Everyone here seems to share so much. They spill thier hearts out on the page. Sometimes I have no words. I feel thier hurt and love and lust and am with them holding thier hands or laughing with them or being the voyuer. I feel this connection yet often I don't know what to say to them, advice or congratulations or sympathy or simply "wow that got me hot!" I hope to find the courage and the words to express things like the people in here. For those who may be following my own story line I am feeling better today and I appreciate your responses. Even just saying hi makes a difference because I feel that some sort of connection has been made. It's strange when I look at the number of views that I've gotten it just makes me feel like wow there are actually people who do give a shit. Even for a random person who's never been here and whom you know virtually nothing about you've reached out. What a wonderful feeling. To be able to be who I am in the most basic sense without my identity getting in the way. LOL. I don't need to impress, pretend to be happy, work hard for, lie to, coddle, be diplomatic with or otherwise wear a mask here. Well except perhaps to the extent that I'd rather remain anonymous. Anyway, I suppose I just wanted to tell you how impressed I am with the people who are here and I know it sounds cliche but I'm not easily impressed. So thank you. And now I'd like to share something with you that inspires me and reminds me to take it all in while I still have a chance.
Oh P.S. you can call me AC for short if ya wants tah.
