• gingersoul said on Jul 12, 2009....

  Oh, M&M......who is not crazy? And feels like the truth has not said? Who doesn't  have sorrows and regrets? Or feel like nothing in their lives is where is supposed to be? Who is that strong?
  We all struggle.
  The journey is rarely an easy one.
   
  I did wonder what happened to your posts, M&M, and i thought the same...that you evidently had felt too exposed. Maybe some rejections burned too much or some misunderstanding.
  
  I am glad you still want to lay your self down for us to read...
  It has always been nice to peek in your crazy, witchy, soulfull garden...:-)

• Me-Myself&I said on Jul 12, 2009....

  Gingersoul ~ Thank you, you are too kind. yes i did feel naked for the whole world to see.

  oh and for my gardens ;~) boy oh boy how do they grow! everything is soooo ...perfect. i can go out back and just sit and stare, just watching my gardens grow, there is peace.

• Hegemone said on Jul 12, 2009....

  MMI, we all do what feels right at the time.  Maybe deleting two years worth of posts was just a subconscious way of making a fresh start.  You could be starting a new history and a new guide line for yourself.  Make it a good thing.  We'll be here for you, don't worry about that.  ((((((((HUG)))))))

• Lucytorial said on Jul 12, 2009....

  MeMy, sometimes starting fresh from wherever your bottom is can be the best thing.
   
  Vulnerability is not sch a bad thing, many will be careful not to tear away and hurt you. Keep taking a step, one at a time... we'll still be here for you.

• the_infernal_optimist said on Jul 12, 2009....

  ((massive hugs))
  
  We are always here for you, MM&I. Blessed be!
  
  ~Infernal
  

• secretlife said on Jul 12, 2009....

  mmi:  i don't think you're any more or less crazy than most of us.  and despite what you say, i think you are a kind, gentle honest and sweet soul. 
  Being lost isn't a crime.  Please be kind to yourself.

• diabolicdame said on Jul 12, 2009....

  (((((hugs))))) me-my.. we are the hardest on ourselves you know.. its only normal to feel the way you are feeling.. we've all been through it.. we all have a smokescreen that comes in handy at times. I quite like this 'old wild woman'.. although I gotta say there's nothing old about you!   :-)

• Me-Myself&I said on Jul 12, 2009....

  Hegemone ~ you are such a delightful soul, did you know that? *smile* i liked that about a new guideline for myself. i do believe i need too! i am too! lol.... thanks for the words of encouragement and the (hug). things i need to confront about myself, lordy, i'm fighting against some very old habits.

  Lucy ~ yup, i have surely been rolling around on the ground of lately. but, as the title says.... i am better. my stubborn pride has a bad reaction to being vulnerable, which makes things worse. that is another lesson in itself, isn't it? ;~)

  Infernal ~ *smile* Blessed Be! ((((hug)))) you know something.... without that side of me, i'd be a total mess!  thru everything that has happened in the past few years, i have never lost the faith in the power from the heavens. i believe in angels, don't you know! lol. OH.... the other day, i stopped on the side of the road to take these pictures with my cellphone of this "perfect" angel! she was this huge cloud that was overhead. i need to tell Ginger about this. *smile* i wish i had the means to tranfer it from my cell, i would, you'd agree too if you could see her.

  Secret ~ God love you my friend! xo sigh.... i maybe kind, gentle and even sweet! ;~) but i do have some major issues that really need to be taken care of. or ....i'll be lost forever. i have too much love in me to disappear within myself. thats not good.  i'm trying to be good to me by repairing....strange way of putting it, repairing myself. i don't like the place that my soul is in these days. but i am, for real too, ;~) getting better. mostly when i know i have some wonderful souls here to listen to me and just being here is a great help!

  THANKS YOU ALL!  

• Me-Myself&I said on Jul 12, 2009....

  Diabolicdame ~ welll, i see that it took me hours to complete my replies....  for being an old wild woman .... i do feel like i am running out of time. i feel like i have wasted alot of time too. but...but i have learned my mind takes me on some pretty wild trips! *smile* so of lately, i'm chilling. trying to just do it right, whatever the hell that maybe! lol... thanks.

• moonriver said on Jul 12, 2009....

  pssst. me-my friend.
  you'll be ok, i know it.
  do nothing else, do anything else, but keep that "two wolves" first post of yours, you hear?
  it's of utmost importance to universal well-being that you do so.
  otherwise, i'll grow wings and fly there and restore that post myself... :-)
  i re-read it again just now, including our exchange of comments, and it rings as true now as it did the first time. 
  how's the weather and river walks over there these days anyway?
  
  

• Me-Myself&I said on Jul 12, 2009....

  Moonriver ~ hi Moonriver. sigh.... the two wolves are too much a part of me to ever delete. they have been fighting alot lately. they are both wore out. ;~) lol.... yup, i'll be ok, i am always ok.  *smile* well the weather is good. it rains when my gardens need it and is cool when i need it so i can work my gardens. they have suppled me well! i am blessed, and have put on a few pounds too. lol.... my river walks are as .... uplifting as ever. i even have more pretty rocks to show for my walks too. ;~)

• queenparanoia said on Jul 12, 2009....

  memy: i just want you to know that i like you just the way you are... crazy or not... :-)

  and i also know whatever shit that will come to yoru life you will be okay... you always do... ;-)

• Battycat said on Jul 12, 2009....

  We're all crazy one way or another, keep writing :-)
  (((((((((hugs))))))))))))

• moonriver said on Jul 12, 2009....

  well, me-my, if both are wore out, then it's time to feed the good wolf! 
  and do it quick too, before the bad wolf gets a sense of what's happenin. lol
  tip: use the pretty rocks to throw at the bad wolf whenever it comes too near.
  
  
  psst. friend.
  see if your cell has an email function.
  if it does, try to send a copy of your angel clouds from your cell to your email address.
  once you could do that, the rest should be fairly easy... :-)
  
  

• CayenneMan said on Jul 13, 2009....

