Several things all in one post:
- Fisrt, I went into work today all excited cuz i was gonna get to see Daddy and I wore an outfit that I know he really likes. I thought for sure that meant fooling around. I was dying for my time alone with him and my body was already needy in anticipation. However, as all great plans go..it didn't go as I wanted. My school messed up several very important things as far as my trianing and career go. So once I was done telling Daddy all about that ( he was worried that he had messed things up by having me in his room)...there wasn't much time left for us. I wanted him so badly, but we always had lunch..or so I thought. Coworker A stayed into our lunch about 20 minutes. So by the time she left I was super annoyed that Daddy had kept talking to her and thus encouraging her to stay ( although he didn't directly encourage her she is just super chatty lol). We had like 20 minutes left now. We made out a bit..but then we had to go to our seperate destinations. I was annoyed, which upset him cuz he was just trying to do the right thing.
Luckily, after work we got some time together. And I got to have him control me, and then fuck me on a desk. Then i got to have him hold me and pet me..all while he explained to me why he didn't want to start something with me earlier in the day. See, I love being dominated and serving Daddy. But 9 out of 10 times, when we rush through the sex and I don't get anytime with him after cuz we have to rush to leave..i'm always upset afterwards. Daddy knew that, so he was trying to spare me all the bad feelings and being upset by not messing around until he knew he would be able to hold me and pet me after. And he was right. I didn't get what I wanted right when I wanted it, but when I finally did get my attention, it was just perfect. I"m looking at it as just another example of how well Daddy knows me, and knows what I need, even when I don't like his plans. I'm glad I listened to him tho, and that he didn't give into my pouting..He is teaching me to be patient in my desires..sometimes I get stuck on the big picture concept lol.
- Second, as I"m writing this I'm worrying about Daddy. He had a huge fight with his exception over something that should be a fun experience. He sent me a text saying he didn't feel like talking and he would tell me about it tommorow. I tried to make him feel better, but idk how well I did. I also don't know if that means I won't get my good night text. But I also know that if I don't get it I won't be upset cuz he told me earlier something was wrong and I know it isn't me. The hard part is I'm worried about him, and I want to be there to help, but at this point I can't. So i will have to support him from a distance and be ready to listen tommorow and help if I can. I just wish I could hold him.
- Okay I think that was everything. I think I just needed to get some of the stuff off my mind so that I can sleep tonight lol. I have an early morning...again...lol. I really do love what I"m doing now..I even had to take control of another employess today, who was interfering with my job. Which for me, as I hate confrontation and making people upset, was a huge accomplishment. I even had to comment to Daddy about interrupting my class lol. I later told him that it wasn't him exactly it's that I had already had a similar problem with the other person in the room. I also had to ask him not to take over when I'm working. lol. I wasn't too upset tho becuase I know it was just his instinct to take care of me that lead him to jumping in lol. I do love my Daddy. ...Okay I really am done now..maybe lol
