Thanks to those that have given me such a warm welcome to the site.
I'm currently having a day of punishment handed to me by my Master after he read the conversation of a session where i disapointed my Mistress. I have to wear my panties all day, im not allowed to sit on the furniture and at set times during the day i have to adminster 100 strikes to my ass with my paddle, belt and wooden spoon.
Of course, all these punishments will be carried out and followed to the letter - being a cyber only D/s relationship, i could get away without doing things, but whats the point? I want to submerge myself fully into my submission and ownership to them. If i dont carry out all my punishments, the rewards seem hollow, and cheating would mean i miss out on the real feelings involved in being a sub.
my Master and Mistress are starting to 'out' me more to other people and have started ordering me to post pics and vids on a site i was using prior to becomming a sub. A lot of people know me from the chat room on there under a different name, and its a thrill they will recognise me as being the pathetic slut on there.
if anyone is interestested in seeing what i'm made to post, please let me know and ill give you the address.
pahetic slut
Pathetic_Slut posted on Aug 14, 2009
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pusscat said on Aug 14, 2009....
"If i dont carry out all my punishments, the rewards seem hollow, and cheating would mean i miss out on the real feelings involved in being a sub". This was put so well! This is what so many real time people just don't get no matter how many times we bang their heads against a brick wall lol!
i am sorry to hear you are being punished but, good discipline and appropriate punishments to ensure we can be the best we can be. Good luck with the strikes.
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Pathetic_Slut said on Aug 14, 2009....
thanks pusscat - I do understand why i receive punishments and i know it will make me a better sub when i learn from my errors. also of course, its nice that my Owners care enough about me to punish me when i have done wrong -
pusscat said on Aug 14, 2009....
That is such a good point and one I often forget to mention, that our owners actually care enough and that is why they punish us when doing wrong. I mean, if I was a brat or didn't complete a task cos i didn't try, i'd actually be so upset if there were no consequences to it. -
MistressNaughty said on Aug 14, 2009....
I am glad you realize why you are being punished my Pathetic Slut. I do love seeing that ass of yours red, but punishment for misbehaving is never a good thing. Now, punishment as a reward...that can be quite nice, don't you think? -
Pathetic_Slut said on Aug 14, 2009....
Yes MistressNaughty, I do like my reward punishments, and thank you for taking the time to register to see what your slut has to say on our incredible journey. -
Girlygirl said on Aug 18, 2009....
PS- I totally agree with you..when we aren't with our Doms all the time it is easy to not follow orders..I mean they wouldn't know would they? I've never actually had the courage not too. I tried once..Daddy told me to go to bed and I wasn't happy with him..I tried to stay up but after two minutes I felt so guilty I quickly went to bed. YOur right, there is no point if we aren't gonna completelly give ourselves over..
it's also funny that you mention they punish us because they care. I just said that to Daddy on the phone the other day. He said something about my being disciplined and punished even tho I don't like it. I thanked him for the discipline becuase it means he cares enought o take the time to help me get things right..to make us both better..if they didn't care they wouldn't bother with us..they would move on..I"m happy to hear someone else sees it that way too.
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Pathetic_Slut said on Aug 19, 2009....
GG - i too receive orders to go to bed, each and every time i obey. As you say they wouldn't know if I didn't, but, I'd know - and i can't let my Master and Mistress down like that!
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