Yeah u heard right i lost her, I lost her as a girlfriend, she left me for him,her ex boyfriend.
It all started about 2 months ago, she was going to go to a birthday party from an old friend from her, she was luckly invited but she felt like if she didnt have that 3right to bring anyone else but her self, i didnt really want her to go alone i also felt like partying a bit so we had some kind of arguement.
Well at last we arrive to the b.day party and i went to congratulate the birthday guy without even knowing him and it went okei.He was cool with it so i stayed there for a while.
In the middle of the party about 30 min after i was there one of her ''friends'' started talking with me and she told me that she wanted to let me know that she was cheating on me with her ex, i believed it because it isnt really difficult to believe.
So in that moment my heart broke in chunks and i went inmediately to talk with her, I started crying and asked her for the truth, she cried with me and she said it wasnt true so i believed it, we went back home and had sex and the next day it was like if nothing had happened,but even when things arent true and u believed in them for a bit they still hurt.
So we went on as usual doing really fun stuff together and sharing love.
About 3 weeks ago i got the same information from a close friend from her and her ex and he told me the same,precisely that same day she was at his house and i called her and said we need to talk cuz i have just been told that u are cheating on me.
And she said no its not true blablabla...so i went that same afternoon to talk with her, we were sitting in a bus stop and i almost had to drag the truth out of her mouth, but she ended up admitting it that she had cheated and had sex with her ex.
Supposedly it didnt mean nothing thats why she hadnt told me, but look now theyre together and stuff and that hurts.
For theese last 3 weeks i had been trying to get her back , I know it sounds stupid right? she cheats on me but i decided to forgive her and im still running behind her because i really love her.
And well after a few tries she said okei we can be together again but it didnt really feel the same but i promissed that i would try my best to make it good again and that i would expect the same from her.
The next day she went to her ex's house(not only to see him, she has a good relationship with the mother of him because she helped her allot when she had trouble at home)and she was supposed to come back home that same day , but she didnt , she turned her phone off and i didnt know from her for about a day, and that was devastating.
She came back home 4 days after and i couldnt take it anymore i was insane but i tried to keep it cool.
We decided to go out on the saturday, and suddently i heard that the ex was also in the same place than us and that made me furious, im like come on uve just been with him for 4 days and you just come back and he is here again.
Well her ex and I had a talk, because last time we almost got into a fight, and he told me that him and her were back together and i was like what?? i mean i thought i was with her.
Its funny huh she was playing me.
But well its fucked up for her because she loves us both but i guess that she loves him more.
Now we are good friends with a few priorities between eachother, and we said that our friendship would never change.
But theese last 3 weeks have been the most fucked up of my life, I still love her and if i ever have the chance i will ask her back.
I LOVE YOU MONKEY.
It all started about 2 months ago, she was going to go to a birthday party from an old friend from her, she was luckly invited but she felt like if she didnt have that 3right to bring anyone else but her self, i didnt really want her to go alone i also felt like partying a bit so we had some kind of arguement.
Well at last we arrive to the b.day party and i went to congratulate the birthday guy without even knowing him and it went okei.He was cool with it so i stayed there for a while.
In the middle of the party about 30 min after i was there one of her ''friends'' started talking with me and she told me that she wanted to let me know that she was cheating on me with her ex, i believed it because it isnt really difficult to believe.
So in that moment my heart broke in chunks and i went inmediately to talk with her, I started crying and asked her for the truth, she cried with me and she said it wasnt true so i believed it, we went back home and had sex and the next day it was like if nothing had happened,but even when things arent true and u believed in them for a bit they still hurt.
So we went on as usual doing really fun stuff together and sharing love.
About 3 weeks ago i got the same information from a close friend from her and her ex and he told me the same,precisely that same day she was at his house and i called her and said we need to talk cuz i have just been told that u are cheating on me.
And she said no its not true blablabla...so i went that same afternoon to talk with her, we were sitting in a bus stop and i almost had to drag the truth out of her mouth, but she ended up admitting it that she had cheated and had sex with her ex.
Supposedly it didnt mean nothing thats why she hadnt told me, but look now theyre together and stuff and that hurts.
For theese last 3 weeks i had been trying to get her back , I know it sounds stupid right? she cheats on me but i decided to forgive her and im still running behind her because i really love her.
And well after a few tries she said okei we can be together again but it didnt really feel the same but i promissed that i would try my best to make it good again and that i would expect the same from her.
The next day she went to her ex's house(not only to see him, she has a good relationship with the mother of him because she helped her allot when she had trouble at home)and she was supposed to come back home that same day , but she didnt , she turned her phone off and i didnt know from her for about a day, and that was devastating.
She came back home 4 days after and i couldnt take it anymore i was insane but i tried to keep it cool.
We decided to go out on the saturday, and suddently i heard that the ex was also in the same place than us and that made me furious, im like come on uve just been with him for 4 days and you just come back and he is here again.
Well her ex and I had a talk, because last time we almost got into a fight, and he told me that him and her were back together and i was like what?? i mean i thought i was with her.
Its funny huh she was playing me.
But well its fucked up for her because she loves us both but i guess that she loves him more.
Now we are good friends with a few priorities between eachother, and we said that our friendship would never change.
But theese last 3 weeks have been the most fucked up of my life, I still love her and if i ever have the chance i will ask her back.
I LOVE YOU MONKEY.
