out.
  • anonymous said on Jan 01, 2007....
    i haven't been in this dark place in a long time.  i don't like it.
  • anonymous said on Jan 01, 2007....
    There's nothing not to like. Part of life is it's let downs, just like the ups we all have.  Basically something turns out different than what we wanted and depending on the situation one should be prepared for things coming out wrong. The only thing that I can say is don't worry, it will pass.
  • anonymous said on Jan 01, 2007....
    Reach for my hand. I can help you out of the darkness.
  • anonymous said on Jan 02, 2007....
    Her calling anyone else narcissistic is the very height of hypocrisy. What a delusional attention whore.
  • anonymous said on Jan 02, 2007....
    It's like watching American royalty.
  • anonymous said on Jan 02, 2007....
    This is going to be interesting. I am going to destroy someone. And I'm going to enjoy it.
  • anonymous said on Jan 02, 2007....
    Now....now....
    Love goooood!!
    Destroy baaaad!
  • anonymous said on Jan 02, 2007....
    I really hope you're mistaken.
  • anonymous said on Jan 02, 2007....
    Don´t you want to go to heaven?

    Destroying someone or anyone , is an action I believe could boomerang to the the destroyer...in other words, karma.

    Imho...better think twice, man.
  • anonymous said on Jan 02, 2007....
    You speak of karma? Karma forces my hand.
  • anonymous said on Jan 02, 2007....

    Nothing forces your hand but your own anger.

    Your ego knows no limits.

     

  • anonymous said on Jan 02, 2007....
    I somehow suspect you aren't addressing the person you think you are. :)
  • anonymous said on Jan 02, 2007....
    I'm awfully curious to know who's talking about destruction and who's talking about ego. I think I can guess the latter but I'm not so sure about the former.
  • anonymous said on Jan 02, 2007....
    I am curious too. 

    In my case, I suspect 2-3 bogus UserIds, who are set up to be nasty because some personalities are scared to reveal their true colors.

    : D
  • anonymous said on Jan 02, 2007....
    Hey, any guesses? This could be fun!

    But wait, everyone posts anonymously here, so aren't they all bogus? And what if maybe they're all by the same person?
  • anonymous said on Jan 02, 2007....
    lol
  • anonymous said on Jan 02, 2007....
    Actually, the one that says:

    "Nothing forces your hand but your own anger.

    Your ego knows no limits."

    I know who that was. The real question is...who did she think she was addressing?
  • anonymous said on Jan 02, 2007....
    so now we're omniscient too.
    we know which anonymous hand
    wrote the "ego knows no limits" quote.
    we don't seem to realize that a really
    spooky sc user can so easily
    forge a blogging style
    to destroy others' reputations.
    i can do that rascal's game too.
    if i want to. but i don't, so i wont.
    this anonymous blog began as a fun tent.
    then a romantic love gazebo.
    now it's dante's inferno.
    "all hope renounce, ye lost,
    who enter here."
  • anonymous said on Jan 03, 2007....
    To renounce hope
    is what all those dopes
    who don't know when
    their time have spent
    wastefully fishing
    and also wishing
    for something missing
    that they can't get
    without their pet
    anger spewing
    frustration brewing 
    so much to bet
    on spiteful time
    to mess our mind
    because they're blind
    not seeing nor feeling
    to the sound they're fearing
    the different ways of hearing
    the sound of Love

  • anonymous said on Jan 03, 2007....
    thank you my friend for all you are and do.
  • anonymous said on Jan 03, 2007....
     abandon hope? It's always in plentiful supply!
  • anonymous said on Jan 03, 2007....
    Good night anonymous friends
    Pleasant dreams to all
  • anonymous said on Jan 03, 2007....
    aye, g'night.
  • anonymous said on Jan 03, 2007....
    Why?  I ask why be nice on the outside, and be hateful in the inside?  I ask, why?

    Herewith, I end this story.
    Forgive me...I have forgiven.
    Forget me...I have forgotten.

    Peace with you man!

  • anonymous said on Jan 03, 2007....
    Here I sit, front of this computer
    Have my problems, without a tutor
    To guide me in my hour of trouble
    Jobless sitting with all my baubles
    Yet I know that times like these
    One must reach from within
    That fountain of Joy, Strength and Love
    Which comes only from above
    To give renewed strength and vigor
    In these times of great rigor
    Where the grass is always greener
    In our dreams, the dreams of Love
  • anonymous said on Jan 03, 2007....
    (smiling)
    One bright day, in the middle of the night
    Two dead boys got up to fight
    Back to back they faced each other
    Drew their swords and shot each other
    A deaf policeman heard the noise
    Then came and shot the two dead boys
    And if you don't believe this tale is true
    Ask the blind man, he saw it too.
  • anonymous said on Jan 03, 2007....
    very, very interesting...
  • anonymous said on Jan 08, 2007....
    What in the name of God am I supposed to do??   Leaving town with no forwarding address sounds mighty tempting.
  • anonymous said on Jan 08, 2007....
    Courage...to change the things that you can
    Serenity....to accept the things you can't
    Wisdom....to know the difference
    Those are the three things that one should ask of God.
  • anonymous said on Jan 08, 2007....

    I wish women could breast feed in public without ridicule and we all could have a masterbation break at work. Wouldn't that brighten up your day. And I would be totally addicted to the Orgasm pill.

    Why do men think that woman truly enjoy sucking dick? Its trapped in your pants all day, its sweaty and musty. Go wash that thing and clean it good.

  • anonymous said on Jan 08, 2007....

    I wish women could breast feed in public without ridicule and we all could have a masterbation break at work. Wouldn't that brighten up your day. And I would be totally addicted to the Orgasm pill.

    Why do men think that woman truly enjoy sucking dick? Its trapped in your pants all day, its sweaty and musty. Go wash that thing and clean it good.

  • anonymous said on Jan 08, 2007....
    ummm...i have a pill that will help intensify orgasms if you'd like one? :)
  • anonymous said on Jan 08, 2007....
    What's it called? The pill, I need it!
  • anonymous said on Jan 08, 2007....
    Now now....the same can be said about pussy. ☺
  • anonymous said on Jan 08, 2007....

    isosorbide aka imdur... it is heart med but given to imrove circulation also...

    I'm probably not all that annonymous after saying that but I'll tell you anyway..

    My orgasm didn't end until my husband returned from that bathroom...that's how long it lasted.... and it was so intense I left marks on the side of his head from my knees... I'm suprised all the dogs in the neighborhood didn't start howling... absolutely incredible!!!

  • anonymous said on Jan 08, 2007....

    I will have to check that out. There must be a herbal remedy that is close to that.

    Yes, pussy can stink, no deny it. I personally think everyone should shower. But, I haven't met very many women who pulled down their pants and said eat this. Men on the other, pull down their pants, grab the back of the head and push your face in it. All I'm asking is to take a handy wipe and at least clean the sweat away.

  • anonymous said on Jan 08, 2007....
    Okay, I need that.; I am so horny at the moment.  Masturbating was the answer - put me to bed finally.  Can´t copulate, at the moment; hubby had piercing again...don´t ask where...I´ll tell all about my sexlife here if I see 10 newbies (absofuckinglutely squeaky new) on Featured page...takers anyone?
  • anonymous said on Jan 09, 2007....
    Now that's a novel idea... a masturbation break.... ☺
  • anonymous said on Jan 09, 2007....
    LOL!  You always make me laugh  =    )
  • anonymous said on Jan 10, 2007....
    Holy fishpaste!
    I had no idea.
    I may yet weep. Yes, I'm going to weep.
    Can someone pass me a tissue, please?
  • anonymous said on Jan 10, 2007....
    SoulCast is running out of space please delete this post. Plus, it is incredibly stupid.
  • anonymous said on Jan 10, 2007....
    I called his office just to listen to his voicemail. He'll never know how badly he hurt me.
  • anonymous said on Jan 11, 2007....
    Okay, again not much time...I am just compelled to say I APOLOGIZE to the people I might have hurt unthinkingly and inadvertenly last end of November.

    I was here to have fun, and did not realize I sometimes do assume much...the story over assuming is so true...

    it makes an ass of you and me or people in general.

    I know realize what it wasl all about...I think...?!

    In any case, my humble apologies...it taught me, yet again to be careful.

    I am here - glad I am allowed to be here again - because I love poems, rhyming, and as I´ve said it is the true heart of SoulCast.

    Sponsors please....

    ♫ 73 bottles of beer on the wall....73 bottles of beer....♫
    ♫ Take one down and pass it around...........................♫
    ♫ 72** bottles of beer on the wall...................................♫

    *I thought it will end on me birth year...=   (

    I guess another sign...I could start...nah, ´fraid to get blasted for my fears...

    AND yeah, I am revealing myself!  I am not stupid...sheesh, do I really ooze that impression.  I want to get my message across without looking stupid.

    [shaking for fear of consequences but what the heck! I wanna say sorry just in case I did something stupid....yadah]

    sorry for the length HK :    /







  • anonymous said on Jan 11, 2007....
    ♫ 72 bottles of beer on the wall....72 bottles of beer.....♫
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    To write your thoughts down on this blog
    Would seem sometimes to create a log
    That one would think a journal be
    And really is a sight to see
    How detailed a commentary be
    Concerning life and idiosyncrasies
    Of  many who would like their story
    Look to all be filled with glory
    When actually life the goal should be
    To reach the  end if only able
    Giving substance that is more stable
    Than all the treasures put on a table
    And the substance is the Joy of Life
    The Love one should give from the start.

