People have always said that I am obsessed with my boyfriend .. blah blah blah
thing is, I don't know how NOT to be.
We broke up about a week ago. He said he hopes we can get back together... just not really soon... So, I clung onto that hope, I guess I am clinging on.. i don't know what I am doing.
Anyways, so we kept hugging and finding each other in school and stuff. Last night he said "I'm not going back" . and i don't know if that means he isn't going back now or isn't going back ever.
And my friend said to stop revolving my world around him.
It's just I don't know HOW. I don't know WHY I do, and it's not like I'm happy with myself over it.
I miss him
Freedom♥ posted on Sep 22, 2009
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Hegemone said on Sep 22, 2009....
That is definitely hard to deal with and hard to figure out how to change. One step at a time, one day at a time, just remember that. Even if it's a small change, something as tiny as breaking the habit of a morning hug, or something like that, is a start and it's progress. Take care of yourself, don't get lost in this. You deserve to be happy, and that happiness does not have to be defined by a relationship, whether past, present or future. Sorry it couldn't be easier for you. (((HUGS))) -
Freedom♥ said on Sep 23, 2009....
Thank you :) -
queenparanoia said on Sep 24, 2009....
it's not easy.. it's been months and i'm still clinging... if you know the answers please tell me... :-( -
UnicornForm said on Sep 24, 2009....
now make the world revolve round U
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