simplyconfused posted on Oct 08, 2009
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| Tags: Roar, sigh, blah, song
I really don't want you to be included. I don't want you squirming your way into this. It would be awkward anyway and you have to let go of him. It wouldn't surprise me if I got accused of just wanting the alone time with Dino. That's not it. I just don't want you there. Not this time, if it ever happened again, well maybe then. See I think you would... well. *sigh* You put a damper on my mood sometimes. I don't want to risk it in this situation that is supposed to be fun and great. It can easily change and go downhill. What is it that is happening? Magic Mushrooms. I think you are far more likely to have a bad trip. Or to complain about something. I don't want to risk being affected by it. I want it to be surreal, I want it to be a good experience. I don't enjoy you meddling and throwing yourself in it.
It would be awkward for you to go anyway because of you and Dino. I tell you over and over you need distance. But whatever, don't listen to me.