There's something wrong with how our ex's become no longer part of our lives after being the closest person to you.
I mean how many people in your lifetime could you have a relationship like this?
I'm not talking about sexual relationships, but the kind of relationship that you will have with
someone once you've given them your whole trust, respect and love?
It's hard building or creating a relationship like that, We have people whom we've been living with for all of our lives and yet we dont have that kind of relationship..
and yet, even that friendship is over.
hm. It's just kinda wasteful. throwing away good times and memories because of break ups.
I have told my ex about this when we are still together. He's like the best guy friend I ever had. But because we broke up 8 months ago, we no longer communicate.
I don't know what's happening with his life, he doesn't know what's happening in mine.
All future plans together have been forgotten or given up. Like businesses, trips, exchange of ideas etcs.
I think he carries the burden of being guilty about the break up because he was falling out from me and he wasnt saying it. And i figure it's been like that even at the start of last year. He just keeps on doing the same things, but I know it. something's gone or wrong.
I have moved on. It was hard, because I felt like I was lead on.
but no good can be had from dwelling in the past, forgetting how to live in the present.
I was lucky someone found me. I made sure it's not rebound. No one deserves that.
I'm just thinking, it could have been great, having our ex's as friends instead of forgotten people or hated ones. Just focus on the good times.
If I had not found love I may not be in this state of mind. I could have still be hating the guy for leaving me behind. But God's been good to me, I feel blessed. I hope he's moved on as well and no longer feel guilty...
