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I don't like this game anymore
No one seems to care.
Never is there ever true recognition of the effort one places into this world.
Therefore I quit.

I quit having to constantly be someone that I do not feel like inside.
I quit needing a immense supply of positive energy just to stay alive.
I quit trying to impress people and pretend to like the things they say.
I quit being nice.

I do not want to keep working.
I do not want to keep walking.
I do not want to keep moving.
I do not want to have to try to keep breathing.

I hate the words in my head.
I hate the thoughts in my mind.
I hate the way people look my way.
I hate the world today.

Screw trying to act all nice.
Damn all the fake personalities.
Hell with the rest of the world.
Fuck those not giving a damn.

I will no longer subscribe to this method.
I will never again ask for anyone's help.
I will stop listening to all this bullshit.
I will abandon any signs of life.

I quit how much energy it takes to keep the world operating in such a mediocre manner.
I quit trying to explain to each and every person the basic line of what one should not do.
I quit cleaning up the crap thrown out into the world just because no one else cares about anything.
I quit life.

-WS


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  • Hegemone said on Oct 05, 2009....
    WS, I hope that this is just a piece of writing, and not a true testament to how you feel at the current moment.  While it is quite touching and wonderfully written, I hope you are not feeling this way, and if you are, I wish you were not.  (((((((HUGS)))))))
  • aDisappearWish said on Oct 05, 2009....

    My words exactly. But don't go after life with an angry mood. All you have to do is not give a damn ;).

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Written and performed for the Trans Day of Remembrance....
I dedicate these words to poetzsoul, in hopes that her next 25 years are motivating....
The darker it gets, the closer I'll be....
I had to. It has been brought up too often for me to resist....