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Bad habit: I mean, seriously!

Jun posted on Sep 12, 2009 | views: 154 | Tags: insomnia, sleeping, habits, life, parents, loneliness
Sunday September 13th, 2009
 
I hate sleeping in bed alone!
 
I hate it terribly. In fact, I can barely bring myself up to it. For the past...well, since July I've always had someone else in bed with me. (Not in a sexual way, mind you!) It's just...awkward not having someone to hold, or be held by.
 
This has actually gone to the extent in which a couple of nights ago I actually, yes, embarrassingly enough, crawled into bed with my fucking parents. (This action is compeltely 13 years overdue). I was never one to seek comfort from my parents. And the three of us were at a relative's house in another city for the past few days.
 
As for sleeping alone -- I just can't stand it!
 
I hate being in a completely dark room, isolated, alone, left with my endless thoughts of crap. (Watching endless episodes of Criminal Minds [which I love] isn't really helping much, either). Normally I wouldn't be affected by this at the slightest, and I'm sure it's not really adding to the paranoia I've grown to develop over the past little while.
 
Sigh. I'll get over it. Get over this horrible habit, I mean. Or try to. How? I'm not sure yet. I'll think of that after...after I...I don't even know ;A;.
 
- Jun 


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  • Hegemone said on Sep 12, 2009....
    Jun, that does stink, going from something constant that you're used to to suddenly nothing and having to just get over it, especially when you already have sleep issues.  I hope that it works out one way or the other soon.  (((HUG)))
  • Jun said on Sep 12, 2009....
    ARGH, tell me about it ;A;. As if insomnia isn't enough already. I think this won't be so hard to get over, though. It's just that I'm used to someone else's being there. XD. Thank you! *Hugs back*
  • AppleJuice9 said on Sep 13, 2009....
    :o Having a sleepover every night with someone?!  LUCKY!  Why didn't you invite me over?! >:o
     
    No jkjkjk lololol.
     
    XD.
     
    I think you will get over this, and like you said.  You're just used to having someone else there with you.
     
    Even if that someone wasnt me.  >_<
     
    XD!  Kiddinnnggg.  Take a chill pill.  XD.
  • UnicornForm said on Sep 13, 2009....
    be strong
  • simplyconfused said on Sep 13, 2009....
    I hate sleeping alone as well.  However, I don't have the luxury of having somebody beside me.  I have once, but it wasn't the person I wanted.  It does however, help you sleep.

    You can for sure get over this. ^_^  It's possible. =]
  • the.food.critic said on Sep 13, 2009....
    I understand your loneliness. Sometimes you just need someone to hold on to, or just feel next to you. In extreme circumstances I take the biggest pillow in the house and give it a tight squeeze before I turn around and go to sleep. Works for me. Maybe you should try it too. Hope that helps.
  • AppleJuice9 said on Sep 13, 2009....
    I hug a pillow when i sleep. I have no idea why.  But, eh, try it next time your alone. 
     
    Yeah, this was random.  You're point????!!!
     
    xD.
     
    -AJ!!!!!!!!

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