This song pretty much fits my mood. It's a song by Hayden called Bad As They Seem. Here's the lyrics. Pretty simple but as the album title says, this is everything I long for.

Girl of my dreams...
Things are as bad as they seem
She is only sixteen
That's why she's only a dream
Woman of my dreams...
Lives right down my street
Has a daughter who's sixteen
That's why she's only a dream

What do I do this for?
Got to get out some more
Go down to the grocery store
Meet someone I'll adore
Someone who'll make me laugh
Someone to be my better half
Keep me warm under the sack
Share with me my midnight snack

Job of my dreams...
Things are as bad as they seem
Working where I did at fourteen
Making less pay it seems

Chorus

House of my dreams...
Things are as bad as they seem
My parents' house I'll stay for free
Until I'm at least fourty-three

Chorus

I haven't listened to this song in so long. It was nice to reminisce. Been listening to a lot of old music lately. I guess in a way its pretty therapeutic for me. Still trying to date. There is one that has potential but I'm not putting all my eggs in one basket. We'll see what life has in store for me.
Cheers