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  • anonymous said on Jan 11, 2007....
    I'm just one of many, not really that special to you, it seems.
  • anonymous said on Jan 11, 2007....

    For you; you know who you are....


  • anonymous said on Jan 11, 2007....
    that was wonderful.....I know it wasn't for me but thanks anyway.
  • anonymous said on Jan 11, 2007....
    1400 is mine !
  • Alyss said on Jan 11, 2007....
    Tomorrow.
  • EvilTwin said on Jan 11, 2007....
    Yes love.  Tomorrow.  All anonymity aside...
  • anonymous said on Jan 11, 2007....
    You two are just so too too cute.  :D
  • anonymous said on Jan 11, 2007....
    What happens tomorrow...no more anonymity?
    Then let it be full of LOVE ! 
  • anonymous said on Jan 11, 2007....
    My life is hopeless. I don't have the strength to fight for myself any more. It's just not worth it.
  • anonymous said on Jan 11, 2007....

    There is always hope...  And there are always those that will offer you a hand to grasp.  Never fear.

    [extends hand]

  • anonymous said on Jan 11, 2007....
    Okay!  Now, I know!  I was killing myself for weeks, after reading from my blog about this angel voice-like dude...I´ve seen him in a movie in the making and was cracking my skull to recall...

    Polar Express - them song...right? right? right?

    Please say it is right!

    Bumping head on screen...
  • anonymous said on Jan 11, 2007....
    AND I agree, more than cute, more than lovely...beautiful [sniff] ~~~~~~~~<3
  • anonymous said on Jan 11, 2007....
    Thank you. I regret so much in my life. So many terrible mistakes that can't be fixed. I wish I could believe you.
  • anonymous said on Jan 11, 2007....
    The fountain of Hope is always eternal..... give your friends here...although anonymous.... a chance to give you some.
    Forgiving yourself is just as important as forgiving others....remember that.
  • anonymous said on Jan 11, 2007....
    Yes, Josh Groban does sing one of the songs in Polar Express.
  • anonymous said on Jan 11, 2007....
    okay, ummmm...is that new?
  • anonymous said on Jan 11, 2007....
    I have a bottle of Tylenol PM. It's nice to know I have them if I need them.
  • PAPERBACKWRITER said on Jan 11, 2007....
    yeah, for moi...lol...he is not famous where i came from.  and my friend said he sings like an angel, so i want to keep myself informed, know?

    he is not my type though, too syrupy.  but  who am i to judge?
  • anonymous said on Jan 11, 2007....
    shoot queeeenie sooooory! I KNEW I SHOULD´VE GONE TO BED ....I always get in trouble when I am bored and insomiac

    embarassed ...er again =    (

  • anonymous said on Jan 13, 2007....

    ahehehehehhe paper i know its you!!!!

    anyway this post is so popular!!!!

  • anonymous said on Jan 13, 2007....
    Yesssss.........

  • anonymous said on Jan 14, 2007....
    reyna i lurrrrv you....
  • anonymous said on Jan 14, 2007....
    whoever you are i luv you too!!!!
  • anonymous said on Jan 14, 2007....
    I love you....You love me....We are all one big family....
    In the Soulcast Internet family tree....
    It was made for you and me.....
  • anonymous said on Jan 14, 2007....
    test

  • anonymous said on Jan 14, 2007....
    Ooooh, whoever could the commenter of the last poetic thread be?
    I hope you´ll blog, so I will find out for I rhyme quiet naturally.
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  • anonymous said on Jan 14, 2007....
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  • anonymous said on Jan 15, 2007....
    I wish I could talk to you again. It's been so long and it still hurts. Please, just call me. Please.
  • anonymous said on Jan 15, 2007....
    I wish I had your number...but that comment wasn't for me.
  • anonymous said on Jan 15, 2007....
    I wish it was for you. You have no idea how much I wish it was for you. At least I would know where you are.
  • anonymous said on Jan 15, 2007....
    So talk to me...where there's a will there's a way.
  • anonymous said on Jan 16, 2007....

    Hand...

    Hand!...

    HAND!!!...

  • anonymous said on Jan 16, 2007....
    wow... .this is still going... amazing!
  • anonymous said on Jan 16, 2007....
    wow... .this is still going... amazing!
  • anonymous said on Jan 16, 2007....
    i need to talk to you. call me.
  • anonymous said on Jan 16, 2007....
    wish I could...but that comment wasn't for me.
  • anonymous said on Jan 16, 2007....
    How do you know that? You might be.
  • anonymous said on Jan 16, 2007....
    Life really is good.
  • anonymous said on Jan 17, 2007....
    yes it is
  • anonymous said on Jan 17, 2007....
    I submitted the wrong version! Damn!
  • anonymous said on Jan 20, 2007....
    I lust for him, it is stupid and ridiculous.  I have never ever felt like this before.
  • anonymous said on Jan 20, 2007....
    Beginnings are always difficult. . .
  • anonymous said on Jan 20, 2007....
    beginnings are a chore
    to those that come ashore
    with nothing more than hope
    to deal the hand that broke
    the ship that sank before
    sinking the previous hope
    of something that cannot fail
    whenever you set sail
    horizons that will reach
    eternal life that seeks
    the everlasting meal
    emotions you can feel
    hope that turns to love
  • anonymous said on Jan 21, 2007....
    Is anybody out there? I feel very alone.
  • anonymous said on Jan 21, 2007....
    I'm here....and you're not alone.
  • anonymous said on Jan 21, 2007....
    He does not really care.  Or does he?  He really loves me.  Or doesn´t he?
  • anonymous said on Jan 21, 2007....
    I'm glad you're there.  I could use a friend. 
  • anonymous said on Jan 21, 2007....
    I am here also. You are not alone. Nor am I it seems.
  • anonymous said on Jan 21, 2007....
    I am here, you are here
    We are all in touch like what
    In a box-like,  circuit- like, electric diagrams
    Electric pulses run like that
    Lines that run the keys we tap
    That show up in screens real flat
    With colors here and windows there
    Messages sent then everywhere
    You know this, I know that
    We all share what's on our minds
    With a good thought here and good will there
    We all share this world out there


  • anonymous said on Feb 08, 2007....
    I love this post!
  • anonymous said on Feb 08, 2007....
    Wow. No one has posted here in awhile.
  • anonymous said on Feb 08, 2007....
    I was just thinking about this!
  • anonymous said on Feb 08, 2007....
    I've been considering posting here for a few days too.
  • anonymous said on Feb 08, 2007....
    oh my...my...
  • anonymous said on Feb 08, 2007....
    I wish I had something exciting to say.
  • anonymous said on Feb 08, 2007....
    I'll be back after a good night's sleep to rhyme some more if the feeling moves me. I need to get inspired.
    By the way....does anybody know how to take out or put in the "comment anonymous" box when you post?
  • anonymous said on Feb 09, 2007....
    I dream about him all the time. And his name comes up in conversation continuously.

    I love him, and I miss him, and I want him back...

    I want you back.

    BTW, nice haircut...
  • anonymous said on Feb 09, 2007....
    I don't want to have to say goodbye anymore
    I want it all
    I don't want to have to wait
    though I know I must.
  • anonymous said on Feb 09, 2007....
    It's been a year since I spoke to you, and I still miss you every single day. I know I'll never hear from you again, but my heart can't seem to give up that last bit of hope. I'm here, if you ever miss me enough to reach out. I'm here.
  • anonymous said on Feb 09, 2007....
    I don't want to have to say goodbye anymore either.
    I want it all with you.
    I don't want to have to wait either
    though I know we must...
  • anonymous said on Feb 09, 2007....
    The act of waiting is time done spending
    Anticipating the thoughts while baiting
    Our patience slaving while nerves are raving
    To act desires that short our wires
    Behind our dreams both gentle and mean
    Smoothly to settle our upset mettle
    Inside the kettle boiling and toiling
    Slowly at first rolling to settle
    In our back burner the subconscious turner
    Of our lives.......................
  • anonymous said on Feb 09, 2007....
    how in the world do you haunt my thoughts so often?
  • anonymous said on Feb 22, 2007....
    How now Brown Cow !
  • anonymous said on Feb 22, 2007....
    One day... seems so very far away right now.
  • anonymous said on Feb 22, 2007....
    So far but yet so close
    This is meant for only those
    Who sit and let this post go
    While keeping other things in tow
    When never one should have the same
    Thinking that this is pretty lame
    Communicating then in words you see
    In touch with what you cannot see
    Only voices in your head like bees
    ♥
  • anonymous said on Feb 23, 2007....
    To be or not to be
    In this sea of madness
    Wanting to have gladness
    Mostly getting sadness
    In spite of all the absence
    Usually making no sense
    Values turning into cents
    Still maintaining their pretense
    Making felt their presence
    Rocking solid against offense
    Hanging in there on the fence
  • anonymous said on Feb 23, 2007....
    I FEEL CRAP

    I FEEL SHITTY

    I WANT TO DIE

    I DONT CARE

    =  /
  • anonymous said on Feb 23, 2007....
    At least you feel something which is better than nothing

    Is feeling shitty better than crappy?

    You don't have to want to die = we all get there sooner or later.

    Oh yes you do or you wouldn't be writing it.  :-p
  • anonymous said on Feb 23, 2007....
    Round and round the circle is unbroken
    I don't know where you begin and I end... 
  • anonymous said on Feb 23, 2007....

    I'm not brave enough to post this with my name on it. 

    I can't breathe.  I can't get a deep enough breath to scream out the pain.

    Sometimes I truly hate him.

  • anonymous said on Feb 23, 2007....
    Oh God, ditto.

