Hi there, my name is Teylan. I'm a guy in his mid-20's having a mid-20's crisis, like many people. I thought I'd set up a blog and write about it - world wide venting.

You see, on the outside I look like a pretty normal 25-year-old computer enthusiast. A little overweight, often socially uneasy, only shave once every three days or so because it's inefficient to shave every day. I don't have a girlfriend, I rent an appartment a little outside of town. I have no pets, but I do have a small palmtree that I am fairly amazed at having survived a whole year.

As many geeks are, I am lonely, very lonely. I can count the number of significant others I've had on less then one hand, and I can count my sucessful sexual experiences on less then one finger. This is where some people say "pathetic", and I rarely argue (mostly because I rarely talk about it :P).

So, I sound like millions of other guys, what's the deal here. Well, I have yet to find someone I can relate to about what's going on in my mind. You see, I'm not gay, not straight. I label myself as bisexual but that is just to have a label and try to fit in, but I seem to be failing at that.

So, to try to explain as simply as possible (as this is really material for a whole new post): I have not only a male conciousness, but one that is female as well. Now, they are not different, and aren't different personas, yet I feel that I am made up of a man and a woman inside. This is what I will be writing about in this blog, or rather I will be trying to figure out what in the world is going on in my head.

Thank you reading, this was my presentational post
- Teylan