Honestly, right now, I want to find Facebook's nards and kick it in them. I'm really close to just writing it off all together again. It seems that for the last week, for me, every time I try to do anything on there it is somehow screwed up. Oh well, you get what you pay for I suppose.
I'm sort of glad this weekend is over, but at the same time I wish I could start it over again. I'll take what I've got though, I'm not complaining. I have to admit that I was going about nuts later in the day on Sunday because I was so bored. I could have gotten creative and found something to do I'm sure, but it's almost like I was enjoying being bored, since I never am left alone long enough to do that. If that makes sense.
We're starting out the week nicely. I had to drive my dad's car to work today. I swear, it feels like you're torturing that thing purely by making it accelerate at all, even if you're doing it as slowly and gradually as possible. Plus, you can't open the driver door from the outside, and possibly not the passenger front door either as I figured out this morning. That one's new, to me anyway.
My stupid car is having cooling system problems again. We THINK we know what it is, but to replace it will have to wait until later when both myself and my dad are home, so we can go get the part and he can replace it. Then we'll go from there. I'm hoping it is what we think it is, because it's not all that expensive and it'll be a quick and relatively easy fix. Then I'll have my car back. Anybody else relate to feeling totally weird and like you're deprived of something when you can't drive your car for something like this, even if you have another vehicle to drive?
Since I mentioned my dad, I'll just get this gripe out of the way. His nasty attitude is getting old fast. See, just because my aunt is coming in town he's acting as if that's his 'get out of jail free' card and he's allowed to be a dick because we should understand he's only being that way because he's stressed about the upcoming weekend. It doesn't work that way, you don't get to be a jerk to everybody just because you're stressed. You aren't the only one. My crazy aunt from CA will be here next weekend, Saturday to be precise.
There aren't a lot of plans we're involved in, in fact, we're only required to be present at her party on Sunday. It still feels like our whole lives are going to get rearranged and screwed with because of it though, and that pisses me off. I didn't ask for her to come in. I'm not going to lie, I don't like her really. That bitch picked a fight with my parents, got them at each other's throats in FRONT OF ME, and then pulled me aside while I could still hear them screaming and yelling at each other, and asked me to move to CA with her since my parents were like that. Ever since then she's been a write off in my book.
I had a nice little vision earlier today. I don't want to describe it in this post because I think I'd like for it to get it's own. I want to go into detail, and I think it would be a good exercise to do so I can really envision it, expand on it and make it something I can really reach for. I've got an organized, peaceful feeling today. My boss is even in a good mood today which takes pressure off me. Yes, this is a good Monday despite a couple of flaws. Can't let a couple of chips call the whole plate ruined.



