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I hope she loves you so much that you never think of me even by mistake. I hope she loves you so much that you forget to even hate me. I hope she loves you so much that she mends your broken heart and makes it hers.

I pray she touches you so deep that my depth fades in front of her true love. Her perfection mesmerizes you so much that you no longer remember any of my innumerable follies or mistakes. I pray she loves you so sincerely that you even forget to notice my faults and the greatest of them all, my faulty love.

I hope she entices you to the extent that I cease to exist for you. I wholeheartedly pray she loves you with such great passion and devotion that I'm erased forever from your heart, mind and soul.

With all my love and hate, my passion and pain...I slowly fade in oblivion till my words no longer reach you, my trauma no longer touches you, till you no longer recognize my voice and my face becomes a foggy nothingness for you.

I'll still think of you and burn for you. I'll still love you from miles away and on days like this I'll pour my heart out in my letters for you.

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  • Me-Myself&I said on Jul 17, 2009....

    I have read all three of your letters. sigh.... well, i relate to every word that you have on type and in your heart! your love, passion is great. your words so painful. i too love secretly someone so....

    i am sending peace and a hope for a new future for you. well take care and try to have a good day.

  • raindove said on Jul 17, 2009....
    Memyself&i thank you so much for your kind words and your wishes. I cant exactly say our similiarities thrill me for I dont wish someone like you or anyone for that matter to be in pain. May i ask you something? Why do you love this person in secret, is it because your situation doesnt permit you to be with him or you are scared to tell him? If I had to answer the same question I'd say I tried to tell him in many ways ever since we parted. When he was insecured about me, possessive about me that time I didnt take it all seriously. I didnt realise he'll go so far away and never turn back. And when I opened my heart it was too late, even if I give up my life he still wont believe me. I hope you havent lost your chance yet and there is still hope for you.
  • Me-Myself&I said on Jul 17, 2009....
    Hi! huh wellll, i'll tell you.... i am a married woman, my secret love is a married man. in my own way, i have told them that i love you. i may beat around the bush but.... oh hell! i quess i am scared to come right on out and say...."hey, quess who is madly in love with you?" Me! but this wonderful feeling of this special love is enough to awaken my heart and soul. so not all is lost!!!!!!!! at least i know that i can love, right?! *smile* take care ~see ya
  • raindove said on Jul 17, 2009....
    Oh now I can understand, this helplessness is heartbreaking but I love what said, sure we can love! And thank god for that. Love cant be judged. Your love may not be accepted by all on grounds of morality. My love is no better. My love is too passionate, too possessive and too insecure so it didnt last. My love doesnt know how to trust. Yet its love. Its my love and I love in my own way. It feels so good to share, my good wishes to you too memyself&i.
  • destinydiva said on Jul 19, 2009....
    hiya raindove, and welcome to soulcast! :-) I wish I could ease your pain, it seeps through your words, I have read many posts but not found the words, I guess I just wanted to say I was here, and that  I feel for you (((((((((((hugs)))))))))))  xxx

    ps..   these letters are a great way of sorting through your thoughts instead of them racing through your head, I hoep it is releasing a lot of pain for you and clearing the way for you to move forward, I truly believe, that everything happens for a reason, it may seem that there is no good in it right now...but in the future, you'll see, this happened for a reason, there is a poem I think you will enjoy, let me go find it and I'll post here for you, take care raindove xx

    pps love your name :-) xx
  • destinydiva said on Jul 19, 2009....
    A Reason, a Season, or a Lifetime

    People come into your life for a reason, a season, or
    a lifetime. When you figure out which one it is, you
    will know what to do for each person.

    When someone is in your life for a REASON . . . It is
    usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have
    come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you
    with guidance and support, to aid you physically,
    emotionally, or spiritually. They may seem like a
    godsend, and they are! They are there for the reason
    you need them to be.

    Then, without any wrong doing on your part, or at an
    inconvenient time, this person will say or do something
    to bring the relationship to an end.

    Sometimes they die.
    Sometimes they walk away.
    Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.

    What we must realise is that our need has been met, our
    desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you
    sent up has been answered. And now it is time to move on.

    When people come into your life for a SEASON . . .
    Because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn.
    They bring you an experience of peace, or make you laugh.
    They may teach you something you have never done.
    They usually give you an unbelievable amount
    of joy. Believe it! It is real! But, only for a season.

    LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons; things
    you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional
    foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the
    person, and put what you have learned to use in all
    other relationships and areas of your life. It is said
    that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.


    xxxx
  • feelthesydneylove said on Aug 04, 2009....
    Wow. Beautiful writing of words so true and powerful of your emotions.

    I  wish you the best and that you have a bright future ahead of you. Take care and have a wonderful day or night, whichever may suit you the best. Mucho love && hugs.

    - Sydney

    P.S. I'm a bit behind on reading but I shall catch up with your blogs today :o)

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