    I am so happy, when he is not around.

    He makes me want to not exist further.

    And, he can´t let go...damn him!


  • anonymous said on Feb 23, 2007....
    I just want him to let me get on with life without him.
  • anonymous said on Feb 23, 2007....
    You have to go then you have to go but (and this is hard) you have to do it with a clean heart...by that I mean wish him well...no hatred at all...wish him the best but it's time to move on...for both of you not just for you. Keep focused on this and say your prayers and things will have a way of working out...you'll see.
  • anonymous said on Feb 23, 2007....
    Life would be so much easier if you weren't here
    So much better if you weren't here
    So much sweeter if you weren't here

    But if you weren't here,
    Here in my heart
    Life would mean nothing
  • anonymous said on Feb 24, 2007....
    i miss you terribly when we don't talk for a day.  and i don't really want to admit to you how badly i do miss you.
  • anonymous said on Feb 24, 2007....
    Silas E. Burke, I wish you died on the field and wish you would just die now.  I should have stoned you to death when I had the chance!  I hope you fail at everything in life you woman beating mother fucker!!!  You have ruined me forever.  I will never love or trust again!  Im glad you can sleep at night in the city of "angels" you sick fuck.  I hope the Angels show you the way to HELL and you burn!!!!!!!!!!!!!  I FUCKING HATE YOUR GUTS!
  • anonymous said on Feb 25, 2007....
    I wish you would open up a bit more. I am constantly second-guessing myself and editing what I want to say because you are just so hard to read. I want to be your friend.
  • anonymous said on Feb 25, 2007....
    I am afraid that my hopes will be for naught and you will never do what is necessary.
  • anonymous said on Feb 25, 2007....
    I'll do what is necessary to help a fellow human being if it's within my powers.  And I'm sure that there are plenty others that feel the same way.  Don't give up and because someone destroyed your trust doesn't mean that it's gone forever. You can build that back up. Be strong, have faith.
  • anonymous said on Feb 27, 2007.... 

    I don't want to have to beg.


  • anonymous said on Feb 27, 2007....
    you don't have to beg...make sure your message is understood and say it loud and clear.
  • anonymous said on Feb 27, 2007....
    i have never let myself need someone...ever.  and i find myself needing you.  it scares me.  i don't know what to make of that feeling.
  • RollingC said on Feb 27, 2007....
    Ooops....  : )
  • anonymous said on Feb 27, 2007....
    Why not... making the wrong choice can hurt and make you sad... but imagine making the right choice ! huh?
  • anonymous said on Feb 27, 2007....
    Why not... making the wrong choice can hurt and make you sad... but imagine making the right choice ! huh?
  • anonymous said on Feb 27, 2007....
    my god, you are a stupid fool.  you have no idea.
  • anonymous said on Feb 27, 2007....
    and you have no idea how much i love you despite that foolishness.
  • anonymous said on Mar 01, 2007....
    Gee that's sweet....  : )
  • anonymous said on Mar 01, 2007....
    I cut myself when I'm depressed. Unfortunately I'm depressed and I can't cut because someone sees me naked and would notice. He'd get upset. So instead I eat, and I get more depressed.
  • anonymous said on Mar 01, 2007....
    Cutting yourself when you're depressed is not only barbaric but a symptom that something is wrong with your self-esteem....IMHO.  Don't do it and think of depression as a habit and change it for another habit that's more positive.
    Btw...can I see you naked? 
  • anonymous said on Mar 02, 2007....
    going to miss all of you...i feel so disconnected

    god i am so tired

    just wann die, actually...shit wanna disapper
  • anonymous said on Mar 02, 2007....
    I wonder if any of this was really meant for me.
  • anonymous said on Mar 02, 2007....
    For you and oooonly yoouuuuuuuuu.!!!
  • anonymous said on Mar 02, 2007....
    It's a nice thought anyway.
  • anonymous said on Mar 02, 2007....

    Depression is not just a habit to be exchanged for another one. Good grief.


    To the one who is depressed: Please try to find the strength to seek help. There is hope. 

  • anonymous said on Mar 02, 2007....
    sometimes i wish it was you.
  • anonymous said on Mar 03, 2007....
    What would you do if you finally had me?
  • anonymous said on Mar 03, 2007....
    Will you ever choose me?
  • anonymous said on Mar 03, 2007....
    It seems that maybe I already have.
  • anonymous said on Mar 03, 2007....
    When things are taking out of one context and put into another one it simplifies the way of dealing with it and finding the solution.
  • anonymous said on Mar 03, 2007....
    we would be perfect together, if only....
  • anonymous said on Mar 11, 2007....
    I'm missing you badly and wondering if there will ever be an us in which we are together...
  • anonymous said on Mar 11, 2007....
    That's the same message I try to get across to my own wife.... us and together seems to have gone wayward in the storm. However... hope is ever eternal and never dies.
  • anonymous said on Mar 18, 2007....
    Crap. I'm late.
  • anonymous said on Mar 18, 2007....

    For you....I wish you were here.  I wish I could touch you, hold you, feel you breathe.



  • D6fer said on Mar 24, 2007....
    This is one long ass thread!
  • anonymous said on Mar 24, 2007....
    This is one long ass thread!
  • anonymous said on Mar 24, 2007....
    oops! delete delete delete! this thing f...d up I swear!
  • anonymous said on Mar 24, 2007....
    ♫ HAHAHAHAHAHA ♫
  • anonymous said on Mar 24, 2007....
    In a different world we would be together.
  • anonymous said on Mar 24, 2007....
    I want us to be together in this world.
  • anonymous said on Mar 27, 2007....

    How did I miss this?

    *casts ressurect lvl 30*

     

     

  • anonymous said on Mar 27, 2007....
    In a perfect world, love is constant , mistakes are forgiven, and drama is reserved solely for the stage.
  • anonymous said on Mar 27, 2007....
    I am starting to think LG is truly gone. Please log on to her page and tell her to come back. We need her honesty. http://www.soulcast.com/ladygamer
  • anonymous said on Mar 27, 2007....
    I wish you could love me the way I really want you to.
  • anonymous said on Mar 27, 2007....
    I wish I didn't want you so much.
  • anonymous said on Mar 27, 2007....
    I've been thinking about ways to die. I've decided alcohol poisoning is the way to go. Anyone know of any particularly toxic mixes?
  • anonymous said on Mar 27, 2007....
    I crave you, like honeydew on a warm summer night
    I need you, like a flower needs the light
    I want you, like a crackhead wants crack

    But I can't have you, and it's killing me inside
  • anonymous said on Mar 28, 2007....
    And what if those comments had been mine?
  • anonymous said on Mar 28, 2007....
    I wish there was a way to make it all better.  Right now.  I want so much to just drop everything and go, but I can't.  And it's driving me mad...
  • anonymous said on Mar 28, 2007....
    You never fully know what you have until it's gone....
    It's just putting up with the constant aggravation that is annoying....
  • anonymous said on Mar 29, 2007....
    I have to learn to be content with what I have.
  • anonymous said on Mar 29, 2007....
    Don't let it drive you mad. Your health is more important than anything.

    Make a plan for it. One step at a time and before you know it all those things holding you back will no longer matter.

    And you will be free to act as you wish.
  • anonymous said on Mar 29, 2007....
    Hhmmmmm...... I think this needs a little something.

    *casts invoke spell no.15*
  • anonymous said on Mar 29, 2007....
    Why can't I see the last few comments when I receive an email update that says there are more comments?
  • anonymous said on Mar 29, 2007....
    It's a matter of pride. I couldn't just let it go.
  • anonymous said on Mar 30, 2007....
    The fine print....read the fine print. It's all there....all the secrets they don't want you to know.
  • anonymous said on Mar 30, 2007....
    I've really missed you today.
  • anonymous said on Mar 30, 2007....

    I was out in the sunshine today and I missed you.  Wonder if it's sunny where you are.

    What's going on with you?  Are you okay?

  • anonymous said on Mar 30, 2007....
     I'm afraid that when we finally have a chance to spend time together it'll be too late and things won't be what we thought.
  • anonymous said on Mar 30, 2007....

    I don't believe there is such a thing as too late... 

  • anonymous said on Mar 30, 2007....
    And I believe in better late than never....
  • anonymous said on Mar 31, 2007....
    I think I've been lying to myself about how much I love you.
  • anonymous said on Mar 31, 2007....

    How could you....

     

  • anonymous said on Apr 01, 2007....
    I wish you were here...
  • silverwhisper said on Apr 03, 2007....
    holy crap but i love this new feature!
  • Zayda said on Apr 03, 2007....
    me too. i'm postmarking to here! :D
  • Alyss said on Apr 04, 2007....
    This seems like the perfect entry to test out the postmarking feature. :D
  • anonymous said on Apr 04, 2007....
    [giggles]
    yes, yes, postmarking on this entry is very, very good. :)
  • anonymous said on Apr 04, 2007....
    Does one actually have to comment  non-anonymously to make use of the flags?
  • anonymous said on Apr 04, 2007....
    no you can make use of the flags even if you post anonymously.
  • anonymous said on Apr 04, 2007....
    Muchas Gracias.
  • anonymous said on Apr 04, 2007....
    De nada.
  • anonymous said on Apr 04, 2007....
    de nada
  • anonymous said on Apr 04, 2007....
    Muy muchas gracias, in that case.
  • happykat said on Apr 04, 2007....
    Sheesh! I leave for a while and just look at what riff-raff has moved in!

