Paper ~ i am not going to go into what and how i saw this frown, many places in many ways. no kidding! but when i saw this single cloud floats, if it had two little ones above it.... it would of been a smile! anyways.... its a feeling i have and i looked into it. there you go, my logic. *smile* xo
Secret ~ it didn't go to court yet. within 65 days it will be final and all over. the figures and paper work i did and the credit counseling....it proved i am a poor gal struggling. my lawyer said, do not worry, it will be over before you know it and i'll be debt free! *smile*
Superbozo ~ if someone saw me today covered in mud and dirt from head to toes.... they would of laughed. i harvest and gardened all afternoon. it was/is a good day!
Thanks! xo take care ~see ya
Hegemone ~ remember the post i "had" about my birds. now that i look back on it, the vulture, blue birds fighting, crows yelling at me, a hawk flying in front of my truck, guiding me....*smile* all in one day! come on, i should of stopped and listen then. right after that day, things of personal matters blew-up, my final decision in bankruptcy, terrible situtions on the job .... things that make a person, weak! i came real close to just ....fu*k it! if i would of stop and really took notice, stopped and listen, i would of had more control .... hell no i would not.... shit happens, alot, but if i know that a light is at the end, i'll give it all i got! that's a lesson in its self. huh *smile*
Raindove ~ i have always lived in the world, never have been part of the world..... society and all. did that make sense? my world in all green. i love eastern wisdom, folks here in the states need to check it out and ponder on it all! talking about secrets *smile* this stuff overwhelms me too. i am a believer, always have.
Pusscat ~ it's like gardening, you got to know your plant and how to or what it means which they are looking a certain way. *smile* it's in the knowing and believing. the only time in my life an owl came and wooted in my windows.... they came to tell me a love one was going to pass away. (don't hate the messager) he has been to my window a few times, he always tells the truth. i have, no shit too, a pair of redwinged hawks in the trees behind me... 50 fts away. they are a sign of strength in my world, they are nesting there too! i quess i'll be looked-after for awhile. *smile*
Queenie ~ remember when you told me if you talk about your Zahir, it loses it power. it does, somewhat! it still has ahold on me but not like it did. ;~) i'm all ears and my eyes are wide open these days. i don't want to trip, stumble or fall anymore....or at least not till my knees heals! *smile*
Voltaire ~ HI! i am glad to see you. yes, you are totally correct!!!!
Without a doubt! i have a load of unreleased feelings!!!! It has been my "major" fault in life, since birth!!
*smile* Think you know me, do you?! Well, i'll tell you another truth.... i do believe you know alittle too much! LOL......
Oh wow! camping in the woods for a week. sigh....... there is nothing better in life than that. If you ever need an expect camper, let me know. I'm not bad at it, if i say so myself *wink
I know you just hate it when i say.... "Thank you for stopping by!" Take care xo ~see ya
Voltaire ~ I don't think i have really hated anything or one. To me, hate is when you are able to hurt something or someone. I've been mad enough to fight back, a figure of speech again but not to do harm. Now i can be mean spirited with my tongue getting away from me but ....thats about it. But have i ever loved, huh? A passionate love, i don't think so, nope i haven't.
Yup there is some gold in the upper state, Indiana. I went to Arkansas to dig for diamonds and other stones. It was a grand weekend. Walked out with a 5 gal bucket of some great stones. I also found a 4 inch spearhead in a creek at the camp grounds.
Oh and for the post itself.... the reversed laughter thingie.... i wish to laugh not cry. i do create my own drama by not reacting in a proper manner. i should learn to use my head more often then my heart. take care ~see ya