I simply don't understand some women out there.  This girl talks about how devistated she is that she lost her fiance last year.  This girl was cheating on him with 2 different guys and at one point got pregnant and had an abortion to hide the fact that she didn't think it was her fiances.   It has been just over a year since his death and she is living with someone now and expecting a child with this person.  She got pregnant on purpose this time and it will be her second child that she keeps.    How do you play the I lost of the love of my life card while pregnant with the new guys child?  How do you say you can't imagine life without him still, while you say you hated him and didnt want to be with him while he was alive.   Ladies quite playing games and be real.  Most of all be real with yourself about the kind of person you are.