Well, soulcasters, I may FINALLY be pregnant. Although I haven't seen a doctor yet or taken a pregnancy test. I'm afraid to. I have no clue though, if this is bad pms or if I'm actually pregnant. My breasts have felt sore for the past week. No, sore isn't the word. More like they've been manhandled. Even bumps in the street made them hurt. I cried just about all day yesterday for stupid reasons. OH plus I haven't had my period since August. but that's nothing new for me. Ya know how some women can set their watch by their cycles? You'll never be on time with mine. Although lately it has been pretty regular. My hubby said yeah, my breasts are a little bigger and he has noticed a little pouch..I told him great, thanks now You 're saying I'm getting fatter than I am. LOL. I have gotten a lot of heartburn recently. Ya ya..you're all saying geesh you don't know if your preggers or not... After 20 years with the same person and many false alarms and dissapointment, I'd liek to think of this as just a bad case of pms. I keep telling him, I'm not pregnant..even now I feel something that feels alot like little cramps. My friend tells me to take a test. I tell her no. why dissapoint myself sooner. I've never been pregnant before so I don't know what to feel.
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Hegemone said on Oct 09, 2009....
Huh, well, it sounds like you're already hoping and figuring you're pregnant and don't want to dispel it, so basically no matter what happens, I bet you'll feel a little bit disappointed. My thing is, why wouldn't you want to take the test, if you really are pregnant, and be able to get the ball rolling on doctor appointments, vitamins, planning and all that good stuff? I can sympathize with not wanting to know, at the same time though. Either way, you'll make the right choice. (((((((HUGS)))))))) -
chickencat said on Oct 09, 2009....
Hey Hege,I want to start planning, appointments and everything that comes along with it, but I'm too scared to take the test. I'm too scared to be dissapointed again. I keep telling myself I'll take the test this coming thursday when I get paid, then I tell myself I'll take it the following week. I've gone without a cycle for 3 months before and not have been pregnant. I have figured IF I am, I'm between 5 and 8 weeks along. Basically..I'm just scared. Scared it will say negative. -
Hegemone said on Oct 09, 2009....
That's totally understandable, and I'm sure you'll take the test when you're ready. Right now you're just sort of mentally preparing yourself, even if you don't realize it. I hope that the test tells you what you want to see, I really do. I'll be keeping my fingers crossed. ((((((HUGS)))))))