From the moment we're born until our death, we get closer with each and every breath. Every moment is so precious to me, I've wasted so much time you see. I never knew how fragile life really was, Until God did what he does, In the blink of an eye my life changed, jumbeled up totally rearanged. He took the one closest to me, I've never felt more lonely. He provided me the tools to save her life, I did everything I could she was my wife. I didn't really know what love is, God said I'm going to show him, I'm going to take his. I did CPR for twenty minutes that night, she wasn't leaving me, not without a fight. On the way to the hospital 14 shocks is what she got, I wonder how many times she died because that was alot. They stabelized her and in ICU she went, seven weeks in the hospital was spent. They didn't give her a chance from the get go, they said she would never wake, no oxygen to the brain ya know. I argued and said she would be fine, when I saw her she had so many tubes and lines. Now my faith was being tested, I got on the phone and a preacher I requested. We gathered and said a prayer over her, I saw her react thats for sure. It wasn't long until she was awake, this was just the begining of a 7 week journey we'd take So many procedures, so many ups and downs, what was wrong could not be found. On her third night they told me she wouldn't live, I almost passed out I had no more to give. I went outside and looked up to the sky, held my hands up and asked God why. I told him I know what you can do, please just see her through. I went to sleep in the waiting room, when I got up there was no more feeling of gloom. I know God thouched my life that day, he took all my insecurities away. I knew we were in for a fight, but somehow I knew it would be alright. The resperator was keeping her alive, when they tried to remove it she couldn't servive. ARDS is what she had, Adult Respitory Distress Syndrome it was bad. I stayed in that hospital 7 weeks straight, I didn't mind I was with her it was great. I'd get to see her 1 hour 3 times a day, they tried to get me to leave, I wouldn't, I stayed. One time her tube got blocked and she couldn't breath, if I hadn't been there she would have died or so I precieved. After trying and trying the finally weined her off the vent, it was a gift truly heaven sent. They said she would be on oxygen the rest of her life, obveiously they didn't know my wife. Well that was 13 years ago, I'm deep in debt to God you know. I thank him every single day, for the miracle he sent my way. I'm thankful I knew what to do, she could have easily died too. God humbled me that day, and I'm glad I have to say. For I'm a far better man than I was back then, life is a gift, it could end you never know when. All my anger has disappeared, along with everything I feared. Everyday is a new one for me and my wife, until their gone you never knew they were your life. Miracles happen every single day, if thats what you need then I'll help you pray. I hope a miracle happens to you, so you'll see life as I do.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~WOLF~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~