    I keed! I keed!
  • silverwhisper said on Apr 04, 2007....
    [trout-smacks HK]

    :D

    ed
  • anonymous said on Apr 04, 2007....
    Okay.......I meant to do that anonymously

    Ooopsie!
  • anonymous said on Apr 04, 2007....
    'Salright?
     
    'Sokay.
     
     
  • anonymous said on Apr 04, 2007....
    [points and laughs at Silver]
  • silverwhisper said on Apr 04, 2007....
    that wasn't me intending to post anonymously...doofus. :>
  • anonymous said on Apr 04, 2007....
    You can never keep out the riff raff. They multiply like bunnies.
  • anonymous said on Apr 04, 2007....
    yes, but you always need a good spank...err...smacking or two, dear silver.
  • anonymous said on Apr 04, 2007....
    marking like everyone else = )
  • anonymous said on Apr 04, 2007....
    Anonymous, let me know if you need help holding dear silver down. It would be my pleasure to help out. ;)
  • anonymous said on Apr 06, 2007....
    Today you seem further away than ever. Maybe one day you will be closer.
  • anonymous said on Apr 06, 2007....
    We will be together.  I know it...
  • anonymous said on Apr 06, 2007....
    i think i'm capable of holding down silver all by my little lonesome, but you can join in the festivities just to torment him. :D
  • anonymous said on Apr 06, 2007....
    sometimes i'm scared that the way i feel goes from wanting you to needing you.
  • anonymous said on Apr 06, 2007....
    For it to be otherwise would be unbearable.
  • anonymous said on Apr 06, 2007....
    I don't want it to be unbearable.  I don't even want bearable.  I want you.  I want us...
  • anonymous said on Apr 06, 2007....
    you two across the pond lovebirds--that comment about wanting and needed wasn't by one or the other of you, it was by me. and i am neither of you.
  • anonymous said on Apr 06, 2007....
    Sometimes another's comments trigger a reaction, and thoughts must to be put into words and expressed.  I hope this does not bother you.  In a sense, it could be considered quite flattering to realise that someone else is moved by your words. 
  • anonymous said on Apr 06, 2007....
    Is there a reason why you do this to me?
    Does it make you happy when I cry?
    Well an offering of blood satisfy your lust for my pain?

    Keep this up and my heart will turn to stone.
    But knowing you, you will find a hammer
    And shatter that which I try to protect.

  • anonymous said on Apr 06, 2007....
    in a sense it is flattering, oh dear lovebirds. knowing how much you two mean to one another makes me want to make sure a wayward comment about the trials of my heart doesn't somehow get misconstrued and cause concern or alarm between the two of you. :)
  • anonymous said on Apr 07, 2007....
    I knew that your comment was not ours.

    But the motive behind your clarification is appreciated. :)
  • anonymous said on Apr 07, 2007....
    Is anonymous synonymous with invisible?

    For I would be anonymous only if I could be heard.
  • anonymous said on Apr 07, 2007....
    beneath the surface it lurks;
    my love for you coupled with the sweetest of pains.
  • anonymous said on Apr 07, 2007....
    i've spent the day wanting to hear you...talk to you...and i feel so stupid waiting for the sound of your voice when i know it's not coming.
  • anonymous said on Apr 08, 2007....
    Even when it's not coming the hope of one day your wishes coming true and getting closer to the inner you one should never lose hope. Hope is eternal and will guide you to your destiny if you let yourself go.
  • anonymous said on Apr 08, 2007....
    Isn't it ironic that the silliest things are the ones that matter most?
    If I lose them, I won't be able to live with myself.
  • anonymous said on Apr 08, 2007....
    I love you more than I thought possible. But I now know it's time to move on.
  • anonymous said on Apr 09, 2007....
    Wasn't loving someone supposed to be easy?

    Or is that just another lie another myth perpetuated?
  • anonymous said on Apr 10, 2007....
    Love is Freedom....and Freedom doesn't come easy.

    Statement above has been brought to you by :

    ADVISERS ANONYMOUS
  • anonymous said on Apr 10, 2007....
    I hate being the one who takes second place. I hate the buts.
  • anonymous said on Apr 11, 2007....
    I'm not going to cry. I'm not.
  • anonymous said on Apr 11, 2007....
    I'm addicted to the sound of your voice, from the soft whisper when you are concerned to the gentle chuckle to the hearty laugh to the undercurrent of steel when you are fiercely protective.
  • anonymous said on Apr 12, 2007....
    So much of this song reminds me of him.


    I was only a kid
    When I said goodbye to you
    Ten summers ago
    But it feels like yesterday
    Lost, scared and alone
    Nothing I could give to you
    I tried, I really did
    But I couldn't find another way

    And I want and I need
    Somehow to believe
    In the choice I made
    Am I better off this way

    I can hear the voice inside my head
    Saying you should be with me instead
    Every time I'm feeling down, I wonder
    What would it be like with you around

    So I, I made my way
    Cold and roaming in the wild
    I'm forever changed
    By someone I never knew
    Now I've, I've got a place
    I've got a husband and a child
    But I'll never forget
    What I've given up in you

    And I want, I need
    Somehow to believe
    In the choice I made
    Am I better off this way

    I can hear the voice inside my head
    Saying you should be with me instead
    Every time I'm feeling down, I wonder
    What would it be like with you around

    And I want, I need
    Somehow to believe
    In the choice I made
    Am I better off this way
  • anonymous said on Apr 12, 2007....
    And the video:


  • anonymous said on Apr 12, 2007....
    I've been where you are. I'm a good listener.
  • anonymous said on Apr 13, 2007....
    Am I chasing a pipe dream?
    Am I wanting more than is possible?
    Am I wishing away my life on something that will never happen?

    I want to believe but it gets harder with every day.
  • anonymous said on Apr 13, 2007....
    Please delete this post. SoulCast is running out of space. I read all 1500+ comments and there is nothing here worth saving. Kill me now.
  • anonymous said on Apr 13, 2007....
    Funny, the powers that be at SC have said nothing about running out of space.


    And just because you have no use for the comments here doesn't mean that people don't have a use for this thread. So, fuck off.
  • anonymous said on Apr 13, 2007....

    This is for any and all of my fellow anonymous contributors who could use a hug today.
  • hunter_boyce_chandler said on Apr 13, 2007....
    This is the only post that is still running since I left last year.  Oh well, I guess its better than that one that gets you to add a word to the one above you,  or the gut wrentching one that asks you to compliment the person who posted before you.  I am so happy that we no longer have a blog that asks you to post anon......well hell, we do have one that asks you to post anon.
  • anonymous said on Apr 13, 2007....
    <Wipes away your tears.  And mine...>
  • anonymous said on Apr 15, 2007....
    Trying to escape this desire
    The yearning to be near you
    I do what I have to do...
  • anonymous said on Apr 15, 2007....
    Sometimes I think my need for you is so palpable and tangible that everyone can see it.
  • anonymous said on Apr 16, 2007....
    I am so glad I could hear your voice.  I wonder if you know how happy that makes me.
  • anonymous said on Apr 16, 2007....
    The Trials and Tribulations that we've gone through for you makes me wonder about the level of  appreciation that you have for us.
  • anonymous said on Apr 17, 2007....
    Some days it's just not worth chewing through the leather restraints....
  • anonymous said on Apr 17, 2007....
    I'm thinking of you...of course, when am I not? I really hope you're well, and at peace with yourself.
  • hunter_boyce_chandler said on Apr 17, 2007....

    Why do I think I am listening to someone elses conversation?  I think I am going to hang up now.

    HBC

  • anonymous said on Apr 18, 2007....
    I am thinking of you and hoping you are sleeping peacefully and dreaming...

  • anonymous said on Apr 18, 2007....
    My girlfriend's a drunk and I'm a drug addict. 
  • GrapeKoolaid said on Apr 18, 2007....
    It just occurred to me that I haven't seen you in a while.  I hope things are well. 
  • anonymous said on Apr 18, 2007....
    Grape's not good at this anonymous thing.  Neither is HBC. 
  • anonymous said on Apr 18, 2007....
    Chewing through leather restraints is no substitute for brushing and flossing.
  • anonymous said on Apr 18, 2007....
    i'm just doing what the voices tell me to.
  • anonymous said on Apr 18, 2007....
    Yes but keep in mind that sometimes they are misinformed......therefore they are not to be trusted.
  • anonymous said on Apr 18, 2007....
    You're just jealous because the voices are talking to me.  ;)
  • anonymous said on Apr 18, 2007....
    hahahahahahahahaha.....freedom at last....hahahahahahahaha
  • RollingC said on Apr 18, 2007....
    Voices? What voices? I get text messages...
  • silverwhisper said on Apr 18, 2007....
    comment #1600 is mine! :D

    and yes, i'm deliberately commenting non-anonymously. :p
  • anonymous said on Apr 18, 2007....
    And they screw up my anonymity also....
  • anonymous said on Apr 18, 2007....
    Darn......missed it by one shot....☺
  • anonymous said on Apr 19, 2007....
    You incite my eyes to tears
    Passion’s flames stoked by grief of absence...
  • anonymous said on Apr 19, 2007....
    Silver you are so weird.
  • anonymous said on Apr 19, 2007....
    I want to feel the warmth of your breath against my ear.
  • anonymous said on Apr 19, 2007....
    He ain't the only one that's weird....don't forget us munchkins....
  • Swizzle said on Apr 20, 2007....
    my secret: i look like a 25 year old even though i am closer to 40. i hate getting asked for id to buy a bottle of wine.
  • anonymous said on Apr 20, 2007....
    and one could post anonomously if their freaking computer touch pad worked properly!  Hapykat if you get back to this post please delete the previous entry.
  • anonymous said on Apr 20, 2007....
    aaargh! I hate hot flashes!
  • anonymous said on Apr 21, 2007....
    Soon, you say
    and I wonder what does that mean?

