You're an ass.   You go around acting like what you say shouldnt matter and I should never feel hurt about it.  You act as though I don't matter.  You dont talk to me anymore in any type of serious manner.  Everything is not a joke.  You talk to her...but you don't talk to me.  No I dont think you are cheating on me, I think you are talking shit about me to your ex.  It is bullshit and disrepectful as hell.  Its funny because she actually tell me about it too.  I am fairly certain I have reached a point I didnt think I had with you.  A breaking point.   It is a struggle, its a battle and it is ridiculous.  I dont want to live like this.