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I had this really vivid dream the other night that I was struggling to hold/ carry a big pile of boxes - they were heavy and kept sliding on each other.  One of the boxes was about to break and I felt as though I was going to burst into tears at any moment.
 
In the distance was an older man holding this small ring size box - I had no idea what was inside, just that I wanted it - BADLY.
 
I woke up feeling conflicted - I wanted to drop everything to accept this gift, and yet I felt as though I just couldn't let go.
 
But I am - I am doing just that.  I am letting go ... I've been packing and cleaning, and throwing stuff away.  I am nervous as hell - 4 more days to go, and yet, this feels like the longest goodbye.
 
I almost can't wait to finish the move and start settling in to my new life.
 
Wonder what's in that little box of dreams?


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  • woman said on Jul 26, 2009....
    Good morning Wishy. It's good to see you here and know that things are progressing for you. Before we know it you'll be writing from your new home with wonderful stories of your new life. Don't know what's in the little box but I do know there are big hugs in this response! HUGS!
  • uniquely-ironic said on Jul 26, 2009....
    the elusive little box.  Funny how it's so appealing despite the fact that we don't know what's in it.  I think we all chase the little box while lugging around our big box of "baggage".
     
    I can understand just wanting this next part of your life to start.  It's got to feel like suspended animation to be caught between phases.
     
    Let us know how it goes.  Oh! and it's really nice to see you here.
  • Hegemone said on Jul 26, 2009....
    Wow what a very symbolic dream of the events happening in your life.  Keep working towards that little box, so to speak, I think it'll be something so worthwhile!  It's good to hear from you Wishy.  I had begun to wonder where you'd gone off to.  ((((((((HUG)))))))
  • CreativeWoman said on Jul 26, 2009....
    I think that there is something spectacular in that little box and should drop those big heavy things and go for it.

     Maybe this dream means that your load in life is about to become much lighter.   :-) 

    That's an awesome thing, Wishy.

    CW
  • pusscat said on Jul 26, 2009....
    It's so nice to see you wishy :-)  It's always a little nerving to say the least when we say goodbye to one life and move on to another.  It will all be positive though.  
  • Lucytorial said on Jul 26, 2009....
    Sometimes the weight of our lives makes our dreams seem small, far away.  You'll get there wishy.
  • UnicornForm said on Jul 26, 2009....
    what your heart desires.
  • MsStar39 said on Jul 26, 2009....
    Something special is in that little box, a new start.
  • queenparanoia said on Jul 27, 2009....
    hi wishy... i agree with everybody... the  box symoblizes for something new in your life... the happiness youve been waiting for... :-)
  • Alyss said on Jul 28, 2009....
    Change is very unsettling and you have experienced several changes in recent months so it seems to be no wonder that that is reflected in your dreams.

    I hope you find what you're looking for with this change.

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