    Soon is soon, you say
    and I wonder will that be next month?

    Soon is when it can be, you say
    and I wonder will that be this year?

    Soon is when it is all prepared, you say
    and I wonder will that be really be never?

  • anonymous said on Apr 21, 2007....
    Soon is as soon gets done soon right after this...
  • anonymous said on Apr 21, 2007....
    Hooray ! I've just discovered how to put different themes in my firefox browser.
  • anonymous said on Apr 21, 2007....
    My heart's been broken into a million little pieces.  I don't think I can put it back together again.  Not even with all the king's men.  
  • anonymous said on Apr 21, 2007....
    I don't want all the King's men....I want all the King's Harem, even for just one night.  Ahh, but what a night !!
  • anonymous said on Apr 21, 2007....
    I want to leave him.  But where do I begin.
  • anonymous said on Apr 21, 2007....
    You begin at the beginning, depending on where you want to begin.
  • anonymous said on Apr 21, 2007....
    I don't need her.  I've got heroin.  
  • hunter_boyce_chandler said on Apr 21, 2007....

    OK PEOPLE.

    What’s the use of posting anonymous if no one has any damn idea who you are?

    At least give some indication of a hint of a smidgen of a whimper of who the hell you are thinking about being for the foreseeable future.

    It would make the post so much more interesting.

    I for one am damn tired of reading someone flirting with someone else who probably has not one damn thing to do with me at all.

    OOda….

    HBC

     

  • anonymous said on Apr 22, 2007....
    I feel like what you did was a betrayal. I feel like you lied to me. This really hurts.
  • anonymous said on Apr 22, 2007....
    That was never my intention.  Perception can be misleading.  
  • anonymous said on Apr 22, 2007....
    This is a free expression of thoughts blog space and sometimes it's fun not knowing who is writing or responding.
  • anonymous said on Apr 22, 2007....
    @HBC if it so tiring then the solution is simple, don't read them.
  • Alyss said on Apr 22, 2007....
    I think half the fun is identifying who might have said what but generally I know which ones are meant for me.
  • anonymous said on Apr 22, 2007....
    And now we all know Alyss wrote that last one. ;)
  • Alyss said on Apr 22, 2007....
    That was deliberate. Honest. ;)
  • silverwhisper said on Apr 22, 2007....
    that presumes, alyss, that one is having comments addressed to one. :>

    and yes, i'm deliberately posting non-anonymously. :D

    ed
  • anonymous said on Apr 22, 2007....
    Actually the presumption is correct....for at least a couple of people.  As for the rest, they're just putting in their honest two cents worth and having fun at it.
  • anonymous said on Apr 22, 2007....
    Can anybody guess who I am ?
  • anonymous said on Apr 22, 2007....
    I hate this post. It keeps showing up on My Conversations. Please delete it.
  • silverwhisper said on Apr 23, 2007....
    pfft. as if.

    ed
  • anonymous said on Apr 23, 2007....

    A Thousand Years - by Sting

    A thousand years, a thousand more,
    A thousand times a million doors to eternity
    I may have lived a thousand lives, a thousand times
    An endless turning stairway climbs
    To a tower of souls
    If it takes another thousand years, a thousand wars,
    The towers rise to numberless floors in space
    I could shed another million tears, a million breaths,
    A million names but only one truth to face

    A million roads, a million fears
    A million suns, ten million years of uncertainty
    I could speak a million lies, a million songs,
    A million rights, a million wrongs in this balance of time
    But if there was a single truth, a single light
    A single thought, a singular touch of grace
    Then following this single point , this single flame,
    The single haunted memory of your face

    I still love you
    I still want you
    A thousand times the mysteries unfold themselves
    Like galaxies in my head

    I may be numberless, I may be innocent
    I may know many things, I may be ignorant
    Or I could ride with kings and conquer many lands
    Or win this world at cards and let it slip my hands
    I could be cannon food, destroyed a thousand times
    Reborn as fortunes child to judge anothers crimes
    Or wear this pilgrims cloak, or be a common thief
    Ive kept this single faith, I have but one belief

    I still love you
    I still want you
    A thousand times the mysteries unfold themselves
    Like galaxies in my head
    On and on the mysteries unwind themselves
    Eternities still unsaid
    til you love me

  • anonymous said on May 01, 2007....
    I wish I hadn't met you. I wish you hadn't stirred feelings in me that had been comfortably dormant. I wish you'd get the fuck out of my head.
  • anonymous said on May 01, 2007....
    Do you honestly think it's any easier for me? How do you think it shreds my soul to know that I can never have you the way I want you?
  • anonymous said on May 02, 2007....
    Words without action are just empty promises. 
  • anonymous said on May 03, 2007....
    Amen to that.
  • anonymous said on May 03, 2007....
    I'll always love you but I have to put you in my past so I can live in the present.  Who knows what the future will bring?  I've given up waiting for you to come back.
  • anonymous said on May 04, 2007....
    Love will always find a way and the future is just another vehicle for love to find a way.
  • anonymous said on May 04, 2007....
    Now why did I do that?
  • anonymous said on May 04, 2007....
    I should know better than to respond to a jibe when angry.
  • anonymous said on May 15, 2007....
    I would love you no matter how bad your hair cut is, and I do. 
  • anonymous said on May 15, 2007....
    Even if I shaved my head?
  • anonymous said on May 15, 2007....
    No matter what...
  • anonymous said on May 18, 2007....

    A year ago we each said those words which changed our lives.
    I meant what I said then and still do.
    I love you, only you,
    and I want you to be happy.


  • anonymous said on May 18, 2007....
    Thank you, A'maelamin.  That was truly beautiful.
     
    One year ago...  I have not forgotten.  I willl never forget...
    I love you.  Only you.
    And I want you to be happy, love...
     
  • anonymous said on May 18, 2007....
    If this all goes horribly wrong I am going to look and feel like an idiot.
  • anonymous said on May 18, 2007....
    I don't want things to go horribly wrong...
  • anonymous said on May 19, 2007....

    Hunter, why are you always looking for a point? Check the top of yer head...this is not TheNakedProfessor, btw

     

    See my post "The Real Naked Professor" under my guise as a hippy baker biker

     

    - not me

  • anonymous said on May 27, 2007....
    I'm not sure if I'm strong enough to do this.
  • anonymous said on May 27, 2007....
    I know I'm not strong enough to do this.
  • anonymous said on May 28, 2007....
    Perhaps together we can find the strength?
  • anonymous said on May 29, 2007....
    it is unusually comfortable outside right now.
  • anonymous said on May 29, 2007....

    irony and recursive wordplay doesnt work in here anymore.  satire gets a glazed stare and anagrams get ignored.  the formula for getting a rise has deteriorated to three things: whining, being pre-adolescent, and agreeing with everybody on everything.

  • anonymous said on May 29, 2007....
    Here here?  As in on this thread?  Or on SoulCast in general?  Perhaps you mean at your current location within the confines of your present surroundings and those nearby you?  Can you be a little more specific?
  • anonymous said on May 29, 2007....
    Agreeing with everybody on everything gets kind of monotonous don't you think?
    To agree to disagree is also a bit redundant in the effort to actually arrive at some kind of destination for the topic discussed.  
  • anonymous said on May 29, 2007....

    Actually, naked pictures work well, also.

     

  • anonymous said on May 29, 2007....
    <releases primal, two-fold groan of utter and complete frustration...>
  • anonymous said on May 30, 2007....
    This is confusing.  Why doesn't everyone just start fish slapping each other. 
  • anonymous said on May 30, 2007....
    <trout-smacks anonymous>
  • anonymous said on May 30, 2007....
    Thanks I needed that. Now where's that Tobasco Sauce.
  • anonymous said on May 30, 2007....
    Will this be all there ever is?
  • anonymous said on May 30, 2007....
    no....one day there will be fire and gnashing of teeth.  Its not always fish.
  • anonymous said on May 31, 2007....
    No.  This will not be all there is.  There will be more...
  • anonymous said on Jun 07, 2007....
    I am tired of being the one who waits, not knowing if the waiting is in vain.
  • anonymous said on Jun 08, 2007....
    Tabasco Sauce is fine but Chipolte Sauce is dandy.
    The waiting will not be in vain.
    But hey if this is all there is then pass the vodka please.
  • anonymous said on Jun 08, 2007....
    I know you are tired of waiting.  But it is not in vain. 
  • anonymous said on Jun 08, 2007....
    More please....
  • anonymous said on Jun 15, 2007....
    Everyday I wait to hear from you.  Everyday I am left waiting.  When does the missing stop?
  • anonymous said on Jun 16, 2007....
    Today I am wondering if it will ever get better?
  • anonymous said on Jun 16, 2007....
    who's getting better
    waiting for a letter
    I think I will better
    write the poem later
    when I get absolute
    playing with a flute
    audiences I'll nuke
    jumping with a 'chute
  • anonymous said on Jun 16, 2007....
    ♫ ♫ ♫
  • anonymous said on Jun 27, 2007....
    Guess I'm wishing my life away with these things I'll never say...
  • anonymous said on Jul 01, 2007....
    You know....I kinda like this space.  Just this space right here.  It's cozy.  I like it.  For just a little while I'll make myself comfortable.  But you know me....I can't stay in one place too long.
  • anonymous said on Jul 10, 2007....
    I love penises, I love men, I just don't want a commitment right now!
  • boyzmom said on Jul 10, 2007....
    I am comitted right now, I am blogging from the mental ward!
  • anonymous said on Jul 10, 2007....
    oops, forgot to check the anon button!
  • anonymous said on Jul 10, 2007....

