I haven't been on here in a while- and a lot has happened so I thought I should vent it out. I was at the mall the other day feeling better as I have been sick for over a week, and I was with some good friends and waiting on another one of them to meet us in the Belk. We go to the makeup counter, and the girls are looking- I don't wear much makeup so no reason to buy any, and I look at the girl who's working the counter and I'm like wow she---- and then I back up- she's starring at me, and that's when I realize it's my Ex's New Girlfriend. She's starring me down and I'm starring at her. I immediatly pull out my cell and call the one girl we are waiting on, and tell her, she runs into Belk (because she knows the new girlfriend too) and she goes to the counter, and sure enough it's her!

So, by this time, I am standing in front of Belk in the middle of the mall and the 3 girls are around me now, going "you are so much prettier than her!" etc etc, and I broke down, just started crying out of no where.Because I miss him, I want him back still, I would love to just see him or hear from him, and I won't and I know that.

I guess I just need more time..Even though my summer classes end this coming week and I only have 2 weeks until Fall semester starts I am excited, I am ready to be beyond busy, and I think I need that..

Me