This weekend, I opted to stay at home and rest.
Things have been rather challenging lately. I have a really demanding job and a lot of responsibilities. I sometimes find myself wanting to just disappear for a few days and be a kid again. But I can't do that. I don't want to run away from hardships, I need to face them head on.
Tomorrow, I'll be back again on the field. I have to be decisive, alert, fast, responsible, and most of all reliable for everyone. People are relying on me, and the pressure is really up there. I sometimes find myself thinking, why did I ever accept such a huge responsibility. But every time I ask myself this question, I always know the answer... because I love being responsible and I love challenging myself.
To be honest, I am not out there to please anybody but myself. I am there doing my job, and my job entails making things work. And that is what I intend to do tomorrow.
Sometimes I ask myself, why I put up with all these shiz... well, because I love what I do. I like helping people out. I like being responsible, and most of all I love the feeling of satisfaction of being able to overcome such huge undertakings.
I know that tomorrow is just going to be the start of something really challenging, but know what, I am willing to take these head on.
Life is always full of challenges, and I am here whether these challenges are conquered or not.
Jackie