    Are we really anonymous here?  If I said I love you, would you know it was me?

  • anonymous said on Jul 10, 2007....
    Yes, I would know it was you. The problem is, would you know it was me?
  • anonymous said on Jul 10, 2007....
    no probably not.  
  • anonymous said on Jul 10, 2007....
    this post is totally amazing i want one of my own to play with imagine a place where you could put all your thoughts and not even know it was you well if you have a bad memory like me you could anyways. you could just keep spurting out utter crap and i just realised that you could figure out who the people are who left the anons today .....it was re started by somebody in somebodys post so all those that were in that post will have got an email..reminding them of the post they visited ages ago so they would all go and look at the post then they would click on the link and it would take them to here.
    did i mention i should be a private detective....oh my god i just realised i am predictable and distinguishable ....... some of you will have figured out who I am but hey ho its anon so i can and will deny it :-) ha ha ha yup.....its me ....ahhhhh
    but who is me?????   wow i could type away like this all day...i gotta have one of these empty spaces where thoughts can just flow and flow and flow

    byeeeeeeeeeee  i will be back cus i love this free flowing thoughts thing :-)

    please dont forget to press anon please lease pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeease
    warning warning warning
    hit anon button


  • anonymous said on Jul 10, 2007....
    this post is totally amazing i want one of my own to play with imagine a place where you could put all your thoughts and not even know it was you well if you have a bad memory like me you could anyways. you could just keep spurting out utter crap and i just realised that you could figure out who the people are who left the anons today .....it was re started by somebody in somebodys post so all those that were in that post will have got an email..reminding them of the post they visited ages ago so they would all go and look at the post then they would click on the link and it would take them to here.
    did i mention i should be a private detective....oh my god i just realised i am predictable and distinguishable ....... some of you will have figured out who I am but hey ho its anon so i can and will deny it :-) ha ha ha yup.....its me ....ahhhhh
    but who is me?????   wow i could type away like this all day...i gotta have one of these empty spaces where thoughts can just flow and flow and flow

    byeeeeeeeeeee  i will be back cus i love this free flowing thoughts thing :-)

    please dont forget to press anon please lease pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeease
    warning warning warning
    hit anon button


  • anonymous said on Jul 10, 2007....
    No more caffeine for you...
  • destinydiva said on Jul 10, 2007....

  • anonymous said on Jul 10, 2007....
    oops
  • anonymous said on Jul 10, 2007....
    hmmm now I cant write anything till a few other people write something or you will no its me
  • destinydiva said on Jul 10, 2007....
    unless i wrote the comments by the other people myself
    which I can cus its anonymous!!!!


    waheyyyyyyy
  • anonymous said on Jul 10, 2007....
    oh shit....I really not safe to play this game with my memory.....
  • destinydiva said on Jul 10, 2007....
    wahey!!!  I remembered the anon button!!!
  • destinydiva said on Jul 10, 2007....
    crap!!!!!!!  I'm not playing anymore :-)
  • anonymous said on Jul 10, 2007....
    < Wishing life weren't getting in the way... >
  • anonymous said on Jul 10, 2007....
    self reflecting.
     maybe i am too sensitive maybe I need to grow up but when somebody is openly annoyed with me it hurts. I dont think I delibratly set out to upset or annoy anyone.
    I hate the feeling of being unliked.
  • anonymous said on Jul 10, 2007....
    What is it about passion that makes us into suckers every time?
  • anonymous said on Jul 11, 2007....
    I'm fed up.
  • anonymous said on Jul 11, 2007....
    It should be a very interesting experiment.  I'll be watching closely.
  • anonymous said on Jul 11, 2007....
    ☺ I like you ♥
  • anonymous said on Jul 11, 2007....
    It's important to pay attention in this post as you could have a conversation with yourself and not even know it !
  • anonymous said on Jul 11, 2007....
    Did I write that .....?
    or did you ??
  • anonymous said on Jul 11, 2007....
    No that was me.
  • anonymous said on Jul 13, 2007....

    Anonymous posting allows me to post my most inner feelings!,

    WHY?,  They are my true feelings, once they are revealed I feel

    so much better, it does not make my life anymore glamourous,but

    it allows for feedback from others who may be experiencing the

    same problems.   Especailly since no one knows that I post.

     

  • anonymous said on Jul 13, 2007....
    my lifes a fucking write off!!!
    I am playing the strong one when really i am breaking inside
    well chin up life goes on thanks for chance to get that off my chest
  • anonymous said on Jul 13, 2007....
    I have a plan to make this a good day and scrape together the pieces of my broken life. There's always hope! God Bless you all!
  • destinydiva said on Jul 13, 2007....
    crap I forgot to hit anon
  • anonymous said on Jul 13, 2007....
    Poor anon....getting hit all the time !


  • anonymous said on Jul 13, 2007....
    Anon getting hit on all the time ?  Maybe she likes it (if she's a girl!)

    lol
  • anonymous said on Jul 14, 2007....
    ooooh I like it
  • anonymous said on Jul 15, 2007....
    Well I'm thinking that you're thinking that they're thinking that we're thinking that she's thinking that he's thinking that all are thinking that someone's thinking that they're thinking that you're thinking that we're thinking that she's thinking that he's thinking that we are all thinking that someone is thinking that they're thinking and really the thinking stinking solution is to keep thinking that you're thinking that we're thinking that they're thinking ...... but doing it in a nice way so they say  ok ?
    (this is worse than playing chess I'm thinking)
  • anonymous said on Jul 15, 2007....
    < this space intentionally left blank >
  • anonymous said on Jul 15, 2007....
    yea go ahead, take the easy way out.....
  • anonymous said on Jul 19, 2007....

    oh...cool idea.

    =(^-^)=

  • anonymous said on Jul 23, 2007....
    I don't know what I did and I wish I knew.
  • anonymous said on Jul 23, 2007....

    Feel guilty?  Good.  You should.  You hurt a lot of people whose only sin was allowing you into their lives.

  • anonymous said on Jul 23, 2007....
    Oh, I have nothing to feel guilty about.

    BTW, he sees right through you. He's deemed you untrustworthy and someone to pity.
  • anonymous said on Jul 23, 2007....
    *To the rhythm of Calypso beat*
    ♫ How low can I go ? ♫
  • anonymous said on Jul 23, 2007....
    By a show of hands, who here dislikes someone here at SC and who likes everyone they have met thus far? I dislike 2 or 3 people....
  • anonymous said on Jul 23, 2007....
    Everyone that I've met here at SC so far--and I mean literally everyone I've met--has at least one positive quality of social or moral value. For me, that's enough to offset whatever dislike I have for any negative traits I might see in some.
  • anonymous said on Jul 24, 2007....
    I'm scared that one day I will realize that life really is too hard and I am not strong enough to deal with my emotions.  On that day I will lay my head down and slip quietly, peacefully, sadly, into death.
  • anonymous said on Aug 02, 2007....
    One of my friends is drifting away and I don't know how to stop him from doing that.  He's changed over the past few months, and seems to be at a point where he needs to leave his friends behind.  I wish him well, but it hurts my feelings just the same.
  • destinydiva said on Aug 03, 2007....
    i like everybody even the ones i dont like!!!  lol 
  • destinydiva said on Aug 03, 2007....
    oops....  truthfully tho..there is nobody i dont like...
  • anonymous said on Aug 03, 2007....
    oh yeah? I hope that you always maintain that attitude destiny....'cause then you'll have to think that others are thinking what you're thinking about what they're thinking when only the thinker knows what he's thinking as opposed to what other's are thinking when they're thinking it while you were thinking about what they were thinking when you think about it as they're thinking about thinking it some more..... *whew*
  • anonymous said on Aug 04, 2007....
    My experience of promises is that they are never kept.
  • anonymous said on Aug 04, 2007....
    i got an anonomous message from destiny anonomously saying that she wishs to remain anonomous but keeps forgetting to hit the anonomous button ...so here i am anonomously posting anonomously on behalf of miss anononmous....  i wish i could spell anonomous  :-)
  • anonymous said on Aug 04, 2007....
    wahey i actually managed to post anonomously!! i remembered to hit anonomous...  do you find after you been playing on here... you auto matically go to press anon when commenting elsewhere??  but on here its so hard to remember not to automatically just press send??


  • anonymous said on Aug 04, 2007....
    well im thinking that your thinking that made no sense whatsoever 
  • anonymous said on Aug 27, 2007....
    i am awake and thinking of you...
  • anonymous said on Aug 27, 2007....
    To think
    or
    Not to think....
    what a dilemma !
  • anonymous said on Aug 27, 2007....
    I've just realized the pain that I've caused. The unthinking revolt against preconceived notions. Forgetting my own fault.  Defending or rejecting instead of accepting and improving.   What a waste of time and destruction of trust.
     
  • anonymous said on Sep 06, 2007....
    i give up
  • Zayda said on Sep 06, 2007....
    crud.
  • anonymous said on Sep 06, 2007....
    heh
  • anonymous said on Sep 06, 2007....
    fuck you.


    fuck your for touching my soul in ways that it never has been and then shredding it.


    fuck you for making me want you like i have never wanted anyone


    fuck you for being a coward


    fuck you. bloody hell. just fuck you.
  • anonymous said on Sep 06, 2007....
    I really, honest to God, hate you to the very depths of my soul. I wish I had never met you. I wish I had never let you close. I wish to God I didn't love you. God...I HATE you.
  • anonymous said on Sep 07, 2007....
    Hate is a waste of time.
    It's also another way to use up energy negatively.
    The hate results are almost always wasted energy.

