wow, i can't believe it's been 13 days since i last posted. things between me and the guy are 'maturing' as he would say. actually since the summer began our schedules for our families and work changed - so we a no longer able to meet for breakfast. lunch is down to about 2-3 times a week. afterwork walks are about the same. we last went to a room july 3rd and it was a good as always. even though things are maturing, whenever i'm around him i feel like there is nothing else going on in the world. i really wish i had that feeling all the time. i get a little disappointed that i feel so good about someone and i can't really share it with anyone but him. so of course the love growth is 'stunted'. i'm still trying to put aside the fact that this is an 'affair' so i can just enjoy the time we have together even more... but the guy and i talked about how we both really want to have integrity in life and we both know being together isn't giving us any checks in the integrity column.
hmmm, well we have plans to get together tomorrow in a room if work pans out well.
on a lighter note -- the guy has been to my house - before this started, he actually purchased something from my husband. i was in the bedroom when he showed up doing something on the computer and then my husband let me know that he was there...
so this past week, it was a coincidence that my stepson went to a camp that was in county the guy lives. so i tell the guy i have to go to the county to visit the stepson and it turns out i have to pass his street on my way to the camp. i get a glimpse of where he lives and i was going to drive by the house but i punked out.
