I'm tired of practically having to beg for peoples time and affection. I've spent my entire life begging for people I care about to spend time with me, to notice me and I can't do it anymore. It hurts too bad. To be totally ignored, told "No, too busy" for weeks at a time and my all time favorite "Can I atleast have a hug?" "No, you didn't think, start thinking and then you can have one" WTF does me thinking have to do with getting a hug from someone I care deeply about and haven't seen in 2 weeks? If breaking my spirit was the mission, then congratulations, mission accomplished. I'd bake you a cookie as a reward, but like everything else I probably couldn't do that right either!
P.S- No disrespect meant, being a smart ass is how I deal with the pain.
Devious_Babydoll posted on Oct 10, 2009
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WillsRose said on Oct 10, 2009....
*stops by for hugs*wish i could give the real thing. i need them too right now. -
pleasantskies said on Oct 10, 2009....
It's hard. I've been in that position many times. Having a little brother is great cure especially when you've trained him since birth to give you hugs.
*Hugs* to you.
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T's_Pet said on Oct 12, 2009....
Sorry my friend. It takes very little for someone with so much control and power over us to hurt us. i don't think THEY think about that sometimes. feel better.Pet -
Devious_Babydoll said on Oct 17, 2009....
Another week gone by and still no real time with him. He's too tired and too busy with work and other commitments. We have a Lifestyle Halloween party on the 24th, he'll have time for me then, to show off in front of friends of course. Question is, will I have time for him or will I be too busy? I was told last night via text that I've developed feelings for him that he can't return to me on the same level. Guess when he said he wanted to be Master of me, he didn't want my heart. -
seer said on Oct 23, 2009....
Stopping by for hugs! Have you considered a new master? Let me know how things turn out. -
DaddysLittleSlut said 13 days ago....
I'm sorry to be reading this post and follow up. Its very sad when a person calls themselves Master without expecting their sub/whatever to love them or to expect to return that love. Its sad because for me that's what its always been about. I'm not out there kissing his ass for kicks.. its because i love him. I'm so sorry Baby.
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