OK SO CHECK THIS OUT- RECENT NEWLYWED..YAY HOORAY..NUFF OF THAT BULLSMACK- MY HUSBAND HAS BEEN LAGGING IT HARDCORE!!!! THIS NEVER APPEARED BEFORE WE GOT MARRIED???NEVERRR LESS THEN A MONTH HE HAS HAD 3 OCCURENCES OF "OOPSIES"...THE OTHER DAY HE LEAVES HIS PHONE ON THE BED - I GO THRU IT CAUSE I LIKE LEAVIN HIM THESE LOVE NOTES ON HIS PHONE (YES THERE IS AN AP ON THE IPHONE THAT DOES THAT!) IM NOT ONE OF THOSE STALKER PSYCHO CHICKS THAT HAVE TO SEE THEIR MAN'S PHONE EVERY MINUTE OF THE DAY.....ANYWHO...I OPEN THE PHONE AND UP APPEARS PORN??NOW I'M SUPER COO WITH PORN I AM...LOVE WATCHIN IT AND PLAYING MONKEY SEE MONKEY DO...BUT IT'S NOT THE NORMAL COUPLE HAVING SEX PORN ITS MORE OF THESE YOUNG BEAUTIFUL GIRLS GONE WILD FUCKING TRAIN YUCKY SLUT PORN.***RED FLAG*** MORE THAN 7 PAGES IN THE HISORY..I WAS UPSET BUT MORE HURT I ASKED HIM WHY HE SAID TO PASS TIME AT WORK  ....  =)  HA HA HA...WHAT THE #&%* .... OK THAT WAS STRIKE 1   .... STRIKE 2...HAD A GREAT NIGHT OUT WITH OUR FRIENDS- MY HUSBAND DRINKS RED WINE FOR THE FIRST TIME AND GETS TOTALLY DRUNK NEVER SEEN HIM THIS DRUNK BEFORE...WELL HE DECIDES TO TALK ABOUT OUR SEX LIFE- IN FRONT OF HIS BEST FRIEND...SAYING VERY INAPPROPRIATE AND PERSONAL THINGS...NEED A DESCRIPTION LETS SAY ITS BORDERLINE ON ME GIVING HIM HEAD...I WAS VERY EMBARRASSED TO EVEN BE CALLED HIS WIFE .....LAST NIGHT WAS STRIKE 3...HE'S GOING OUT WITH THE BOYS..MY IDIOTIC HUSBAND KNOWS I AM ALWAYS SUPPORTIVE FOR THE BOYS TO GO OUT AND HAVE A GOOD TIME...HE DECIDES HE WANTS TO GET "SUM" BEFORE HE LEAVES FOR THE EVENING...(IM STILL UNEASY ABOUT THE WHOLE PORN THING AND FEEL VERY UNATTRACTIVE AROUND HIM SO FOR HIM TO WANT SOME WAS KINDA HARD FOR ME) SO WE GET DOWN AND IN THE MIDDLE OF US DOING IT...HE SAYS OH THIS IS GOING TO BE A LONG ONE....(LOL...MIND YOU A LONG ONE TO MY HUSBAND IS 15-20 MINUTES TOPS) I JUST LAUGH AND SAID " YOU NEED TO HURRY UP CAUSE WE BOTH HAVE PLACES WE NEED TO BE 10 MINUTES AGO"....SO HE PULLS OUT AND PROMISES...PROMISES ME HE'LL FINISH WHAT HE STARTED WHEN HE GETS HOME....I TELL HIM OK LOOK FORWARD TO IT...BUT REALLY I WAS LIKE YEA RIGHT I AIN'T GONNA HOLD MY BREATH YOUR ASS IS GONNA BE WAY TOO DAMN DRUNK WHEN YOU GET HOME....SURELY ENOUGH BY THE TIME I WAKE UP FOR WORK HE'S JUS GETTING HOME FIRST WORDS OUT OF HIS MOUTH "SORRY MAN...CAN'T DO IT IM SOO FUCKEN DRUNK" AND JUS LAUGHS....YES ITS FUNNY BUT REALLY I CANNOT TAKE THIS SHIT...WHEN WE ARE ON GOOD GROUND OUR MARRIAGE IS THE BEST...YOU NAME IT ALL ITS ALL GOOD...WE RECEIVE ALOT OF COMPLIMENTS IN REGARDS TO OUR RELATIONSHIP...BUT LATELY...LATELY...IM JUST NUMB TO IT...I FEEL UNATTRACTIVE AND DONT WANT TO BE NEXT TO HIM FOR ANYTHING I HAVE TALKED WITH HIM ABOUT THE LAST 2 EVENTS AND HE SAYS HE UNDERSTANDS AND SAYS SORRY WHICH I FORGIVE BUT HONESTLY I AM STILL FUCKEN HEATED ABOUT THIS!!!...AND WHEN HE DOES TRY TO GET INTIMATE I AM SOOOO NOT TURNED ON OR STOMACH READY....WHAT WOULD YOU DO? DO I HAVE A RIGHT TO BE UPSET? WHERE WOULD YOU GO FROM HERE? ANY ADVICE IS MUCH APPRECIATED. THANKS!