   You never fail to put a smile on my face pretty lady, hang in there, things will get better you just wait and see. 

• Me-Myself&I said on Jul 13, 2009....

  Queenie ~ i like you just as you are too! xo i'm a living and a learning! ;~)

  Batty ~ my dear friend! (hug) tightly too. ;~)

  Moonriver ~ i'll try that, yes i do have that function. then what? lol....thanks fairly easy for someone as smart as you, i'm another story. ;~)

  Cayenne ~ my eyes are wide open so, yup, things will be ok. i'm hanging in there. thanks

  time to start my day.....you all have a good one ~see ya

• moonriver said on Jul 13, 2009....

  hi memy.
  
  
  well, if you succeed in sending a pic from your cell to your email, the next step would be to save the pic attached to your email into your comp, then upload the pic into flickr or photobucket (you have to have an account with either site though). finally, you embed the photo here at sc, using the slice of code provided by flickr (or photobucket) for your particular photo.
  
  
  let me know if you need more details... :-)
  
  

• UnicornForm said on Jul 13, 2009....

  I like crazy. I will definitely be here to read about your crazy ways :) not that im any less crazy... You deleted what was not useful any more  (hits easy button)

• woman said on Jul 13, 2009....

  Oh my, Surely you don't think that there aren't other old crazy ladies here. Ladies who are struggling to refashion their lives, who want to moved forward and use the time we have left in the best way. Well, here is one more crazy lady. Me. And MMI, I believe that those who sit in blind contentment may be a bit crazier!

  Stay around, you are not invisable here. Just gentle.

• Voltaire said on Jul 13, 2009....

  Well no one ever said it was going to be easy no?
  
  I personally thought that you reached for a new start of sorts.
  
  I'm no doctor, not by far. But I know a little of everything.
  I know myself, or so I like to think. Maybe I can help or share some info of interest when time comes. ;-)
  
  Oh sorry for late reply on the PM, vacation; you know.. ,:-)
  
  Best Regards,
  Voltaire
  

• wombat said on Jul 13, 2009....

  There's nothing wrong with backing up and re-grouping whenever you need to.  I'm sorry to know that things are rough for you right now, but you are in good company here, I think.  I can only speak for myself, but what you are experiencing are the stresses of life and  of growth.  And trying to settle your mind with a sip of life made in a blender full of the past, the present and the future.  What a ruckus it makes!

  I will think good thoughts for you for much more settled and happier days ahead.  Breathe!  Enjoy that garden and the peace of knowing that you are you, and no one can take that away if you stay true to yourself.

  {{{{{{BIG HUGS}}}}}

  wombie

• UnicornForm said on Jul 13, 2009....

  **Clarifying**

  What i think is easy is ridding yourself of what is no longer useful, you done used it and made a realization. To me you dont sound crazy, or woman. Its life.Life is "crazy". ((Hugg))

• Me-Myself&I said on Jul 13, 2009....

  Moonriver ~  *smile* yes sir, i will let you know if i need help. i sure would like to "show-off" my stuff.....garden and all, that is! lol.... thanks.x

  Unicorn ~ i wish i had a delete button for some situations i have regreted. ;~) but hey, i AM touched, crazy. lol.... it's my story and i'm sticking to it! *smile* thanks, i know, first handed, life can be a bitch! yup, i like to think that those old posts served a purpose, a release. i quess, the future posts will be the rest of the story, right.

  Woman ~ i don't know what it is about you, pinpointing, but you are such a wonderful soul. you are full of gentle, kind ways, yourself!!  it's our age, we have a right to be crazy. old enough to do so, right!? lol.

  Voltaire ~ missed you! hey, i never ever refuse helpful advice.... as long as it doesn't hurt in any way! *smile* so, have mercy on me, ok. ....just funning with you. i AM on a new path, rome wasn't built in a day, you know! alot is going on, behind the scene!

  Wombat ~ you have a way about you. i love how you explain things. a blender full of the past, the present and the future. what a ruckus it makes! lol. i love it! no doubt about it! no telling what i may come up with after its all mixed up. maybe a slushy or miss freeze. ;~) (HUG)

  Unicorn ~ no need, i knew what you were speaking of! thanks.

  you all amaze me! from my heart to yours..........hugs and kisses!

• Voltaire said on Jul 14, 2009....

  MMI,
  Sometimes I think you only feel pain to know your alive, seriously.
  
  Nah true, Rome wasn't built in one day indeed.
  
  Sometimes when there is no road you have to make one, remember that. ;-)
  

• Me-Myself&I said on Jul 14, 2009....

  Voltaire ~ Lordy, Voltaire....what a thing to say! :~(  i don't need to feel pain to know i am alive. just walking out my door in the morning tells me, i'm living and breathing. ouch, that hurt! lets see....yup, i am alive for sure.

• Voltaire said on Jul 14, 2009....

  Yes it may be so, but none the less sometimes it seems to be true.
  
  Don't want to and don't need to are sometimes two different things, entirely.
  
  And BTW that was a general comment, nothing specific towards you.
  
  // Voltaire
  

• wombat said on Jul 14, 2009....

  Just toss in some vodka every now and then and plug your ears.  Thanks for the compliment.  It made me smile.

• Me-Myself&I said on Jul 15, 2009....

  Voltaire ~ hey, don't mind me.... my nerves are raw and i walk the line.... i know you mean well!

  Wombat ~ you are a special soul, don't you know! *smile* crown and me are hanging out tonight. i shouldn't because of the big day tomorrow but.... all raved up and no place to go! ;~) but tis time to call it a day. good night.

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