now i am two months out of college and am trying to figure out what to do with my year off...the year off came about during the fall of my senior year when i decided that i didn't want to go to medical school...i decided to not move back home---which was a good move in that i don't feel like i'm back in high school, having to check-in with my parent, and that i'm lucky enough to not have any financial worries more or less---but at the same time i feel like i'm becoming a hermit---i want to go take a walk in the great weather, i want to hang out with friends, i want to use all my cool cooking gadgets...i feel guilty not doing anything during the day, but i just have no motivation--what's the deal?

i could rant much longer about how i've attempted to get things rolling for the next move but that shall be for another time... until then- peace.