He died.
I'm so sorry, SC, I miss all of you so much and I wish you could read all my stuff. I know you care about me and that you want to know what else has happened.
But now is just too much for me. I can't even say his name. It hurts too much.
It's August. Eighth month in a row that I have had a friend/someone I know/knew die....
WHY......???
WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS....???
feelthesydneylove posted on Aug 14, 2009
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simplyconfused said on Aug 14, 2009....
{Hugglezz!} I don't know what happened and to who. I don't know what to say to you, I would say sorry but it's not my fault. I guess all I can say is that SC is here for you! -
Hegemone said on Aug 14, 2009....
Sydney, I'm really concerned about you now. If you need somebody to talk to, my inbox is open. I'm so sorry for your loss, whomever it was. (((((((((((((((((HUG))))))))))))))))))) -
moonriver said on Aug 14, 2009....
sydney, i'm sure nobody intended this serial tragedy to happen to you.and you certainly have done nothing to deserve this.it just happens to people... for some reason we cannot as yet comprehend, and sometimes, for no sensible reason at all.i'm no stranger to the experience of successive deaths of people close to me.yes, it will take a lot of time and effort, if only to get over the shock...sometimes guilt for not being there when they needed you...even a sense of foreboding that it will happen again.i know it's hard for you to express yourself right now.but just so you know, here's one other person ready to listen, and offer comfort. -
Me-Myself&I said on Aug 14, 2009....
(((((((((((hug))))))))))) -
raindove said on Aug 14, 2009....
sydney, i hope you are ok girl, tell us when you feel comfortable. take your time. im so sorry. take care . hugsss, we are with you sydney. -
uniquely-ironic said on Aug 15, 2009....
It isn't fair. For sure it must hurt like hell. I'm sorry you're going through this.
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buckrogers said on Aug 15, 2009....
I know the pain. My wife passed away in April and I'm still reeling from the loss. But life is about change, change that you, me, or anybody else has no control over. My mind tells me that life has to be accepted as it happens, because what is is reality.
My heart, however, does not agree with that idea. I still have my emotional moments whenever I think of all of the good times that my wife and I had. And I think the best years of her life were spent with me. I know my best years were with her. Like the song says, "Memories, light the corners of my mind; misty, water colored memories, like the way we were." -
gingersoul said on Aug 15, 2009....
Sydney.....eight friends in a row? Its a heavy burden, sweetie...
Write the name of your friend down, pronounce it out loud and start grieving.....you need a closure.
And not, life is not fair. It will never be. We can only try to savor each moment we have with the people we love.
You are learning this lesson at a very young age, unfortunately. -
KathQuiet said on Aug 15, 2009....
What a brutal year for you! It must be surreal. When friends and loved ones become memories it's so bittersweet! We miss them! Yet in their crossing over they've become perfected. The good about them lives on in each heart who cared and becomes a force for each seeking to achieve that goodness too. It is the Everlastingness. Cry. Mourn. Miss. Now. Later. Also rejoice their having touched you. -
feelthesydneylove said on Aug 16, 2009....
Gingersoul....
Not 8 friends in a row. Ginger... 20 people I know have died within 8 months... January to August 2009... It's twenty... This person was number 18. And yesterday I discovered two more people I knew had gone to Heaven. 20 people...in 8 months...
I am still too emotionally wrecked to even write. And the fact I just started my period last night doesn't help...
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feelthesydneylove said on Aug 16, 2009....
Everyone else... thank you... I will come back on SoulCast when I am ready to write... right now I am not...
I'm so sorry, but having three people I know go to Heaven this weekend plus other things that have happened as of late... everything's just hitting me all at once. It's too much. I am still too emotionally wrecked, and I have lost all motivation to do writing or anything else except cry.
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raindove said on Aug 16, 2009....
sydney, i have no words... had come to check on you.
i can only say im here, im really so sorry... i dont know what to say honestly.
i hope you find your strength, it will take time but you will heal.. you are in my prayers dearest sydney, peace and love.
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UnicornForm said on Aug 17, 2009....
Because all those that surround you must be angels
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