There aren't too many people who have absolutely nobody on their side. People are afraid of being alone, so they forge relationships and friendships sometimes with the wrong people.
My parents have been abusive.
I am not going to stay in a relationship I don't want to be in.
My best friend has betrayed me.
These thoughts used to make me feel inferior, suicidal even. But not since I had my revelation, that I am alone in this world. That nobody will love me as much as I love myself. Only G-d will love me as much as I allow myself to love the universe in return. I have to be for me, that is my challenge in life, me, who always wanted closeness, love; I am here on this planet to realize that it is me, only me to be born alone live alone die alone.
Take a look at my smiling face, my manicured nails, my giggles, my made up face, you'd never guess. I am alone. And I am okay with it :)
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rarity121 posted on Sep 19, 2006
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silverwhisper said on Sep 20, 2006....
rarity, are you jewish? i've only ever known jews to blank out that vowel.
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rarity121 said on Sep 20, 2006....
My parents are both Jewish. I used to be very observant, but not anymore.
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silverwhisper said on Sep 20, 2006....
i'd be curious to know about your spiritual journey some time.
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secretlife said on Sep 20, 2006....
rarity: While it is very true that we are born alone and will die alone, it's also true that it's ok to need others in your life in the between time...
I admire independence. I really do. I think it's very healthy to love yourself. I believe you absolutely have to love yourself before anyone else can-
However, I can sense clearly that you've been deeply hurt.
I understand that sometimes it takes time to let yourself heal - to be able to take that chance again; to be vulnerable again.
But remember that it's worth the risk, will you? Don't fool yourself into believing that you want need anyone to share this journey with you-
You already know I want to hear about your journey-
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happykat said on Sep 20, 2006....
I wish i could say something insightful and inspiring, but I can't.
I think your attitude is headed in the right direction in that there are times when one needs to realize their own happiness and make it happen all alone.
Wish i could help.
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Jenna said on Sep 20, 2006....
Why the delete? Did I hit too close to home? I care about your heart!
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RollingC said on Sep 20, 2006....
I understand that if you've been hurt and betrayed you feel alone and want to be alone. Time heals and Love conquers all. Yes you can be alone with God...and it's only a matter of time before you (like everyone else) moves on and goes to the next level....hopefully closer to God.
In the meantime however, it doesn't hurt that one finds... and shares.... love ....with a significant other. Doesn't have to be a lover. A friend is close enough.
On the family thing... I feel for you. Everyone has family problems...some are serious enough to alienate yourself (for your own good) from family.
You can't pick your family but you can pick your friends...and they are your family too. Think along those terms.
Be strong...Keep the faith...even if you don't feel like anyone loves you. God does. You're here for a purpose, like all of us.
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rarity121 said on Sep 24, 2006....
rolling, thank you :)
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