    Love is never a wrong emotion...it's something that gives pleasure and warm memories even when it doesn't work out.

    There is a way to convert the energy of hatred into love...but you have to search within yourself in order to do that.

    Never give up.
  • anonymous said on Sep 07, 2007....
    Lonely.
    F'd up.
    Self destruct.
  • anonymous said on Sep 08, 2007....
    How is it possible for you to be such an idiot? And why did I drop everything to help you when it was a situation entirely of your own making? I have to stop bailing you out.
  • anonymous said on Sep 19, 2007....
    Wanting and not having cuts like a knife.
    Love bleeds.
  • anonymous said on Sep 19, 2007....
    Sometimes I just want to scream because I cannot do what I want right now.  Sometimes I want to just say 'to hell with it all' and not care what anyone thinks about it.  Sometimes the hurt is almost unbearable...  But I will not give up.  I will not stop or change my mind.  I will see things through.  
  • anonymous said on Sep 23, 2007....
    Sometimes, I like to post to this just to see people post again to it when it hits their My Conversations page again. :)
  • anonymous said on Sep 23, 2007....
    yeah ! I like to do that too!! 
  • anonymous said on Sep 28, 2007....
    I have discovered something  very distracting. The frequency of the engine of my car at speed is the same as my bullet.
  • anonymous said on Feb 27, 2008....
    Hellooooooo....... anybody out there?
  • anonymous said on Feb 27, 2008....
    Nope, we have all gone home.
  • anonymous said on Feb 27, 2008....

    pity


  • anonymous said on Feb 28, 2008....
    Pity not...forget me not...for I'll be...
    expressing ambivalence
    exchanging ambiguous
    veiling the obvious
    hidden meanings copious
    and I'll get better
    with each letter
    for practice I haven't
    in quite awhile.... ☺


  • anonymous said on Feb 28, 2008....

    pitter patter
    my musings on a platter

    pitter patter
    my cryings on the  matter

    pitter patter
    my cravings for a whopper

    XD

  • anonymous said on Feb 28, 2008....
    I'm falling in love with a 16yr old. I'm 26. I feel guilty. The only thing that's stopping me from making it a relationship is his age.
  • anonymous said on Feb 28, 2008....
    I doubt she even knows that this post is still going on, but I do miss her terribly.....
  • anonymous said on Feb 28, 2008....
    I need his attention.  I wish it didn't matter, but it does.
  • anonymous said on Feb 28, 2008....
    my life is a fucking mess 
  • anonymous said on Feb 28, 2008....

    I need to screaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmmmmmmmm
  • anonymous said on Feb 28, 2008....

    I need to screaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmmmmmmmm
  • anonymous said on Feb 28, 2008....
    ♫ Let me tell you sweetheart, that I need to scream                      ♫
    ♫ Let me tell you sweetheart, that I waaant to let off steam          ♫
    ♫ Let me tell you sweetheart, that you're fullllll offfff beansssss    ♫

  • anonymous said on Feb 28, 2008....

    LOL

    bravo

    more , more

  • anonymous said on Feb 28, 2008....
    If you're falling in love with a 16yr old methinks that you'd better wait a couple of years unless you risk the obvious going to jail.  If the love is mutual it will hold out till then.

  • anonymous said on Feb 28, 2008....
    Hasta mañana, pasta manzana, tomorrow is another day of work and Mr Bill keeps knocking on my door !
    So off I go into the dreamy sunset and wish you all a Good Night. ♥☺♥
  • anonymous said on Feb 29, 2008....
    To be missed....speaks of feelings, good feelings.  Possibly love or friendship.

    I wish I were missed.

    *sigh*
  • anonymous said on Feb 29, 2008....

    I pray for sanity. . .I don´t want to feel this pain anymore. . .I don´t want to kill myself
  • anonymous said on Feb 29, 2008....
    But then again...it's fun to be insane....because then you don't have to explain....
  • anonymous said on Mar 01, 2008....
    So tired and fed up with being taken for granted. There has to be more than this.
  • anonymous said on Mar 01, 2008....
    ♫ Is that all there is....♫
  • anonymous said on Mar 01, 2008....
    Keep digging and you will get to China eventually. It's the interim that's a drag.
  • anonymous said on Mar 02, 2008....
    To get there, do you make a left in Albuquerque ? 
  • anonymous said on Mar 03, 2008....
    When did it end?
    The beginning was lost without warning...
    Getting it back is impossible now...
    What will happen now that the invisible wall...that darn resilient invisible wall...
    Splits us apart.
  • anonymous said on Mar 03, 2008....
    fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck shit fuck shit fuck fuck fuck ahhh  feel better now
  • anonymous said on Mar 03, 2008....
    but your sequence is all wrong! there's not enough shit. it should be:

    fuck fuck fuck shit fuck fuck fuck shit fuck fuck fuck shit.........

  • anonymous said on Mar 03, 2008....
    You mean it's all in the sequence? So that's the secret.....
  • anonymous said on Mar 04, 2008....
    I'm addicted to heroin
  • anonymous said on Mar 04, 2008....
    I'm addicted to soulcast
  • anonymous said on Apr 15, 2008....
    She must be crazy
    Seven lonely hearts searching
    For their Robin Hood
  • anonymous said on Apr 15, 2008....

    Waiting impatiently...

  • anonymous said on Apr 15, 2008....


    arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh


  • GrapeKoolaid said on Apr 15, 2008....
    I love you
  • anonymous said on Apr 15, 2008....
    And I love you GrapeKoolaid 
  • anonymous said on Apr 15, 2008....

    Your touch makes my body feel new.

  • anonymous said on Apr 15, 2008....



    gaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
  • anonymous said on Apr 15, 2008....
    ...
  • anonymous said on Apr 15, 2008....
    well fuck a duck!!!
  • silverwhisper said on Apr 16, 2008....
    holy crap, it's back!

    [hides more comments]

    [flees]
  • anonymous said on Apr 20, 2008....
    And throw away the geese....
  • anonymous said on Apr 20, 2008....
    Why does my darn computer keep reminding me that the internet connection is now connected ?
  • anonymous said on Apr 20, 2008....
    has anybody seen my manual ?
  • anonymous said on Apr 20, 2008....
    soulcast is dying a slow death....R.I.P
  • anonymous said on Apr 20, 2008....
    I wish that someday I will experience true romantic love.
  • anonymous said on Apr 24, 2008....
    I miss my friend. I am as much to blame for our drifting apart as you. What can I do to change the direction of that shift? How can I bring you back to me?
     
    I know that life is change. Sometimes that change hurts. I don't want this to be one of those times. Come back to me.
  • anonymous said on May 26, 2008....

    How do I stop loving you?  I still miss you.

  • anonymous said on May 26, 2008....

    And I miss you.

    Never stop love will I to you.

    * Star Wars hidden Chronicles *

  • anonymous said on May 26, 2008....
    Ah, if I only knew if it was really you...
  • anonymous said on May 26, 2008....

    Yes, it's really me and only your heart can really tell....

  • anonymous said on May 26, 2008....
    If only you knew, what I feel for you
    But I can't say, or it will all slip away
    The feelings I have, they can't be right
    So all I can do, is continue to fight
  • anonymous said on May 26, 2008....
    I have a confession. I want you real bad and I can't stop thinking about you. And I wonder if you're reading this. And if you are, do you know that I'm talking about you?

    You should. Because I think you want me too.
  • anonymous said on May 26, 2008....

    I don't know.

    I want and I also need. My wanting you is as bad as my needing you.  But I don't know if it's me that you're talking about or you're addressing someone else.

    My needs are simple...do you want someone with simple needs ?

  • anonymous said on May 26, 2008....
    If it's really you, then you have made me very happy.  I have waited a long time to hold you in my arms.
  • anonymous said on May 26, 2008....
    What are your simple needs? If you're the one I'm talking about, I think all you really need is me.

    You're all I can think about and I need you too.


  • anonymous said on May 26, 2008....
    But what is need? Is need unchanging law? We both have needs. Are mine the same as yours?

  • anonymous said on May 26, 2008....
    I don't know what need is. Or if they're the same needs as yours. Or if you're even the one I'm longing for.

    But that person...that person just needs to know that everything you're afraid to say, I already know what it is.


  • anonymous said on May 26, 2008....

    Simple needs are the same as simple desires.  Straightforward and uncomplicated.    To be held.  To share life's little ups and downs.  No holding back.  Straight from the heart talk.  Not to mention sexy pillow talk.

    *When I press ' enter ' why does this @#^*&(%) skip two spaces instead of one?

  • anonymous said on May 27, 2008....

    Is it just me, or does anyone following this thread also get confused whether they were the one who left the words,  one thinks they did.

    Ermmm. . . fogggggedaaaaaboutit


  • anonymous said on May 27, 2008....
    I think it's just you.
  • anonymous said on May 27, 2008....
    But on a bad hair day it could be me so don't feel bad.
  • anonymous said on May 27, 2008....

    sad
  • anonymous said on May 27, 2008....

    thanks!
  • anonymous said on May 27, 2008....

    It's too late to start over.  The best advice I can offer is to never settle.  No matter what, never settle for less than what you need.

  • anonymous said on May 27, 2008....

    A bit contradictory, don´t you think?


