So today is my birthday..and what am I doing? Sitting here feeling lonely. Its not anyone's fault it just seems like I should be a bit more happy today.
Not only is it my bday it is also my 5 year anniversary. My bf and I have been dating for five years today. Smart guy keeping all the important events on the same day lol. But he is working today. So I won't see him until tonight for our traditional anniversary dinner. Then we have plans with some friends. One of those people being Daddy, who is bringing along his exception. I"m not sure how that will go but it's already giving me nervous feelings in my stomach.
I did get my favorite breakfast this morning..chocolate chips pancakes. Then I went back to bed for a bit, but spent that time talking to Daddy rather than sleeping. I'm just glad my migraine went away cuz last night was miserable and I did not want to spend my bday like that.
I still need to go get a card for bf's gift...I went to like 10 different stores to find what he wanted but I know have it and he has no idea. So i'm very excited. The gift he got me apparently won't be here for another week. I know it seems shallow, but I'm a little let down by this whole event. He kept talking about all these big plans that didn't happen, although I know he wanted them to. And then he didn't plan things so that I could have my bday-anniversary gift today..and it's not just from him it's from his whole family. I know i"m being petty but I can't explain it..I would have rather had something not so expensive and just from him.
Oh well...it's off to get ready and go to the store I suppose. And to make my usual birthday brownies. Happy birthday to me! I'll let you all know how my night turns out.
