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there's no easy way to say it but i'm going to say it...

i won't be blogging or reading any post in soulcast for i don't know how long...

few days... few weeks... few months...

i don't know...

i'm not leaving this place though...

it's just that i have to do something and decide something on my own...

without the help of anyone or anybody...

in real life they wouldnt notice it because i don't tell anyone about this...

but i have an important decision to make in my life that i have to deal with alone...

i don't know if anyone would believe me but a few days ago i already predicted that something like this would happen...

and afterwards something big would happen to my life...

it's an event that would have a big emotional impact on my life.... i know it's bad but it's for my own good...

i don't know what it is but all i know is that it would have a big emotional impact to my life that it has to happen in order for something to push through...

i'm praying to God that i hope it's not that bad...

anyway, i know i sound like a full of bullshit right now and i don't even understand it myself...

but i'm willing to understand it on my own...

i'll be back on my blogging ways after i understand all of this...

i love soulcast... i consider this my home and i consider my online friends here my real friends...

i have shared myself in soulcast more than i supposed to share...

time has come that i have to deal something alone...

i think it's perfect timing that my cousin is going to take his laptop with him...

and i'm going to use my super slow pc...

if you see me in facebook is that because i'm playing games and nothing else...

i know i did this before a few months ago and it made me better...

so i'm doing it again...

i'm going to miss you guys...

i promise i would be back...

a different queen?

maybe...

maybe not...

all i know is...

i'm going to change...

so just...

 

 

 

keep on blogging



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  • MissMimi said on Aug 18, 2009....
    (((big hugs)))  It takes a lot of courage to make changes in your life, queenie -- I know you can do it.  You are after all, the queen! 
     
    I hope this brings very good things to your life.  Love and good karma to you!  And don't say 'bye'.. I'll say, see ya when you come back.
  • Hegemone said on Aug 18, 2009....
    Farewell Queenie, we'll sure miss you.  I hope that whatever it is you're hoping to get through or figure out works out in the best of ways, even if you don't realize it until long from now.  Good luck, and take some of these for the road while you're away (((((((((((((((((HUG)))))))))))))).
  • PAPERBACKWRITER said on Aug 18, 2009....

    <3


  • uniquely-ironic said on Aug 18, 2009....
    You'll be in my thoughts, and I will look forward to your return
  • superbozo said on Aug 19, 2009....

    You take care Queenie and see you when you come back. Hope everything goes well for you. :)

  • woman said on Aug 19, 2009....
    Whatever you are going through, I hope you find what you are looking for. Come back and tell us about it, ok?
  • CreativeWoman said on Aug 19, 2009....
    I wish you all the best, queen.  I hope that you are back very soon.

    CW
  • moonriver said on Aug 19, 2009....
    see you at fb, friend... :-)

  • RollingC said on Aug 19, 2009....
    ((( HUGS )))

    We´ll be waiting for you with open arms Queen.  Be good.  Rc
  • starchini said on Aug 19, 2009....
    goog luck!  You will be missed! 
  • quietone said on Aug 19, 2009....
    take care queenie... your mommy will miss you ~  {{{{{{{hugs}}}}} til we chat again~
  • MsStar39 said on Aug 19, 2009....
    I will miss you Queenie, but you have to do what is best for you,
  • UnicornForm said on Aug 19, 2009....
    AWW Ill miss you queenie and ill pray ffor you and when you come back we will party and throw poo at the big bad whatever.We Love you 2!
  • daddy's_girl said on Aug 19, 2009....
    My dear Queen, I will miss you for sure because your blogs are one of my most read blogs here in soulcast. I know this decision of yours is not made out of impulse. I know solitude gives enlightenment to us. I hope that you find whatever that is you need. I know that this decision you made is worth it, and when you come back, we will all be here waiting for what you will share. For sure you are going to be missed not just by me but by all of us here... Wishing you the best, (((HUGS))) Here waiting, Daddy's_girl :-)
  • MsBradford07 said on Aug 19, 2009....
    You take care of yourself and do what it best. I will miss you.
  • curmudgeon said on Aug 19, 2009....
    Best wishes! Come back soon!
  • mixednuts said on Aug 19, 2009....

    We will all miss you! Come back when you are ready!

    But do come back!

  • pusscat said on Aug 19, 2009....
    From the different things I have seen you do during your time here, it is plain obvious to me that you are a very strong lady, whether you realise it or not.  I wish you all the best with this time in your life queenie.

    I'll miss you cos you always were able to make me laugh :-)  Take all the time you need as we'll all be here waiting on your return.

    Here's 3 of these :-*  :-*  :-*  and one of these  {{{{{{{{{{{{{{qp}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
  • wombat said on Aug 19, 2009....

    I'll be thinking of you, wishing you the best, as always.  Sounds like you have a plan and need to "clean a few mental closets" for the time being.  Here's to a brand new "wardrobe" and a refreshed new Queen!  Good luck and will keep a sideways Wombie eye out for you along the trail of life.

    {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{wombie}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

  • cuppajava said on Aug 19, 2009....
    QP I wish you luck in your decision making,and I hope that you return soon.
  • MommyUninhibited said on Aug 19, 2009....
    I've just started coming back to this wonderful place.  I know what you mean...everything is telling me that I'm going to go through some "pruning" myself.  I feel it in the soul of my being...I however started to come back here for those exact reasons, reverse you of course.  I chose to come back because I feel as I'm going to need some...voices...at this time.  I wish that once you return we have a better chance of getting to know each other.  Is it ok if I added you to my facebook? If so, what's your email, screenname?


  • secretlife said on Aug 19, 2009....

    good luck queenie.

    cya when you get back.

  • TheNakedProfessor said on Aug 19, 2009....
    Rebirth is a good thing.
  • suckmydick said on Aug 19, 2009....
    fuk off queenie nobody give a flying fuk about your arse bitch please read my username
  • wishyouwerehere said on Aug 19, 2009....
    Queenie - you are a smart woman for setting aside some time and space to explore your own thoughts and dreams.  Best of luck with this - I hope something wonderful comes of it.
  • Psych-ed said on Aug 19, 2009....
    Goodluck Queenie, only you know what's best for you. {{{{{HUG}}}}}
  • suckmydick said on Aug 19, 2009....
    Whats Soulcast by the way
  • Lioness said on Aug 19, 2009....
    My thoughts and prayers are for you queen, come back soon! 
  • Susmaryosep said on Aug 19, 2009....
    Are you pregnant?? Good luck, and Ingat palagi !!



  • ALIENated said on Aug 19, 2009....

    Are you going away to become a butterfly. I thought you were already a butterfly. Be careful and hurry back.

  • petitepapillon said on Aug 19, 2009....
    *hugs* You take all the time you need, Queen. Take care of yourself and good luck!
  • hotaka said on Aug 19, 2009....
    Hi queenP. I am glad I can make a comment. I tried using another computer and I couldn't type in the comment box, I couldn't send you a PM, I couldn't post a blog and on FaceBook I couldn't send you a message either. Weird.

    Well, here's hoping that your journey away from SC works out for the best and you come out stronger and better than before. I hope I don't miss your first post when you come back. I am looking forward to reading that you are doing better than ever. Big hug!
  • mOOn_platOOn said on Aug 21, 2009....
    O
     
    SoulCasters are like sci fi characters ... nobody stays dead for long. And even if they do, we can never be sure.
     
    Awaiting your re-emergence....
     
    O

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