  • anonymous said on May 27, 2008....
    It's not that easy sometimes and compassion is a force/subject/factor that must be dealt with in life in order to fulfill oneself.  Not everybody is the same and we all have different thresholds. 
  • anonymous said on May 27, 2008....
    It's not that easy sometimes and compassion is a force/subject/factor that must be dealt with in life in order to fulfill oneself.  Not everybody is the same and we all have different thresholds. 
  • anonymous said on May 27, 2008....
    I hate being alone.  I just wish someone would hold me.

  • anonymous said on May 27, 2008....
    Sometimes I am really, really stupid and this is one of them. 
  • anonymous said on May 27, 2008....

    I have needs like that. I just wish the world wasn't so selfish. I need someone to hold me too.

  • anonymous said on May 27, 2008....
    I need someone to tell me it's all going to be ok.
  • anonymous said on May 27, 2008....
    I really IS going to be ok, even if it doesn't seem like it. it will be OK.
  • anonymous said on May 27, 2008....
    I hope so.  I don't know how much more I can take.
  • anonymous said on May 27, 2008....
    All of you sound like the voices inside my head last night. Please continue. You all make sense to me.

  • anonymous said on May 27, 2008....
    It's going to be ok. It sure doesn't seem like it now but it's going to be ok...I have faith and still plenty of love to give.
  • anonymous said on May 27, 2008....
    I wish I didn't have to struggle so much.
  • anonymous said on May 27, 2008....
    We all wish that but the truth of it is that struggling, and dealing with the struggle, is what makes us who we are.
  • anonymous said on May 27, 2008....
    I don't want to be who I am.
  • anonymous said on May 27, 2008....
    Why not.  Liking yourself is sometimes half the battle.
  • anonymous said on May 28, 2008....
    Yea but what happens with the other half?
  • anonymous said on May 28, 2008....
    fuckity fuck fuck fuck!  
  • anonymous said on May 28, 2008....
    When you can say "I like me" it makes it easier to defend the person you are to the people who tell you you're anything less. You are a beautiful wonderful person, and the only person who can really tell you you're not is yourself. Since I'm really just a voice in your head. Know that I love you, that you are the most beautiful, loving and caring person I know and it's time that you saw it that way too. So look in the mirror and tell me you love me, and mean it. And you'll see me saying "I love you" right back.
  • anonymous said on May 28, 2008....
    I've had enough now. I want to get off of this ship, just let me jump overboard and I will fade away to nothing.
  • anonymous said on May 28, 2008....
    If only it were that easy.  The mind doesn't always follow the heart.
  • anonymous said on May 28, 2008....
    Yes but the heart always follows the body.  So get naked and get going for the heart will soon follow.
  • anonymous said on May 28, 2008....
    Yes but the heart always follows the body.  So get naked and get going for the heart will soon follow.
  • anonymous said on May 28, 2008....
    Yes but the heart always follows the body.  So get naked and get going for the heart will soon follow.
  • anonymous said on May 28, 2008....
    Yes but the heart always follows the body.  So get naked and get going for the heart will soon follow.
  • anonymous said on May 28, 2008....
    Yes but the heart always follows the body.  So get naked and get going for the heart will soon follow.
  • anonymous said on May 28, 2008....
    Yes but the heart always follows the body.  So get naked and get going for the heart will soon follow.
  • anonymous said on May 28, 2008....
    Yes but the heart always follows the body.  So get naked and get going for the heart will soon follow.
  • anonymous said on May 28, 2008....
    Yes but the heart always follows the body.  So get naked and get going for the heart will soon follow.
  • anonymous said on May 28, 2008....
    aarrrrgggghhhhh   hate these computer glitches
  • anonymous said on May 28, 2008....
    ROFL!
  • anonymous said on May 28, 2008....
    My soul is bared.  Does that count?
  • anonymous said on May 28, 2008....
    Well for starters and good intentions.....yes.
  • anonymous said on May 30, 2008....
    Will that lead to my soulmate?
  • anonymous said on Jun 02, 2008....

    seriously, posting anonymously makes my head even more blank than wanting to do it under my own name and even anonymously i keep deleting and saying, this is stupid.

    keeps me busy i guess...

  • anonymous said on Jun 02, 2008....
    Yes it will lead you to your soulmate....if honesty is the best policy here in anonymous land....but that policy also works for everyday life.
  • anonymous said on Jun 04, 2008....

    I´m falling out of love . . . .


  • anonymous said on Jun 04, 2008....
    I'm falling in love 
  • anonymous said on Jun 04, 2008....

    what shall I do? sigh
  • anonymous said on Jun 05, 2008....
    I'm hoping to fall in love again.  It's such a nice feeling but this time I want it to be permanent. 
  • anonymous said on Jun 05, 2008....
    Nothing's permanent in people's lives.

    Orgasm is a nice feeling, but do you really want to be in a permanent state of orgasm?

  • anonymous said on Jun 05, 2008....
    YES!!!!!!!!!!
  • anonymous said on Jun 05, 2008....

    I think, I am incapable of being in a relationship.




  • anonymous said on Jun 06, 2008....
    I wish I could learn to be in a permanent state of orgasm.  The closest I've come is a prolonged state of arousal....I guess that's close enough.
     
    Relationship shmationship....just knowing another person is a relationship....the differences are in the varying degrees of intimacy and length of time that they last.
  • anonymous said on Jun 06, 2008....

    Am I in this relationship all by myself?  I wish I knew what your rules are. 

  • anonymous said on Jun 12, 2008....

    I've tried everything I can think of to be your friend.  I finally get it -- you're not interested.  I give up.

    I don't know if you mean to or not, but you're a pro at pushing people away.  That's a shame.

  • anonymous said on Jun 14, 2008....
    I certainly hope that wasn't aimed at me.
    I know that I'm not perfect but that's why there's communication and being reasonable and going half-way and all that.
  • anonymous said on Jun 14, 2008....
    I think I have just been proposed to, in a very round about, cart before horse sort of way.

  • anonymous said on Jun 16, 2008....
    I am so tired of working so hard every single day to be everything I need to be. Sometimes, I look forward to dying. Just for the stillness.
  • anonymous said on Jun 17, 2008....

    What an unexpected pleasure!  A few minutes with someone special very early in the morning.  *happy sigh*

  • anonymous said on Jun 17, 2008....
    That's the best time to have an ' unexpected pleasure ' .  Early mornings after just waking up.  
  • anonymous said on Jun 17, 2008....
    I just made a promise to myself today. I will stay healthy and live to be a hundred years old. I will live a very productive life. I will leave a memorable legacy to society at large. And last but not least, I will personally give Scarlett Johansson a few really intense hot flushes long before she turns menopausal. Guess who I am? *wink*

  • anonymous said on Jun 18, 2008....
    Mr. Johansson?
  • anonymous said on Jun 18, 2008....

    I hurt.
  • anonymous said on Jun 18, 2008....
    I wish I could run away and make a new life somewhere else.  Maybe then I would be happy.
  • anonymous said on Jun 18, 2008....
    When you run away without solving your problems you end up taking your problems with you and having to solve them later.
    Love now run later.
  • anonymous said on Jun 18, 2008....
    There's nothing to love.
  • anonymous said on Jun 18, 2008....
    How about yourself?
    Learn to love for your own good. It's different than loving yourself only for by learning to love others eventually bounces back to you.
  • anonymous said on Jun 18, 2008....

    please, i want to stop hurting.

    i want to stop being scared-
  • anonymous said on Jun 18, 2008....

    i am blessed i blessed blessed blessed blessed blessed blessed
  • anonymous said on Jun 18, 2008....

    arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
  • anonymous said on Jun 18, 2008....
    You are all blessed,blessed,blessed,blessed,blessed,blessed.
  • anonymous said on Jun 18, 2008....
    We are all blessed,blessed,blessed,blessed,blessed,blessed.
  • anonymous said on Jun 18, 2008....
    They are all blessed,blessed,blessed,blessed,blessed,blessed.
  • anonymous said on Jun 20, 2008....

    . . .  seconds ticks
    Moods switch

    . . . minutes ticks
    Heaven fleets

    . . . hours ticks
    A memory


  • anonymous said on Jun 21, 2008....

    Life is good.  Really.


  • anonymous said on Jun 22, 2008....

    I can do this

  • anonymous said on Jun 22, 2008....
    Why can't I let go? Changing and moving on is part of life but it is hard to let go.  How can one fix a broken marriage?
    How can I say no to the needy...even when they don't say thank you or express anything.
    Is satisfaction worth the selfishness?
    The hurt is a sickness that won't go away. 
    Today I feel.....and it hurts.
  • anonymous said on Jun 23, 2008....

    I don´t know if it will make any difference anonymous...but you are not alone.  I could have written those words myself.

    (hugs)
  • anonymous said on Jun 23, 2008....
    i'm horny.
  • anonymous said on Jun 23, 2008....

    You are not alone too.


  • anonymous said on Jun 23, 2008....
    I wish I could "un-know" what I've learned.  Blissful ignorance is so much easier.  I may have been clueless, but at least I was content.
  • anonymous said on Jun 23, 2008....

    we need fresh life here in SC!!!
  • queenparanoia said on Jun 23, 2008....
    wow...this post is still popular!!!
  • anonymous said on Jun 23, 2008....
    crap... i thought i hit the anonymous button....
  • silverwhisper said on Jun 24, 2008....
    i'm stunned to see this crop up in my conversations periodically--even after all this time!

    and no, i don't care about not being anonymous. :>
  • RollingC said on Jun 24, 2008....
    The free for all expressions of one's feelings is attraction enough.
    There is a release of subliminal emotions in it that is hard