I hope she loves you so much that you never think of me even by mistake. I hope she loves you so much that you forget to even hate me. I hope she loves you so much that she mends your broken heart and makes it hers.
I pray she touches you so deep that my depth fades in front of her true love. Her perfection mesmerizes you so much that you no longer remember any of my innumerable follies or mistakes. I pray she loves you so sincerely that you even forget to notice my faults and the greatest of them all, my faulty love.
I hope she entices you to the extent that I cease to exist for you. I wholeheartedly pray she loves you with such great passion and devotion that I'm erased forever from your heart, mind and soul.
With all my love and hate, my passion and pain...I slowly fade in oblivion till my words no longer reach you, my trauma no longer touches you, till you no longer recognize my voice and my face becomes a foggy nothingness for you. I'll still think of you and burn for you. I'll still love you from miles away and on days like this I'll pour my heart out in my letters for you.


