don't know what to do.
can't sleep. can't be awake. can't think. can't stop thinking. can't do anything. i'm exhausted.
my reason to exist is gone. everything is gone.
but i'm still holding onto the 'what if...'?
maybe i should let go. maybe i should find a way to be strong and accept this. but i just can't.
because i have nothing left, if not this. nobody. i gave everything away and now it's gone.
please tell me it's okay. please make it stop hurting. please tell me who i am.
