• Hegemone said on Oct 09, 2009....

  Well I don't think you should die, that's first.  You'll make it through this and you'll be stronger, better and smarter off of it all.  Don't let them get the better of you.  You are a wonderful, smart, beautiful person who deserves better.  I'm sure it was shocking to you, but don't let it be the end of your world.  Make some different friends, involve yourself with other things in your life, and don't spend all of your time being hurt by these other people.  Don't give them the power to do that.

• hairbrushedhubby said on Oct 10, 2009....

  First off, let me give you a verbal spanking' if I was near you I would come over and give you a physical one, for wallowing in all this self pity and hoping people will feel sorry for you and say all the things you want to hear so that you can wallow some more.
  That said and out of the way, it happens, countless times all over the world,so you are not alone.
  Truth is the two you mentioned have shown their true colours and now is the best time to get rid of them from out of your system.
  I don't know what you look like, but unless you are a 3 headed monster, there are plenty more people out there in the world who would love to be a friend with you, likewise said for a boyfriend.
  All you have to do is go out there and find them or let them find you.
  So dust yourself down, put those shoulders back, and with a big smile step forward and say, " I am a wonderful person, who wants to get to know me?"
  Go on girl, you CAN DO IT.

• queenparanoia said on Oct 12, 2009....

  i think you need to love yourself first sweetie... don't asked for that love to those people who doesnt love you... love yourself...

• Misty_Eyed said on Oct 15, 2009....

  It's probably hard to see it from where you're at right now, but you're allowing yourself to buy into a bunch of negative thoughts that just aren't true. It sounds like you're seriously depressed, so the depression reinforces these extreme feelings or beliefs you have that no one else cares or likes you or would miss you if you weren't here on this earth. And I can almost guarantee you that that isn't true! (And of course your soulcast pals here care too.)
  
  
  When you think those kinds of thoughts you have to stop and really challenge them. It looks like what's going on with these friends (or maybe former friends) is that they're just not right for you at this moment in your life. People change their groups of friends and their boyfriends or girlfriends really frequently at your age, and it's really hurtful when you're on the receiving end of the rejection, but it has more to do, I think, with how people your age are really trying to figure out how to define themselves and how to try to grow up or not grow up in a bunch of different ways.
  
  
  Your former friend and boyfriend are probably just being kind of selfish right now, but that doesn't mean that it's your fault or that there's anything wrong with you. That's on them! I bet they're incredibly confused about their own lives right now, so they're not going to be able to give you the type of friendship and attention that you're probably craving.
  

  
  

• Misty_Eyed said on Oct 15, 2009....

  I hope this helps at least a little. Best wishes, "Misty"

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