its been a long week. this past weekend was a long weekend for aug. the husband wanted to go see his brother, who is a 6 hour drive from here. i didnt want to go for several reasons one of which the cat needs his meds. and i just knew if he missed a day there would be a huge mess. i also didnt want to go knowing it was going to be nothing but a big piss up the whole weekend. which of course it was. i was bored out of my mind and was in bed usually by 10. i had no interest in watching people get drunk. so i went to bed and listened to my book. i was right about the cat. he missed 2 doses before my son got home to give him his meds. he was out of town for a wedding. there was ahuge mess and guess who got to clean it up of course. i was bored enough to do my sister in laws laundry. about 10 loads worth. worked on my blanket inbetween loads. they dont have kids but never seem to have time for anything.  i dont plan on going next yr thats for sure. not my idea of a fun time.

 

its week 4 of my reno. i would have been alot farther if i was not away for 4 days. i wont be going there again. anyhow its back to painting and trying to finish one wall so i can get another shelf in. which is not even put together yet. but will get as much painting done as i can so the wall is ready for when the shelf is put together. once i can get the linens back on the shelf i can move the trunk and work on that part of the floor. i so want to get this done so i can get my new bed and get a good nights sleep. i feel like hell.

 

was back at the thrift shop yesterday. it was a mess as usual. but such as life. big staff meeting yesterday. the major and the new manager kept going on about company policy and team work and all that shit. the manager says if we have anything to say to say it to his face and not gossip. hard to do that when he dont listen to what your saying anyhow. its also the beginning of the month so discard week. going to get rid of alot this time. have lots of books that have come in over the last few weeks to try and get out. so far i have not gotten any snide remarks on the books. am still tempted to leave and not come back.

 

saw my secret crush yesterday too. was great to see him again. i never relised how much i missed him till i saw him again.  am not sure if he missed me or not but seemed happy to see me when i met him for lunch. he called over to the thrift shop and invited me. i love seeing me . he makes me feel so special. here i just feel i am taken for granted all the time. last time we talked before he went to his cottage we tried to figure out what it is we have.........still cant figure it out. i know as much about this man as he is willing to share. all i know for sure is i would love to spend more time with him............

 

ps....i decided to go out today with the particular mission of seeing my secret crush. i was not sure he would be at the coffee shop. but thought i would try anyhow. i was glad i did. he was there. he was surprised and happy to see me as well. seems he was thinking of me as well. thinking he would not get to see me till next week. not sure how much he misses me but i love to see how his eyes light up when he sees me.