there's no easy way to say it but i'm going to say it...
i won't be blogging or reading any post in soulcast for i don't know how long...
few days... few weeks... few months...
i don't know...
i'm not leaving this place though...
it's just that i have to do something and decide something on my own...
without the help of anyone or anybody...
in real life they wouldnt notice it because i don't tell anyone about this...
but i have an important decision to make in my life that i have to deal with alone...
i don't know if anyone would believe me but a few days ago i already predicted that something like this would happen...
and afterwards something big would happen to my life...
it's an event that would have a big emotional impact on my life.... i know it's bad but it's for my own good...
i don't know what it is but all i know is that it would have a big emotional impact to my life that it has to happen in order for something to push through...
i'm praying to God that i hope it's not that bad...
anyway, i know i sound like a full of bullshit right now and i don't even understand it myself...
but i'm willing to understand it on my own...
i'll be back on my blogging ways after i understand all of this...
i love soulcast... i consider this my home and i consider my online friends here my real friends...
i have shared myself in soulcast more than i supposed to share...
time has come that i have to deal something alone...
i think it's perfect timing that my cousin is going to take his laptop with him...
and i'm going to use my super slow pc...
if you see me in facebook is that because i'm playing games and nothing else...
i know i did this before a few months ago and it made me better...
so i'm doing it again...
i'm going to miss you guys...
i promise i would be back...
a different queen?
maybe...
maybe not...
all i know is...
i'm going to change...
so just...
keep on blogging



