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i hate the feeling of fear that i've somehow, finally pushed things too far and He won't come back to me.  i reason with myself that i have a right to bye upset by some things and that every disagreement is not a major problem.  i make mistakes but so does He right?   i haven't been taking my vitamins and i question if i am being reasonable or completely unreasonable.  i hate doubt.  i hate fear, i hate feeling rejected.  He loved me this morning...... i suppose He loves me still.  i hope He comes home.

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  • Girlygirl said on Aug 19, 2009....
    Oh Hun i'm sorry your hurting..I know how fear goes..There was one night where Daddy was so upset with me I"m sure he stopped loving me...I was sick and depressed and miserable for hours...feeling abandoned and lost and probably a lot like you. I don't know if it is you or him or both hun. But your right, we all make mistakes, and i"m sure that even tho he seems so angry right now, he does still love you. Hope things get better  ((hugs))
  • WillsRose said on Aug 19, 2009....
    i'm dropping in my support here, too, for what it's worth. i'm so sorry to see you so hurt and i really hope things get better. we're all here if you need somebody to talk to.
     
    -r.
    xXx

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