I feel like I am at a loss for words lately. So I am going try again here.
I stand....alone...hand outstretched to you
eyes closed tight afraid to let in the light
afraid it will not reflect you
the air is cold around me
I don't want to be numb again
or maybe I do
emptiness around me
just the cool air
where I should feel the warmth of you
I can hear you breath
Can sense the space that you
take up in the room
Yet I cannot feel you there
I lost the sense of you
my hand outstretched to you
stays empty again



